Hal Terrano
Prince of Porridge
As his former Padawan and current Master engaged in the beginning of battle Hal fought in his own personal war upon the saturated temple ground.
That urging came again.
Get up.
That was hope. That was real genuine hope that could have only been provided by the presence of Lira Dajenn. He might have never been able to call himself a Jedi again, might have never been able to drape those once bold shoulders in brown robes but could he stand up? Could he do it for Lira? Not as a student, but as a friend?
Yes.
No.
All the mantras of old had been destroyed, stripped away and replaced by things like, I won't, I don't know and most of all I can't.
It was that same helplessness that swallowed him whole with the man in the dungeons upon Prakith. He had done nothing, and he would do nothing again, and again! BECAUSE HE WAS WEAK! The very thought of it made him feel sick, sent that bile spiralling up his throat, Hal Terrano had stood there and let a man…
“...I...can't…!”
The man was so steeped in struggle with his own demons that he scarcely realised that he had exclaimed his pained doubt out loud.
GET UP!
The voices of inner-conflict screamed at him. Lira's life was in danger, how could somebody that he, a failure, had taught face off against the beast that was Vrag? There was too much doubt. So much hopelessness, and yet still...that heartbeat, that moment before she emerged from the flora, there was hope.
Slowly and still trembling Hal Terrano managed to lift his head off of the dirt, to look up at the ensuing duel.
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[member="Lira Dajenn"] [member="Vrag"]
That urging came again.
Get up.
That was hope. That was real genuine hope that could have only been provided by the presence of Lira Dajenn. He might have never been able to call himself a Jedi again, might have never been able to drape those once bold shoulders in brown robes but could he stand up? Could he do it for Lira? Not as a student, but as a friend?
Yes.
No.
All the mantras of old had been destroyed, stripped away and replaced by things like, I won't, I don't know and most of all I can't.
It was that same helplessness that swallowed him whole with the man in the dungeons upon Prakith. He had done nothing, and he would do nothing again, and again! BECAUSE HE WAS WEAK! The very thought of it made him feel sick, sent that bile spiralling up his throat, Hal Terrano had stood there and let a man…
“...I...can't…!”
The man was so steeped in struggle with his own demons that he scarcely realised that he had exclaimed his pained doubt out loud.
GET UP!
The voices of inner-conflict screamed at him. Lira's life was in danger, how could somebody that he, a failure, had taught face off against the beast that was Vrag? There was too much doubt. So much hopelessness, and yet still...that heartbeat, that moment before she emerged from the flora, there was hope.
Slowly and still trembling Hal Terrano managed to lift his head off of the dirt, to look up at the ensuing duel.
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[member="Lira Dajenn"] [member="Vrag"]