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Private Bonding by the Bonfire



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As the seasons shifted and the world prepared for the inevitable turn of time, a special celebration took root among the people of Veridia. During this fleeting period, entire communities would gather for a cherished tradition: the Burning of the Trees.

Decorative trees, having served as symbols of hope and life throughout the month, were now fading and beginning to wilt. These trees, cherished in homes, temples, and communal spaces, bore the weight of the past season's joys and challenges, their branches cradling memories of laughter, triumph, and even sorrow.

Before their final purpose was fulfilled, the trees were adorned one last time in bright ribbons, imbued with personal tokens, heartfelt wishes, or messages of gratitude for the passing year. Then, in a grand, collective ceremony, these trees were carried to the coastline, where they were stacked into pyres. As the sun dipped below the horizon, the pyres were set ablaze, their flames roaring into the night, kissing the stars above.

The spectacle of fire was mesmerizing: the trees crackled and popped, releasing bursts of ember-light that danced like fireflies into the cool evening air. The roaring flames, reflected in the dark waves of the sea. The act represented the necessity of endings to make way for new beginnings. The trees' return to ash symbolized the renewal of life, the clearing of old burdens, and the embrace of the unknown future. Even in death, there is creation.

As the fires burned, the festival transformed into a vibrant celebration of movement and light. Fire dancers, clad in flowing garments streaked with luminous dyes, performed intricate routines with blazing staffs, spinning chains, and handheld flames.

Above the flames, floating lanterns drifted skyward, carrying the wishes of the people into the heavens. The lanterns were crafted from translucent, shimmering papers that caught the light of the bonfires.

The fireworks burst across the sky in radiant cascades of color, their luminous trails painting the heavens. Explosions of crimson, gold, and sapphire rained down from above.

Later, as the fires burned low, families and friends would gather at the pyres to collect the sacred ash, a prized substance believed to carry the blessings of renewal and the wisdom of the past. Carefully they would gather the remnants into small jars or pouches, to be prepared for its many purposes. Some would scatter it across fields and gardens, trusting in its power to enrich the soil and ensure bountiful harvests in the seasons to come. Others would mix it with oils to create sacred ink, using it to inscribe protective symbols on doorways and tools. For many, the ash would become a personal talisman, encased in glass or clay pendants and carried as a token of hope and transformation.

As the final embers dimmed, the crowd lingered in the soft glow of the firelight. They feasted, sang, and shared stories, their voices blending with the crashing of the waves against the shore. Bonds were kindled alongside the flames, and practitioners would mark their goals for the future.

This seemed like the perfect place to bring Loomi. Braze had planned everything with care, setting out a large, plush blanket on the cool sand just far enough from one of the bonfires to enjoy the warmth without the sting of heat. He'd brought along a basket brimming with treats he was certain she'd love: her favorite snacks, a variety of drinks, and even a few surprises tucked inside for the evening. Nestled among the supplies were a selection of small fireworks and a handful of delicate paper lanterns.

After making sure everything was just right, Braze carefully placed two pillows on the blanket—one for Loomi and one for himself. The makeshift picnic spot had a cozy charm, the flickering firelight casting soft, golden hues on the sand around them. Satisfied, he settled down, glancing over to ensure it was all as inviting as he'd imagined.

"I brought marshmallows and chocolate with crackers," he offered with a warm smile, gesturing to the basket. "You know, for s'mores. If you're up for it." His gaze lifted briefly to the wild, colorful displays of fireworks overhead, as a touch of excitement washed over him before he looked back at her and a more awestruck sensation washed over him. "It feels like it's been forever since I've seen you."

With a gentle gesture, he extended his hand toward her, fully aware that her legs might make sitting down a bit of a challenge. "Here, let me help. I made sure it'd be comfortable for you." His voice softened, his marvel at her presence evident as he took in her long hair. "Your hair's grown so much," he said with a note of awe, "How have you been?"


