Ravenous felt himself take a step in Sola's direction as she gripped her blade interrogating him about his true nature. If he were any more enticed at her comment he'd be foaming at the mouth like a feral beast, The void was gaining greater control over the Dark Jedi and Sola wasn't helping much either. Her authoritative demeanor and golden aura were like an invitation to the void inside Ravenous to raid to pillage to corrupt and to kill. Ravenous took another step this time without commanding his legs to do so.
It was happening...
The first stage was an aching pain in his head, then came voices in his head, at stage three his body began moving on its own, at stage four...
...For both their sakes Ravenous hoped it wouldn't come to that point. He still vividly recants the first time stage four was reached...it was a horrible sight indeed and it drove him to the point of madness so much so in fact that he tried to shoot himself that same week. Fortunately Ravenous was never good at charging his blasters and there was no power inside of his gun but the fact remains. "I am Ravenous the Master of Villany and a broken shell of a person. I'm dying every day and yet I persist. It's not right for a human to have to watch themselves lay on their death bed. It does things to people, HE does things to people namely me." Ravenous approached Sola and harshly planted his hands on her shoulders. "He feeds on pain, he feeds on emotions on LIFE itself. You can't ask me who I am because even I don't know the answer, Who I was who I am now...It's all become...relative. Maybe Ravenous doesn't exist and I'm still Akabane Troy. Maybe, Akabane Troy, is just an alter ego and Ravenous is who I really am." Ravenous clenched Sola's shoulders intensely his golden eyes retreating into the depths of his soul. "I-I know I'm not making much sense but that's what he does! He creates paradoxes he takes things and he warps them into...a wound. That's what I've become a wound in the force. Two force users aren't meant to share the same presence especially when one is long dead..." Ravenous leaned in closer to Sola's ear his voice converting into something distorted and raspy.
"Let me show you why...Sola Wessiri."
Out the corner of his ear, Ravenous heard two sets of footsteps coming from the forest presumably Aesro and Leea Pandac. Ravenous pushed Sola away and turned towards the forest edge more than ready to rejoin his other companions. "About time you guys showed up! It was getting boring hanging out with Ms. Law and Order over here."
Sola Wessiri | Aesro | Leea Pandac | Varlo
It was happening...
The first stage was an aching pain in his head, then came voices in his head, at stage three his body began moving on its own, at stage four...
...For both their sakes Ravenous hoped it wouldn't come to that point. He still vividly recants the first time stage four was reached...it was a horrible sight indeed and it drove him to the point of madness so much so in fact that he tried to shoot himself that same week. Fortunately Ravenous was never good at charging his blasters and there was no power inside of his gun but the fact remains. "I am Ravenous the Master of Villany and a broken shell of a person. I'm dying every day and yet I persist. It's not right for a human to have to watch themselves lay on their death bed. It does things to people, HE does things to people namely me." Ravenous approached Sola and harshly planted his hands on her shoulders. "He feeds on pain, he feeds on emotions on LIFE itself. You can't ask me who I am because even I don't know the answer, Who I was who I am now...It's all become...relative. Maybe Ravenous doesn't exist and I'm still Akabane Troy. Maybe, Akabane Troy, is just an alter ego and Ravenous is who I really am." Ravenous clenched Sola's shoulders intensely his golden eyes retreating into the depths of his soul. "I-I know I'm not making much sense but that's what he does! He creates paradoxes he takes things and he warps them into...a wound. That's what I've become a wound in the force. Two force users aren't meant to share the same presence especially when one is long dead..." Ravenous leaned in closer to Sola's ear his voice converting into something distorted and raspy.
"Let me show you why...Sola Wessiri."
Out the corner of his ear, Ravenous heard two sets of footsteps coming from the forest presumably Aesro and Leea Pandac. Ravenous pushed Sola away and turned towards the forest edge more than ready to rejoin his other companions. "About time you guys showed up! It was getting boring hanging out with Ms. Law and Order over here."
Sola Wessiri | Aesro | Leea Pandac | Varlo