Keepin Corellia Weird
The hospital was beyond full as Quintus stumbled out, leaning against it. Sounds blared in his head, and though he had scrubbed out from surgery, he could still feel the blood and gore on them, no matter that he had been wearing gloves. In his mind, he still saw red covering his hands, viscera and gore dripped across them. He craned his head back, exhaling into the night air with a ragged shuddering breath heavy with pain and carrying the edge-bite of regret. Sometimes there were good days, and other times the days were less. Today he had lost more than he had saved. The weight bore down on him heavily.
Fumbling a bit in his pocket, he drew out a death-stick and lit the stick with shuddering hands, the flame wavering in an unsteady grasp. As the harsh smoke drew down into his lungs, he exhaled through his nose, twin jets of caustic chemicals that numbed his mind and the damnable feelings that crawled across with the memories. Faces became less distinct and the pain drained as he closed his eyes to the velvet of the night.
For weeks, maybe months, he had been having unavoidable nightmares that brought him out of sleep screaming, drenched in sweat. Paranoia had sparked and flamed like wild as well. In his youth, the red-head had often had such episodes, but he couldn't recall where or how they had started. They just had always been, since he could remember. His adoptive parents had told him that his doctors had said they were fragmented memories of the time before whatever had taken his childhood and wiped it blank.
A prickling ran up the back of his neck, and his head snapped forward, eyes piercing and seeking through the darkness, sure someone was there.
[member="Ardgal Raxis"]
Fumbling a bit in his pocket, he drew out a death-stick and lit the stick with shuddering hands, the flame wavering in an unsteady grasp. As the harsh smoke drew down into his lungs, he exhaled through his nose, twin jets of caustic chemicals that numbed his mind and the damnable feelings that crawled across with the memories. Faces became less distinct and the pain drained as he closed his eyes to the velvet of the night.
For weeks, maybe months, he had been having unavoidable nightmares that brought him out of sleep screaming, drenched in sweat. Paranoia had sparked and flamed like wild as well. In his youth, the red-head had often had such episodes, but he couldn't recall where or how they had started. They just had always been, since he could remember. His adoptive parents had told him that his doctors had said they were fragmented memories of the time before whatever had taken his childhood and wiped it blank.
A prickling ran up the back of his neck, and his head snapped forward, eyes piercing and seeking through the darkness, sure someone was there.
[member="Ardgal Raxis"]