This moment wasn't about the bonfires or the fireworks for Braze, but rather sharing a small, perfect slice of time with her, as Loomi was the light of his life and the rest of the galaxy could wait.
 
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"Your hair's grown so much," he said with a note of awe, "How have you been?"

Loomi didn't respond right away. All of this was nice. She should like it, right? This was typically the thing that she loved to do, especially with Braze. Still, sitting on a large plush blanket that had been brought, she couldn't help but feel... off.

"I've... I-I don't know..." she sighed. She took Braze's hand, but only briefly, sitting on her own and letting go. "I-I don't need any help... I... E-everything was weird, Braze. It was a disaster... N-no, it wasn't really a disaster. I Just... I learned something while away that... It really scared me."

As much as a ghost telling you that you were creating Force bonds was. She couldn't even bring herself to reach out and grab a piece of chocolate from the basket of treats that Braze had brought... No, nevermind, she couldn't resist. She tried to convince herself she didn't want to eat, but she quickly determined that guilty eating was something she was entirely capable of. The Godoan would let a piece of chocolate melt in her mouth. Stressfully. With stress.


"What... If you found out that you... you could change people... Like, how they think..."

 


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Braze's brow furrowed as he caught the edge of distress in Loomi's voice, her words carrying a weight he couldn't quite grasp yet. His instincts urged him to fix things, but the source of her unease eluded him, leaving him fumbling for the right approach. Still, he gave her his full attention, his expression softening with genuine concern.

"Change how, Loomi?" he asked gently, his tone cautious, careful not to pry too deeply too soon. "I mean, people change each other all the time—through words, actions, just... being there." He hesitated, searching her face for clues, as though her expression might fill in the gaps her words left behind.

"But if you mean something... deeper than that," he added, his voice trailing off thoughtfully, "I get it. Sometimes when I touch someone through the Force—or even just... really connect—it feels like I'm stepping somewhere I don't belong. Like I'm seeing parts of them I shouldn't, and they're seeing parts of me I'd rather keep hidden." His gaze dropped briefly to his hands, flexing unconsciously before returning to hers. "It's like... an invasion, for both of us. Does it feel like that for you? Or is it something else?"
 


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"I... I learned more about my power..." she stated, "Mist Weaving, I mean... I met with an old weaver who told me... told me I could weave threads between hearts. And... well, I've been doing it without even thinking. I-I don't... I don't know if anyone would... would still care about me if didn't... I..."

Loomi let out a sigh, shrinking away a little. It all didn't feel right. Should she even be capable of having this kind of power? It felt wrong. The ghost said it wasn't unnatural, but the young padawan struggled to believe it.

"I don't know if it's real..." Loomi concluded. "I... what... if I forced people to... to care. I... I feel... I don't know how I feel..."


 


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Braze slid an arm around her shoulders, drawing her into a side hug as his hand gently ruffled the top of her head.

"I don't think you've done anything like that to anyone, Loomi," he said. "People like you because you're kind and sweet, not because you've forced them to. Not everyone likes you, do they? And that's proof enough—you haven't coerced anyone into liking you. You can't make everyone like you, no matter how hard you try."
 


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"I... Yeah. Yeah..." Loomi muttered. She couldn't help but sink into his side a little. "I...Thank you. I hope that's true. The... the people I've met and made connections with are very important to me. I... I think I would take very drastic actions to keep them safe."

A more embarrassed smile came to her face.

"G-golly, here I am overthinking things again," she sighed. "I think I have a really bad habit of being irrationally concerned about things that aren't really happening. I... I'm glad that... that I have people who can tell me when I'm being a bit silly." She did frown a little, however. "I'm sorry though... the powerful bond that we had a while ago... I created that connection, I think. So I guess I was the reason you wound up seeing all of my... my upsetting dreams. I... I know they didn't hurt you, but they aren't easy on the mind..."

