[member="Tegaea Alcori"], [member="Mirien Valdier"]
While Tegaea was once again assuming the burdens of duty and preventing a certain Pirate Queen...pardon Exarch Soluza from absconding with all their loot, the doctors on the Valora's Blade were busy trying to keep her wife from perishing on the operation table. Well, obviously not all doctors were employed in such a manner, since there were plenty of other patients aboard the ship. Every battle demands its price in blood after all and there were countless Eldorai soldiers who had found their way into the medbay. Undoubtedly not all would make it, despite the best efforts of the medical team. In the annals of the Eldorai the battle would go down in history as a righteous struggle in which the forces of good and order overcame the savage chaos the Bando Gora represented, but there was always another side to it. A side that expressed itself in officers writing letters to bereaved families who would forever be deprived of a loved one and in military funerals where the dead were given the last salute.
As they say, war is hell and there is no glory in battle worth the blood it costs. But regardless the medics were busy. In this case this meant carrying out the surgical procedure referred to as a pneumonectomy, the operation to remove her lung after all the damage she had sustained. In the process the doctors also removed two ribs to allow themselves better access to the lung. Not particularly pleasant, but fortunately Siobhan was unconscious and in any case heavily dosed with painkillers and sedatives. She would be dependent upon machinery until a new lung could be implanted and had proved itself as being reliable enough for her to breathe without external help.
As for her eye, surgery for bionic transplantion would have to wait until after the battle was over, though a call had been sent out to Doctor Osway, the prim and proper Twi'lek who apparently was mainly held on retainer by Firemane Industries to fix up the corporation's Vice President whenever she lost a limb or two. In all likelihood the good Doctor could look forward to both plenty of work and a considerable remuneration because Siobhan not only had plenty of broken bones and needed a new eye, but her bionic limbs had probably suffered a damage as well. In other words it was very certain that Siobhan would be done with adventuring for a long time. On the bright side Siobhan had managed to flee the space hulk with a shiny holocron in her possession! Only the Force knew what dark mysteries of the Chaos sorcerers might have been imprinted upon it.
Doubtless the Countess would soon be able to enjoy being under the Iron Matron's fair but stern care! Just as undoubtedly Siobhan would make a crude attempt to seduce the good doctor and utterly fail, since Osway was the very rare sort of Twi'lek who liked keeping her clothes on instead of losing them at any moment. And, as a matter of fact, wore actual clothes instead of a stripper outfit! For her part, Siobhan was utterly oblivious to what was going on, for she was by now deep within the realm of Morpheus. That of the god of dreams, not of that bald fellow in the Matrix who keeps yammering about the 'chosen one' and commands a crew obsessed with leather outfits. Just in case there were any misunderstandings.
The Dreamlands are a realm of innumerable dimensions beyond the ability of even the most advanced super computer to compile. Perhaps the realm a being visits during their slumber is tailored to their personality. And, of course, there are Fade spirits, with an equally infinite capacity to annoy the dreamers for this or that reason. Or to possess them for whatever purpose they have in mind. Such as in the case of a certain mage who randomly blew up a Church full of innocents to...protest against oppression. See, mages are more oppressed than poor peasants! And the best way to help them is to commit mass homicide and start a war. This writer's meta-loving tangent about other franchises concluded, we shall return to the actual, for there is one since Siobhan was dreaming. Hopefully there would be no angst for a change because that's seriously getting old by now.
Naboo was beautiful at seemingly any time of the year, though it was especually fabulous in summer. Lake Country, far away from the city of Theed, could only be described as idyllic. A gentle breeze of wind blew across the land as a wave from the magnificient blue lake crashed against the beach. Needless to say the beach was full of sand, which was coarse and got everywhere. Anyone who tries to use that as a pickup line deserves to be drawn and quartered on principle! Palm trees stood tall and rose out into the clear blue sky.
It appeared that Siobhan's subconscious - or the powers of the Fade, whatever rocks your boat - had decided to teleport her here to this idyllic place. The soft breeze of wind coming from the sea whipped against her body and her long dark brown mane, which was as wild as its owner, curly and allowed to fall freely across her shoulders. She was wearing a strapless, shiny dress that matched the colour of the sea and her feet were tucked into comfortable looking sandals.
"You know, it's almost funny. You crave excitement so much and revel in battle. The greater the challenge, the better. Yet in your dreams you keep coming to places like this. Well, that's when you're not angsting about how bad you are. Nice to see you're doing that less now! The mandarins who had to catalogue everything kept moping."
A voice seemingly out of the ether broke the serenity of the scene and jolted her out of it as Siobhan abruptly spun and turned around, for she recognised the voice all too well. "Nice dress, by the way. You're doing the princess thing well, little sister."
"And apparently my subconscious still has not learned to make my dreams fade spirit-proof," Siobhan muttered more to herself than to anyone else.
Althenea just shook her head. "Here I thought you loved compliments about your good fashion sense. What, no hug?"
"Normally this is the point where you launch a tirade about your unending hatred for me. Or rather the apparition wearing her face because it's never really her. Just something my mind conjures up to torment myself because apparently I get a kick out of it. So, yeah, I'm sceptical," Siobhan retorted, though she did take a step closer. The sand was coarse and annoying, but some random guy dressed in Jedi robes and with a look of rapture upon his face as he approached quickly turned tail and fled when she gave him a death glare that would have made him spontaneously combust if looks could kill.
"Oh, come on. You never have trouble believing it's Adril when she pops by for a chat. By the way, no offence, but I like Tegs a lot more. I mean, I was rooting for you and Addy for a while, but the melodrama got so repetitive after a while," Althenea snarked because apparently all the women in Sio's life were trolls.
