Wearing:
Wild Knights Flight Suit
Armed with:
Lysandra's Pike
Susevfi, 4 days prior...
Nathan Bloodscrawl lay on the operating table, the Soldier Biots under the control of Vera operating on him after an injury from a recent duel against
Alessandra Io
.
He had been blinded. In spite of the damage that had been inflicted. His daughter's androids were absolutely deadly. Fighting just one had pushed him to his limits. He didn't even want to think what would happen if a group of them had ganged up on him.
It wasn't his first time being blinded. He had lost his eyes when Castle Bloodscrawl had fallen. He'd had to resort to prosthetics provided by his Master, Moya De Lifte.
The new eyes were not all that different from his old ones. Same quality. He'd forgotten how used to such a way of seeing he was. He hadn't taken anesthetics, preferring to keep himself alert and
still despite the intense pain he was in by having the biot known as Dulcinea operating on him.
For a long time, all he heard as he lay on the operating table aboard the
Valley Forge was the whir of the machines as they were painfully connected to his optical nerves.
Dulcinea, clad in a gold armor weave catsuit covered by surgical scrubs, at last stepped away from the table.
"All done, Mister Hardcore."
"Mirror." he requested.
(Cutaway of Jack Nicholson laughing madly when he sees his reflection)
Dulcinea handed him a small hand mirror. He stared. They
looked organic...no tell tale glow from the eyes. Even had his shade of green in the irises.
"Thanks, Dulcy." Nathan replied, wincing as he at up and got off the table.
"You need rest. Doctor's orders..." Dulcinea replied."
"I can rest when I'm
dead..." He replied in a gruff tone, face freezing back to it's normal, eternally grim countenance.
Her Android hand seized him by the shoulder.
"Doctor's.
Orders." she repeated.
"Like you're
licensed..." He grumbled but complied.
Dulcinea
huffed, hands going to her hips.
"I'll have you know I downloaded all the relevant files
this morning.
And I got my license."
"Online Degree? Real
confidence booster." Nathan muttered in typically acidic tone.
"Did I
avoid lobotomizing you or
not?" Dulcinea inquired crossly.
Nathan shrugged, dismissive.
"Point taken."
"So, you gonna hit Seswenna?" Dulcinea asked as she began sterilizing her surgical equipment.
"Yeah.
Roth Tillian
had me running drills with a buncha noobs--"
He stopped, grimacing.
"She's here."
"Who?"
"
Celsius."
Dulcinea detected the micro expressions of trauma on his face.
"You're in no condition to speak to anyone. I'll just tell her you are ill--"
"Won't help. She already knows I can talk." Nathan answered as he grimaced.
"Oh...right, you're a wizard." Dulcinea replied with an inadvertent sigh. "Should I just send her to you?"
"Like I honestly wanna talk to her." he snapped quietly. "Put that fethin'
thing in one of the quarters on the lower deck. Don't let that Freak walk around the ship unobserved. I'll speak to it tomorrow."
Dulcinea observed him. He could barely be around
Syd Celsius
more than 30 seconds. She didn't question why Nathan dehumanized Syd. Everybody had their blood nemesis.
"You got it..." she assured him.
Nathan got dressed and left for his quarters, passing by various employees of his company, Bacta Works. None of them knew they worked for him. He was just a Trade League Force User hitching a ride to them.
His room was barebones. There was no Momentos. No photos or trophies. Just a bed, and a weapon rack holding his lightsaber.
He dared not meditate. Already he could feel Syd's broken presence in the back of his skull just getting to the quarters. Half his mental energy was being devoted to keeping her out of his thoughts, from seeing into his memories. Meditating would only make it easier for her to get in his head.
He felt a deep wave of nausea and dizziness hit him as he entered his quarters, due to the Ysalamir he had brought into it. He couldn't feel the Force, nor his bond to Syd, which horrified and disgusted him.
Though he was nauseated, and felt like he was missing something vital, he still preferred it to the alternative of feeling her in his skull constantly.
It took a few minutes to fall asleep but he was soon being tormented by memories of his wife's murder, the image of her decaying in front of him as Syd's Sith Incarnation murdered her soul looping over and over. He tossed and turned all night.
But the pain never left him, whether asleep or awake.
The next day...
Nathan got up, still wounded and nauseated and showered and ate this way, dressing up in training gear before heading to the hangar. He was due to head out to Seswenna soon. The Valley Forge would provide extra punch with it's long range Ion Weapons to back the assault on the shipyards. The Force hit him like a sack of bricks as soon as he left the Ysalamir's range and dropped to his knees.
He felt her close by.
"Your presence was not
requested." he said curtly, standing up. "Why do you approach me?"
Syd Celsius
took a hesitant step forward. She was, as usual, completely hooded, obscuring herself.
"You were reckless, going after that Cult outpost on Denon. I could have helped, if you had told me. Was it worth the loss of your eyes?"