She had to pause for a moment to collect herself. The Godoan had come a long way. Discovering where she had come from caused her so much grief in the moment, but all she could think of now was how appreciative she was that she had what she did. Maybe she even had a path forward. A future, away from the pain that had created her. A more gentle smile appeared now, one less burdened by her anxiety.


"We can change the subject now," the padawan suggested. "I don't want to bring the evening down..."

Because she wanted the people around her to be happy too. Especially her closest friend.


 


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Braze shifted back, gently guiding Loomi to lie down beside him. He adjusted her so her head rested on his thigh, allowing her to gaze up at the night sky, illuminated by a dazzling array of fireworks and floating lanterns.

"Here," he murmured softly, "just lay back and relax. Take a few deep breaths… just breathe." His voice was calm, steady, a quiet anchor in the swirling chaos of the moment.

"It's... understandable," he added after a pause, his fingers gliding tenderly through her hair in soft, affectionate strokes. "It's a lot to go through. None of this is fair—having to deal with these kinds of problems at our age. But… it's just who we are, isn't it?" He sighed, the weight of shared burdens evident in his tone. "I suppose that's the price we pay for the powers we have."

Braze glanced down at her, his expression tinged with regret. "It's okay, Loomi. I think I had a part in it too, and… I'm sorry, for what it's worth. I know my nightmares aren't easy to deal with either." He hesitated, brushing a stray strand of hair from her face. "But you need to know something."

His voice softened further, earnest and unwavering. "You're my very best friend, Loomi. I love you so much. And I promise you… those are my own feelings, no one else's."
 


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"I trust you... implicitly."

And that was the truth, more than anything else in the galaxy.

"So... it turns out my hair grows really fast," Loomi noted with a laugh. "I-I didn't know cause I never let it get past my shoulders. Now I... I don't wanna cut it. It's like it long."

It looked good, right? She thought it did. Or perhaps that was the novelty of having very long hair speaking to her now that she finally could experience it. A gentle laugh escaped her chest as she leaned back, letting out an exhale as she pondered on the matter a little more.


"Well, maybe I let it go a little too far..."

 


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"I think it's a bit long… waist-length might be nice for a longer look," Braze suggested, his tone gentle. "Want me to help you cut it next time, when you're ready?" His gaze lingered for a moment before he added with a soft smile, "I bet it would look really nice if you let it down."

He continued to scritch her scalp and stroke her hair, his touch soothing, simply trying to make her feel better.

After a moment of quiet, Braze broke the silence. "I've been thinking about pursuing a Sentinel path," he said thoughtfully. "Maybe as a Temple Guard… or even a Shadow." He trailed off, glancing at her to gauge her reaction, curiosity flickering in his eyes.

Reaching for their basket, he pulled out a small glass bottle, its surface cool to the touch. With a practiced motion, he popped it open and took a sip of the sparkling cider inside, the fizz tickling his throat. "Want some?" he asked, holding the bottle out toward her. "It's sweet and cold~"
 


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"I've been thinking about pursuing a Sentinel path," he said thoughtfully. "Maybe as a Temple Guard… or even a Shadow."

"I think you'd make a good Temple Guard," Loomi noted with a gentle smile. "You have a strong sense about you... I think you'd be able to match their energy very well."

Loomi frowned a little, prodding at the blanket with her finger.

"I'm not sure where I'll fit yet," she noted. "I don't really fit as a standard guardian... I'm not particularly fond of fighting, even if I can do it. I told myself I should be stronger... but I still have a distaste for it. Maybe... I'll become a Watchmen. Find somewhere important to protect and care for... I love Coruscant, but I... I don't think it's the place for me."

She had seen too much of it's darkness. That didn't sit well with her. She needed a smaller setting where she could fully understand the people she was defending... a home. Loomi didn't know where that may be, but she hoped she'd find out one day.


"I think I need to do some soul searching before I can do that," the Godoan chuckled.

