Temple Archives, Prosperity
Jax Thio
leaves to investigate Ilum. Meanwhile, Madison Starr contemplates her place in the galaxy. Assisted by the arrival of an old friend from Devaron. Silver Spymaster Mads Nadine.
"Goodbye Master Thio. Try not to freeze to death down there. And try and make some new friends, alright."
Now. Why, you would ruffle the hair of a perfectly grown woman, I have no idea.
She frowned and waved him away. Anxious to get back to doing something she considered important. Like getting her poor soul caught up on all this history and space magic. So when the Jedi Master left her to her 'choice'. She was honestly relieved to see him go.
The galaxy lately was a terrible place for Madison Starr. Especially since Cato. The world she lived in seemed to make less and less sense everyday. And she honestly hated Jax's "go with the flow" attitude about all this too. She still considered herself a woman who came from a world that made sense. Logical, mathmatical, rational sense. Ugh. Not some 'fantasy land' where magic changes everything. All the time.
Alas. And yes. Such was her most terrible realization as of late. That perhaps after becoming a Jedi, she too was awakening into a world where only the later rules applied. This was indeed, 'Jedi fantasy land'. And you didn't have to go far to get proof of that too. She was surrounded by it. Literally.
"God damn Jedi."
She stood up and began pacing. Cycling her datapad between historical topics.
"So. Let me get this straight. The Force is a living energy field with a moral polarity. That bends reality in whatever way it wants. And the Jedi and the Sith have been caught in a never-ending loop of conflict since time immemorial. Still battling each other physically to this day. And the Netherworld itself exists. And you can go there too."
She raised a finger and flipped the datapad over to her present-day galactic map representation.
"Oh. And the Maw. Plus politics. ...Nice. Great. And now I'm stuck in the middle of this mess too. Because I have super powers that other people don't. Great. Lovely."
She sighed and tossed the datapad back onto the table. Half frustrated. Half relieved to have said it all out loud.
"Well. I feel all caught up now. ...Lucky me."
She frowned and sat down again. Suddenly thankful for the profound silence of an empty Archives. It meant you could talk to yourself and nobody could hear you.
Well. Almost nobody.
"Ah. Another Existential crisis again Madison? Ha ha. You never change."
Came a familiar deep voice. Causing Starr to almost fall out of her chair in joy and surprise.
"What! Mads!" She cried happily with a spin.
"Ah. The one and only. ...Ha ha! How you doing girl. Made the rank of Jedi Master yet? Eh." The old scoundrel smiled.
"Oh. Shut up. Come here." She gave the handsome devil a smile and a great big hug. It had been months. "Oh my God. It's been so long. It's so good to see you."
"Ha. You know. Figures I'd find you hiding away up here from all the Space Wizards." The spymaster smiled and gave a gesture to the empty hall,
"What's wrong lass. Last time we met you seemed so sure this was your future. Ah. Lose your nerve already."
"Pfft. No." She smiled. Pointing back to the messy table from which she had ascended.
"As if. In fact. I'm still butt-ass deep into all this terrible Jedi lore these guys keep lying around here. I mean. Have you seen this place Mads? It's floating Temple, for Gods sake. The audacity of it all. Ha."
"Ah! Yes. Yes." The handsome fellow smiled and raised a single finger.
"There it is. Written all over your face. The final piece of the puzzle. Acceptance."
"Excuse me." Madison frowned.
"The final piece. The answer to your little puzzle, yes. ...Because, you see. It always goes in steps Madison. It's a process. First. There is just The Ordinary World. Then. There is the Call to Adventure..."
"The Heroes Journey. Really? What the fluck, Mads? Seriously?"
"No no. No no." He smiled and walked over to the table. Picking up the Songsteel Jedi Axe and musing to himself,
"It's true. It's all true. Every new Jedi must follow the heroes journey. No matter how obvious or cliche. It's fate, you know. You can't deny it."
"Oh Gods. I'm not some... Mystical hero, Mads. This isn't a fantasy holo. Okay."
"Ah! But it is! ...It is!" He spun and gestured madly.
"Can't you see. It's the piece of the puzzle you've been missing all along. The solution to your latest... Existential crisis. Your latest hurrah. ...Mmm. Yes indeed. Acceptance. You must accept your place."
"Oh Gods." Madison shielded her eyes. Almost ashamed of his new passionate vocabulary.
"And here I thought I was happy to see you again. Pfft. What the hell Mads."
"Ah. Madison, Madison. My poor poor, lost Madison." He smiled and twirled the axe around with his wrist. Like a delicate toy.
"I told you this would happen. Didn't I? ...That going to the Jedi of Kashyyyk seeking answers was only going to be the death of you. Tsk tsk. I told you so. I really did."