"You? Lecture
me?" Nathan sneered in a frosty tone. "I'm barely interested in why you are here..."
"I could have fixed your eyes." Syd responded. "You wouldn't have needed prosthetics."
Nathan's eyes narrowed.
"I will not go to my grave owing you. For
anything." he replied in a hiss before turning his back on her.
"Do you have a death wish, risking your life like that?" Syd pressed, trying to understand him.
"Do you?" he asked immediately, wheeling around on her. "Because I can't for the
life of me figure out why you thought going to fethin'
KORRIBAN, BY YOURSELF, could possibly end in any way
but failure."
"I...I was overzealous."
"Nah...that ain't it..." Nathan snapped. "I think part of you
wanted to lose."
Syd was silent at this for only be a few seconds.
"Why did you spare me the first time?" she asked finally.
"Because stomping your head in wasn't
horrible enough for my liking. I'm gonna go the
extra parsec when I finally get around to dealing with you... some really creative, demented chit." he answered with an iciness in his words that would have made Ice Cube, Ice T, and quite possibly Vanilla Ice shiver.
He shrugged. "But your death serves no purpose currently.
Currently. Now...
why are you here?"
"Darth Phyre is gonna be heading to one of the Cult's holy worlds. I would have told you through our...our...
connection...but you take such steps to keep me at the perimeter..."
"You came to me for that? I could have gotten that much in an encrypted transmission." Nathan growled.
"But not this..." Syd replied.
Nathan spotted a pair of Droids coming to him with a long case behind her. He sensed a spark within the box and went over to it immediately, snatching the case away.
He opened it, and he felt something break in him a little at the sight.
He took out the hilt, which was in it's collapsed state. It was hers. It must have become
their trophy after she was dead.
He pressed the switch on one end and a bright yellow blade shot out.
"You were wise not to hand this to me yourself." he remarked quietly. "I might have crushed your fingers for the insult..."
Switching topics as though he
hadn't just inferred bodily harm upon her, he then asked, very casually, "You heading to Seswenna?"
"I was thinking of it. The Demon of Jedha is heading there also. Anything related to the Maw pisses her off." Syd replied, drawing her cloak closer to her body.
"I noticed. Don't contact me again unless it's important."
"We will not survive if we are at each other's throats." Syd replied forcefully, daring at last to take a step closer.
"I've already lost everything important to me. Let the horrible demise come. I'll face it. Hell, I did it before."
"You have no hope?"
"A Man without Hope is a Man without Fear." Nathan answered coldly (An epiphany for Wilson Fisk: 7000 XP).
"So if you think I am afraid to die..." Nathan growled. "Think again..."
Nathan finally started to walk away with his Wife's Lightsaber.
"So that is your secret?" she asked. "How disappointing..."
Nathan stopped, fists clenched. He didn't look at her.
"I had hoped some core of strength, some drive for justice, for atonement, might govern your ability to remain standing..." Syd added in a sigh.
"Nathan, without Hope, you can't overcome Fear. Without Fear...how can you be
brave?"
There was no response from Nathan.
"So I completely disagree with you..." Syd spoke quietly, turning around, her protocol Droids following her.
"A Man without Hope is
not a Man without Fear. The man without Hope is nothing
but Fear." Syd said as she walked away from him.
Nathan stood alone in the corridor of the ancient ship.
Present.
Nathan dodged enemy fire, coordinating with Nexu Squadron in the Surrel X-Wing fighters they had trained with. Roth had given the order and Nathan and his aggressive Nexu Squadron dived into the thick against the fighters he had designated. He gunned the engines as Nexu Two and Three gunned it.
"Nexu, show the enemy our resolve. Crush these Neo-Imperials, see them driven before you, and hear the lamentations of their Moffs."
Nathan ruthlessly launched three missiles at a hangar before coordinating his attacks with the rest of Nexu Squadron for Maximum Aggression, dispensing with all notion of fighting fair. For one fighter he chased it while Nexu Three cut off it's attempts to pull aft, and tricked it into doing an immelman...only to be shot down by Nexu Two as the fighter hit it during mid twist. Nexu Four and Six launched torpedoes, laser bolts, anything they had on hand to try and damage the engines, while While Nexu Eight, Nine, and Ten flew dangerously close to the hull, to attack Point Defenses. The Rest were directed to attack any fighter Possible.
As he splashed another fighter, he lost focus a moment and accidentally let Syd into his mind and she saw a memory of his Wife as she told him she was pregnant.
He almost didn't see the enemy fighter attempting to flank him until the warning sensor turned on and he barely twisted out of the way of a streak of laser bolts as his wingmates did the same. Each engaged the enemy fighter from separate angles, executing an Alpha Strike with Nathan and obliterating it in retaliation.
An accidental flash of Syd's mind showed him the first time she had dated Laertia and he almost vomited in his flight suit in disgust, barely avoiding a collision with space wreckage.
Get it together! he screamed in his mind.
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