 


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"Do you really think the old man, Zark San Tekka Zark San Tekka , would let me? I think Ko Vuto Ko Vuto would be a great temple guard... he already wears a mask all day and has a strong desier for justice... But It'd be nice to be with him again... maybe that's just my wishful thinking though. " Braze's voice was soft, almost pensive, as he toyed with the idea. "I've already sent a note to Valery Noble Valery Noble about possibly becoming a Shadow." The words lingered for a moment before he tilted his head, listening intently to Loomi's reply.

"A quiet place to live sounds amazing, honestly," Braze admitted, a wistful smile tugging at his lips. "Ukatis has some spots steeped in the Force… real serene. I like Tython too, but, you know, that's been kind of up in the air since the Dark Empire's attack." He paused thoughtfully before adding, "You ever been to Kohbo? I've heard it's peaceful there. Pretty sure that's where Aliris Tremiru Aliris Tremiru got that weird stuff she used for her dagger."

Braze sighed, running a hand through his hair as his tone turned earnest. "Yeah, maybe… but you'll still visit, right? I mean, I can visit you too, yeah?" His words hung in the air, a hint of uncertainty betraying his usual confidence.
 


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"Yeah, maybe… but you'll still visit, right? I mean, I can visit you too, yeah?"

"Of course I would," Loomi assured with a gentle smile. "You all... are my family. I couldn't stay away forever."

She needed the connections in her life as much as people would need her. That was something worth fostering, she thought. A few years of stumbling through the dark had surely been the catalyst for coming to that conclusion.

"I think... I think you're gonna be able to do what you want to," the Godoan noted. "You're gonna do great things wherever you end up... I just know it. Just... don't let your doubts walk over you. Please."

Because he was going to do great things. That was plain to see for everyone around him.


 


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Braze gave Loomi a weak smile. "Yeah? You think so? That's really sweet of you to say. I’m not so sure anymore. I used to think I’d be get to be something cool, maybe become a great knight... but now, I don’t know." He hesitated, his gaze dropping. "It all feels so much less than what I expected. I don’t think I really fit in with most of our peers. I’m not sure what to say or do to blend in."

He let out a soft, self-deprecating laugh. "I guess this sounds funny to say, but... I feel like an alien sometimes, like I just don’t belong. It doesn’t matter how nice I am or how helpful I try to be—I still feel ignored and overlooked. I know Jedi are supposed to be humble, unsung heroes, living simply and without seeking recognition... but I just feel so left out all the time... even among other jedi..."

Braze’s shoulders slumped slightly as he continued. "I’ve tried to get involved, to put myself out there, but it’s hard. Especially when you already don’t feel great about yourself, and then you realize no one really cares or shows any interest, even when you do make the effort. It feels like they’re waiting for something more from me, like what I give isn’t good enough to even be noticed." He sighed, his voice tinged with frustration. "I may not shine as brightly as a sun, but I’m trying, you know?"

Leaning back on his hands, he stared up at the sky. "Part of me wants to throw it all away, disappear, and just drop all this responsibility that’s been dropped in my lap. Go do my own thing." His voice softened, almost wistful. "But I know it wouldn’t reflect well on Jasper. He’s done so much for me. I couldn’t do that to him."
 


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"But I know it wouldn’t reflect well on Jasper. He’s done so much for me. I couldn’t do that to him."

"Jasper... is important to you, I know," Loomi noted, "But... I can't help but think of all the work that you've put in. You've probably trained harder than any Jedi in the Order. It... it would pain me to see you decide that it... it wasn't really worth it. Maybe the responsibility is daunting. I-I feel that way to, but... it's real. Tangible, something that we made for ourselves with our own two hands. That's... more than I can say about anything in my life before this..."

Truthfully, Loomi knew that she'd never be able to stop Braze from leaving if he really wanted to. It was his choice, after all, and she couldn't fault him if he felt this was no longer his place. But after all the struggle he had gone through to prove himself, all of that just didn't seem like it would be fair. Not before knighthood.