"Yeah, well." She sighed and nodded. There was some truth to that.
"It honestly almost was. Cato was... Nuts. I've never seen so much carnage. Ugh."
The old scoundrel smiled with distaste,
"Yes. I heard. Even back on Devaron, news travels fast. Quite the spectacle too. These Maw friends of yours. My my. They have such a touch of gusto. The theatrics, of it all. Mm. You have to give them that. Heh."
"Yeah. Something like that. Pure psychos is what it is." She retook her seat. Sighing to herself about recent events.
"Oh Madison. Poor poor, Madison." Mads smiled and tossed the silver axe back onto the table with a heavy thud.
"I told you. I really did. You weren't going to like this brave new world the Jedi were going to show you. I said, you should have stayed with me. Hunting down bad guys and just staying normal."
"Pfft. Hunting down bad guys isn't normal Mads. Being a spy isn't normal people shit. And besides, you were doing just fine all on your little lonesome and you know it. Tsk."
"Oh. Madison. ...Scoff all you like. You're breaking my poor little heart here." He smiled. Almost playfully.
"What a terrible thing to say. Not normal. Not for normal please. Please. As if a poor little fellow like myself could ever, ever compare to such a great and powerful Jedi Padawan. Like yourself. Ha ha. Please, have mercy. He he."
"Oh shut up Mads." She turned and smiled.
"What are you even doing here anyway? Come to spy on another frozen holy world for the Concord."
"No. No." He shook his head in disgust. He wasn't spying on anybody today.
"I came to deliver you this."
"Oh!"
Mads held out a familiar golden Lightsaber crystal. G-38's lucky charm. From their adventures back on Devaron.
"In the end. He wanted you to have it."
"Aww. Poor G-38. So funny to find superstition in a droid. This was his lucky charm. He never parted with it." She stood up and took the gem carefully.
"He said it's power is what drew you to him. Said that it's might is what protected you two that day in the tower. He wanted you to have it. Said that it was probably always yours to keep, anyways."
"Aww. Poor G. Such a sap. I never thought he'd change his mind about that. Heh. I don't even have a use for it anymore. Poor guy." She smiled happily. Almost content.
"Well. ...Anyway. That's what I came for. A happy little delivery. His way of saying thanks. I think."
"Mmm. Wait? You're not staying for the base building? You came all the way out here just for this?"
"Yep." He smiled.
"Aww. Mads." She frowned and embraced him again.
"...Thank you."
"Ah. It was nothing. What are terribly-secretive friends for, anyway."
They smiled together and hugged. Then slowly pulled away.
"And don't you forget my words today either." The old scoundrel nodded.
"Acceptance. Young Padawan. That is what your Master wants for you too, ya know. To accept your place in the galaxy. Not to go hiding in books of old lore or in old fairy tales like this Temple."
"Oh. You devil. Like you even know what it's like to be a Jedi." She scoffed and wanted to wave him away again.
"No no. It's true. I'm no galactic space wizard myself. Who can control people's minds or summon the dead from the farthest darkest realms. ...But I'll tell you what Madison Starr. I've been a spymaster for the Silver Jedi for a very long time. And seen the Dark Heart of the Silver Shadows for myself. I know what it means to live a life that nobody else could possibly understand."
She paused. Almost wanting to believe him.
"It's not magic. Madison. It's just people."
He gestured to the whole world around him. The walls. The technology. The unbelievable craziness of it all.
"It's not magic. My girl. It's just people."
"Oh..." Madison rolled her eyes and ushered him away. Clutching her new golden jewel in one hand. Meanwhile thrusting him towards the door with her other.
"...Go on. Get out of here, you old scoundrel. Don't you have more purple Devaronian women to seduce secrets out of or something."
"Ha ha. I do. I do." He smiled and let himself be ushered out the door.
"So many beautiful women. So little time. Ha ha. ...It never changes."
"Mmhmm." She smiled knowingly. Happy to see him go. Yet. Grateful to have seen him again too.
"Scoundrels never change."
"And neither do you Madison Starr." He bowed happily.
"Never change, my dear."
"Alright. That's enough. Go on. Get out of here. ...And it was good to see you again. Try holo'ing next time. These random space deliveries to the ass of nowhere, don't suit you."
"Ha ha! I'll try! I promise!" He waved as he escaped down the long hall. His voice trailing off into the distance.
"Good luck, Little Jedi! Don't go spending all that good fortune in just one place!"
"Ha." She smiled and looked down at the new golden crystal in her hands. G-38's old lucky charm. Poor droid. It still radiated with The Force too.
"I won't Mads. I promise."
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