Location: One of the seats in the back of the wedding hall
Wearing:
This incredibly revealing dress + combat boots
Wielding: Czerka knives in her combat boots, a champagne glass filled with vodka
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Lyla Quinn
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You had two people when you entered the Darkness. You will have none when you leave.
She was grabbing the bar so hard that her knuckles had turned white. All it would take to break the bar entirely was to add just a touch of the Force, the tiniest of whiffs. Force knew every inch of both her body and mind wanted to do just that. Break it all. Burn it to the ground. Sink the Fortressa. And suddenly there were no refills.
Scherezade blinked in confusion, only now realizing that the Twi'lek had spoken again, something about needing her liver later in life. She shook her head. If this was what life was going to be like, there would be no such 'later' that she would want in it. Besides, body parts could be changed in times of need. But what was the worry of her liver's fate in the future, when the pain ripped and rippled through her now, never ceasing, never giving her pause. She just wanted to breathe without feeling like her chest would collapse. She wanted to be held by the man who'd broken the first promise he'd given her, even though you couldn't get much stupider than that. She also wanted to grab one of the knives out of her boots and cut his heart out, make him feel the same sort of pain that she was feeling, cut it again and again and again until no amount of bacta or ichor could put it back together.
The Twi'lek was talking again. Scherezade nodded miserably, realizing that the woman was right. It was either be miserable here or be miserable somewhere else. The snide comment about the so called vomit inducing snugglefest made her just want to cry again. Maybe it was a good idea to leave. Maybe... Maybe she should just accept the offer, be walked to her ship, where she could punch the autopilot buttons just the way she had taught Gerwald to when she wanted him to learn how to fly so he would never have to depend on other people giving him a ride.
She turned to the woman, ready to say that she was right, that she should go, that she would appreciate the company, when her eyes fell on what was happening behind her again.
A man approached the private room. Scherezade knew a lot of the faces in the CIS. Not everyone, but enough, and that man was a stranger. Only he wasn't. A whiff of the Force curled from her, checking, tasting, her curiosity momentarily making her forget that she had just been about to leave, that this was none of her business, that she was more likely to get hurt again than feel better-
She knew who that was. The connection was strong enough through the Force.
The glass in Scherezade's hand combusted, small shards of glass flying everywhere. She could feel it splitting her skin, the tiny droplets of blood beginning to form.
Katrine's brother.
KATRINE'S BROTHER! And they were walking towards each other! She didn't have to keep looking in order to know that next would come the warm and loving embrace between siblings who had not seen each other in a long time. She forced her gaze away, not willing to see it, not seeing Gerwald peek out of the room for a moment and seeing her.
She had been to the Van Derveld house. She had met her twin brother, her cousins, all the family that was there. This was just another one of them. Because Katrine got everything she wanted. Katrine got the position within the CIS, Katrine got her family, Katrine got the guy, Katrine got the promises that were not broken. Katrine got
EVERYTHING.
Scherezade's other hand flew to her mouth, her teeth coming down hard, breaking the skin and the flesh, down almost to her bones in a single go. She couldn't scream. She wanted to scream. She wanted to tear this entire place apart. Katrine, who had been her sister, had claimed the man that Scherezade had loved while Scherezade fought for her life, and now she got to get her brother too, while Scherezade had to go on alone without friends, without Gerwald, without her twin brother, without anything.
Earlier had been too much to bear. Now it was much,
much worse than that.
She said nothing as she released her hand and brought it forward, calling a bottle from the bar into her hands. The Confederacy would cover the cost. She, she had to get out of there. She had to run. She had to leave before she did ruin the wedding.
No words were uttered to the Twi'lek who had shown her kindness. She had no words to give her. Scherezade turned around and stormed outside. She had to put distance between her and them. It was the smallest of mercies that she had not opted for heels and had her combats boots on instead. You could run in combat boots.
Scherezade
ran.
When you leave the Darkness, you will have no one. There is no one out there for you, child. When you leave the Darkness, you will have no one. There is no one out there for you, child. When you leave the Darkness, you will have no one. There is no one out there for you, child.When you leave the Darkness, you will have no one. There is no one out there for you, child. When you leave the Darkness, you will have no one. There is no one out there for you, child. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one. No one.
She didn't know how long she'd been running. She didn't know which twists and turns inside the Fortressa she had taken. All she knew was that her lungs needed air that she could not give them and she had to stop. She was somewhere deep, long dark corridors, automated lighting. She was far enough. Far enough so their Lupine ears in their private happy room full of embraces and dances would have no chance to pick it up.
Scherezade screamed. There was no Force to aide her volumes, nothing she could call on, nothing that would happen upon her wishes. She screamed again and again an again, no longer able to remain back. She screamed, and punched the metal walls, the pain in her bitten hand long forgotten. She punched it again and again and again until bones broke and her other hand bled as well.
She hated them.
She hated them both. She had been happy before the Darkness, happy with her sister and their growing relationship, happy with the man she had never imagined she would fall so hard for, happy that things were coming together, happy that after months since her release from a five hundred year long prison, she was no longer lonely. There was no happiness now. All there was, was the Fortressa, and them being happy together again with "songs sung for her" while she was in a deserted corridor, crying.
Now the Force came to her. She groaned a her hands dipped into the metal of the wall, fingers pushing in, tearing it apart. She began to pull it out if its place. She had to destroy it. She had to kill something. She had to...
The bottle she had taken lay on the floor, still unbroken. You took your small mercies where you found them.
Her mind was still too gone to register the pain of her broken and bleeding hands as she picked the bottle up and emptied half of it in a mere few seconds, another skill that had been taught to her by Gerwald.
And with that she leaned against the other side of the wall, letting her knees fold.
Here they all were again. Them, happy together. Her, alone and miserable.
You had two people when you entered the Darkness. You will have none when you leave.