"You... should stay for you, not just Jasper," she added in a softer tone. "Because you've earned the right to... I... bet you're even close to knighthood already. You're certainly closer to it then me... You'd probably get an answer if you asked..."

Not her. She was too far behind... Always too far behind.


 


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Braze let out a small sigh, His gaze lingered on the ground as if searching for answers buried beneath the surface. "I don't really think any of that truly matters," he said, his tone light but carrying an undercurrent of something heavier. "I don't feel justified by my effort. I don't think there's any... Meritocratic fulfillment here."

He hesitated, his fingers fidgeting with the edge of his tunic. "I… don't really think—or feel—there's much merit... to becoming a Knight anymore," he admitted, his words slow and deliberate, as if speaking them aloud risked solidifying them into truth. "I think there used to be. Once, maybe. But now…" he shrugged in a noncommittal motion. "It just feels like it's become some fancy title. A formality. Not the kind of thing the stories told us about when we were small."

He glanced up, his eyes shadowed with frustration and doubt. "You know the stories... How every Jedi Knight was supposed to be this paragon of justice and wisdom, someone who'd overcome impossible odds with nothing but faith in the Force and their own strength. I believed that once. But it's different now. It's like… like those things don't even matter... It's arbitrary."

His voice rose slightly, bitterness creeping into his tone despite himself. "I work. I push. I give everything I've got because that's what we're supposed to do, right? That's what makes us Jedi. But when I look around, I can't help but wonder… is that even enough? Or does it even matter? Does anyone even care about that anymore?"

Braze shook his head, his frustration deflating into something more vulnerable. "It just feels hollow. Like I'm chasing a shadow of something that doesn't really exist. And the more I try to grab hold of it, the further away it gets..."

He looked away, avoiding their gaze. "Maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm wrong. But… I can't shake the feeling that being a Knight doesn't mean what it used to. And if it doesn't mean anything, then what's the point of all of this?"

"I feel like our whole lives we've been lied to,"
His eyes turned distant, as if the words he was about to speak had lingered in the back of his mind for far too long. "Lied to about what to expect, about what this life would be. About what it means to be a Jedi… a Knight. And I think that's been detrimental to all of us, in one way or another."

He paused, before relaxing again, as if wrestling with the tension inside him. "I think… all knighthood really is, is just some official recognition. An expectation of more responsibilities, maybe. And that's it. There's no magic transformation, no grand moment where you suddenly become the person they told us we'd grow into. There's no fulfillment of those stories, no shining revelation that you've made it. And if that's the truth…"

He hesitated, his gaze shifting to Loomi. There was a vulnerability in his eyes, an almost pleading look that begged for understanding. "If that's the truth, then I think you're more deserving of it than someone like me. You're always so collected, so kind. You put others before yourself without even hesitating. You seem to know—know what to do, know what's expected, know how to give people what they need wheather they want it or not."

Braze let out a bitter laugh, shaking his head. "And me? I can barely even see the right path, let alone walk it. You have this way of understanding people, of seeing them for who they are and what they need. I don't. Not like you. I feel like I stumble around in the dark half the time, hoping I don't make things worse when it comes to other people."

His voice softened, his words almost a whisper. "If knighthood is just about carrying more weight, about having the strength to do right by others… then you're already there. Me? I don't know if I'll ever be."
 


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"Braze..."

Loomi paused, letting out a breath.

"I... I understand what you mean. We're growing up, right? Things aren't going to be as idealistic as we remember them being... Things get messy when the heroes you looked up to just wind up being... regular old people. Maybe what Jedi are is becoming mundane, or maybe there's an ultimate trial nobody's passing that makes it all feel pointless. I don't know... a-and I feel like I don't really know lots of things ultimately. But maybe... maybe it's not about the recognition." The Godoan padawan took a moment to straighten her posture. "A Jedi Knight... is what they make of themselves. Eventually... eventually all of our teachers will... will not be with us anymore. They can change the now... but what comes next is in our hands, isn't it? We're all stumbling in the dark, Braze. You can point out where I shine, but I can pick out every single way that I'm flawed... same as you. I don't know where I'm going, or if it's even going anywhere for that matter. That's... that should be okay, though. It is okay. Maybe we can't be storybook heroes, or paragons of knowledge, but we don't have to. We... we just have to be good people. And people need good people."

The padawan let out an exhale, gently taking Braze's hands into her own. A gentle smile spread across her face, her antennae curling back to leave her eyes unobscured.

"You're a good person, Braze," she stated. "I believe that with every inch of me. You... you just can't see that clearly. Not from another's eyes. We aren't perfect, but we aren't alone either." She stopped for a moment... "I'm... I'm gonna keep going. It's scarry, and I don't know where I'm going, but I have hope that there's something past the cloud of confusion. That maybe the future can be changed. I want... I want to stumble through the dark..."

No, that wasn't right.


"I will stumble through the dark, and I'm gonna drag every last part of me telling me I'm not worth it kicking and screaming out of that cloud and into the light." Affirmation oozed from her tone. Confidence. There was a drive there that hadn't been present before, a burning passion that had begun to swell within. It shone through the cracks of her armor, like gold seeping into the gaps of broken pottery. "There's something more, I'm sure of it. I can feel it in my core... It just feels like I need to wade my way through the ink to grab it. I just... I want to have you there with me. Your effort is worth something... I'm going to prove it. That's a promise. I just... I need you to have faith that there's something on the other side. Something that's ours... something that nobody can ever take away."

Her time away had filled her with doubts, but this doubt only gave way to a new-found sense of ambition. It was the sort of ambition that could shake the very foundation of a planet. Loomi's message was clear: She was going to make change. This was a hand extended to Braze, one of mutual partnership, with mutual struggle to come.

She didn't want it any other way.


 


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Braze offered her a faint smile, the weight of his thoughts evident in his eyes. "You've the makings of a fine warrior," he said simply, his tone warm, "To push beyond our limitations, especially when the world feels stacked against us… to rise again, even when it'd be easier to stay down—that's something rare. It's easy to give up. But that ambition, that tenacity, it's the difference between a good warrior and an extraordinary one."

His voice softened, taking on a thoughtful, almost purring cadence. "Resilience of spirit… that can't be taught, not in my experience."

It was true. In Echani culture, strength was more than skill with a blade or mastery in combat. It was an unyielding spirit, a reflection of the soul's capacity to endure and evolve. The Echani believed that true understanding came not through words but through action, through the raw language of battle and the resilience that followed it. Braze had seen this strength in Loomi, not just in the way she fought, but in how she carried herself—how she refused to falter even when the odds loomed insurmountable.

He continued stroking her hair, his touch gentle despite the weight of his thoughts. "In my culture," he said after a pause, "we believe that combat reveals the truth of a person—their heart, their will, their soul. The true measure of a warrior is not in how well they fight but in what comes after. When the dust settles and the quiet creeps in, what you do then… that's what defines you."

Braze's gaze flicked to the fireworks again, the bursts of light reflecting in his eyes. "You've already shown me more than most warriors ever could. You've shown me who you are.... deeply and intimately what your heart and souls projects. "

He let the words linger, the unspoken understanding between them growing in the stillness. The sparks above faded, leaving streaks of color that slowly melted into the night sky. Turning his attention back to her, he added softly, "That's something no one can ever take from you—or from us."

He reached out, his hand brushing gently through her hair, an affectionate gesture that carried an unspoken reassurance. As his gaze drifted upward, the sky above erupted in fiery displays of vibrant sparks. Fireworks streaked across the velvety black canvas, their bursts painting the scattered stars with fiery blooms of color.

For a moment, the brilliance above held him captive. But then he turned back to Loomi as if she were the only thing he wanted to look at, his expression softening further. "No one's like you, Loomi," he said quietly, his voice carrying the weight of sincerity. "And I don't think anyone ever will be."

He paused, his hand still resting gently atop her head. "You know... I'd like that," he murmured, almost as if to himself. "Something that's just ours… something no one could ever take away."
 


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Loomi could hear it now, the thundering of her heart. It drowned out the fireworks, captivating her in this moment. Something that nobody could ever take away. Could she formulate everything swirling around her into words? She had felt it before, but time and time again it alluded her. The Godoan had never been able to make such a surefire decision, be it a product or her naivety or childish nature. For a moment she felt as though she wouldn't get it out. The fear that she still didn't understand what she felt threatened to overtake the rumbling inside...

And then she shook it off. Loomi was done placating her confused emotions and validating her fears. She was in control. Life would only be what she wanted if she took charge of it. The Godoan knew what she wanted.

"I-I want..." she began, her voice soft at first. Then it grew in strength. Resolve. "I don't want to keep stumbling over myself. I don't care if I'm afraid, or I think I don't understand anything that the weird little noises in my chest are trying to tell me. I... I want to reforge our connection. N-not like it was when we first connected. I... if you... if you love me the way you say you do, then I don't want to keep hiding from it. I want it. I-I don't know what that means for the future, but I want it terribly. More than anything else I've wanted in my whole life."

Her face was beat red, her body was practically trembling by now, but Loomi hadn't backed down this time. The last time they spoke about love on Iego, Loomi asked him to tell her he loved him again when they were older. Now she was taking that action she had been hiding from.


"Nobody could ever take away the things I feel..." she muttered. "I can't... I can't stop the bump in my chest. It's overwhelming... but I don't want to keep living life passively. Forget what I told you before. Tell me you love me right now... Today."

 


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Braze listened to her intently, as if every word she spoke were a fragile thread he dared not let slip. Slowly, he leaned down, his movements deliberate and gentle, wrapping his arms around her to guide her into a seated position. Once she was upright, he carefully took one of her hands in both of his, his touch steady yet tender.

He shifted slightly, intertwining their fingers, his hands enveloping hers with a quiet intimacy. His thumb began to trace slow, affectionate circles over the back of her hand, a wordless reassurance conveyed through touch. Braze's gaze lifted, meeting her one good eye with an intensity.

"With all of my heart," he began, his voice low and thick with emotion, "all of my mind, all of my soul, and all of my body... I love you, Loomi."

He gently uncurled her hand from his grasp, lifting it closer as he bent down. His lips brushed a feather-light kiss atop the back of her hand, lingering just a moment longer than necessary. The warmth of his touch remained, a small, tender spot where his sentiment lingered, as if he sought to imprint his devotion into her very being through that single, deliberate act.

 


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This was... nice. No, nice wasn't the sort of word she should be using. It was far too mundane. This was thrilling, more than anything she had ever really done in her entire life. It felt a bit unreal, given how much she had been avoiding it. Yet here she was. Here Braze was, with her. Affirming everything that he had already told her before. Loomi leaned in and gave Braze a kiss on the cheek when he pulled away from her hand, the same side she had so long ago now. Yet all the emotions felt completely different from that day, backed behind what seemed like a lifetime of interconnection.

Gratification, after all this time, gave her some peace. She only had to overcome herself.

"Thank you... for being here with me," Loomi stated in a soft, airy tone. A tinge of guilt did arise, though not overwhelming. More recognition. "I-I'm sorry that I've been so... weird about all of this. You've probably felt like you were being... tugged along by your heartstrings this whole time.

I just... I didn't know how to process, or what to say... but I'd... I would do anything for you, Braze. Drastic things, I think. I-I don't know if that's rational... but it's what I feel. There's nothing in my life more important."

Even her life. She didn't say that out loud, but she felt she didn't need to. Those were words that could simply be felt.

"Golly, I feel a lot better," she exhaled. "I didn't realize how weird all of that was making my stomach feel.


 

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