"I'm so not discussing my love life with an apparition. Fade spirit, whatever. So if we're skipping the redundant reason you suck speech, where am I here? And, yes, I know this is the Naboo beach. Am I dead? In limbo? Or whatever the term is," Siobhan said impatiently with a hint of exasperation.
"My, my, you're as patient as ever. I shoul've buttered you by teleporting a blue Twi'lek onto the beach first. So I'll go ahead and ruin the surprise by saying you dodged the bullet. Again. You should really stop making a habit of this, the Erinyes are getting annoyed and your near-constant, near-death experiences are a queen for the mandarins to catalogue. I get so many complaints."
As the fade contained a seemingly infinite number of dimensions, all were governed by a celestial bureaucracy too large for anyone to count. On paper holding and at times cutting the string of life might sound fun, but in actuality the day-to-day work of a mandarin was terribly dull, tedious and annoying. After a while even cutting strings or decreeing that people who annoyed you should be reborn as mice lost its novelty and became a boring routine.
"Oh, that's sad. Do tell them I'm terribly broken up about it. They could just use space magic to make me invincible and I would not end up here."
"Or you could just stop death charging. I'm sure there's a self-help group."
Now Siobhan looked very annoyed and glared at her. "I was not 'death charging'. Anyone who thinks that's sodding clueless. I took a solid, heavily armed strike force to board a prize vessel. Tegs gave me theatre command for it and I made the call. I'm the most experienced with fighting Bando Gora and their Chaosspawn, so I had to go with and lead it. We secured a treasure trove, it all went well until the bloody spiders attacked. Couldn't anticipate that the Bando Gora got so far into the unknown regions and captured a horde of Klaxxi. Still, I made it out. Mission was a success. War's not a picknick."
The apparition let Siobhan speak her piece before responding. "And you're still the eternal warrior. Or rather you're between worlds. So you going to the space hulk had nothing to do with you being bored on the Ardarvia since the ground battle was going on without you and Tegs was running things just fine on her own?"
Bringing her wife into the conversation did not make Siobhan any more chipper.
"She has her strengths, I have mine. It was an important mission. Hanging around in safety when I could go somewhere, be of use and perhaps save lives would have been ridiculous. I am the best Firemane has after all. Not just arrogance, statement of fact. Now, are Aeda and Mirien alright?"
Birds were happily chirping and a boat sailed past on the lake. Siobhan spared the scene a glance. Back on her homeworld there had been a sea but was terribly polluted, yet the sight had still provided some measure of solace in a life characterised by poverty and destitution. For some moments after having worked all day in a factory. "They'll be fine, don't get your knockers in a twist. Mentally Miri's a bit of a mess. Understatement of the year. What with finding out that she was on the way to become latter-day Mengele before taking a hard knock to the head."
It was ironic but it seemed losing all her memories of her life had saved Mirien from becoming a complete monster. The look Siobhan shot the apparition at the perceived questioning was fierce and protective. "If you're trying to make me question my trust in her, save it. It's not gonna work. Mirien was with the enemy, she did horrible things, yeah, I know. She also brought my memories back and she's changed. End of the story. Long as she sticks with us, I stick with her."
Perhaps surprisingly Althenea did not seem angered, rather her lips curved into a thin smile, though it was gone soon again. "Loyalty. Such a nice quality to see in this day and age. Always liked that about you." It was a response that seemed to catch Siobhan off-guard and she was quiet for a moment.
"I wasn't loyal to you...Al..." The guilt was strong and tangible in her answer.
"Stop right there. Don't start with the guilt trip. You didn't pull the trigger. You messed up and tried to fix what you did wrong. End of the story. If you can forgive her, you may as well let go."
Siobhan sighed strongly, clearly surprised by the answer. "I...thanks. I tried to so hard to make up for it...don't think anything fully can, but I have and I am sorry. You can't just balance the scales and say things have been right again."
The apparition just shook her head. "No, you can't. But you admit it. And don't start getting teary-eyed and saying you're sorry, we've had enough of that. If you want to say you're sorry to someone, do it to Tegs. When you awaken. Hearing of you losing bits again has broken her up a lot. Also big understatement."
Siobhan tensed a bit before responding to that. "It hurts her, I know. I've never wanted to hurt her. Hell, there have been many times where she would have been in her rights to leave. Not like I'm asking monsters to cut my up. Only went to the space hulk because it was a prize Bando Gora vessel, otherwise I would've blown it to bits. I am the best fighter Firemane has, her strong right arm. Can't expect troops to go into the jaws of death and give their utmost while I'm safe and sound. It's unbecoming and cowardly given what I can do."
"The bold leader, always leading from the front. Thing is, Siobhan, there'll always be something big on some battlefield where you could help. Does that mean that you should? You're not invincible, even with your strength in the Force you're not the same woman you were in the past. Imagine a really big threat pops up to raze Kaeshana and you can't help because you're crippled from some random skirmish. Taking a step back doesn't automatically mean you'll go soft. Besides, there's Galina. Can't have your adopted daughter lose another parent, can you?"
Siobhan opened her mouth but no words left it at first. As much as it annoyed her, the apparition did have a point. She did not regret her actions, but nonetheless. "She's not my daughter. I'm far too young and hot to be a mother," she protested lamely. This one apologises to all mothers who may be reading this. It's just their character who's this narrow-minded!
"Yes, yes, and you haven't been mothering over her from the moment you met her. Not at all. Thing is, you can't do that if you get carved in half. Galaxy's going to the dogs. Try to make something out of the time you have left. You know how short-lived happiness can be. How fleeting it will be. You literally dodged death once already. Shadow's trap was supposed to be your one-way ticket to Hades." the apparition reminded her bluntly.
Siobhan did not like being guilt-tripped, though she remembered the entity that had appeared in the guise of the blue space elf Melantha saying that. "Yes, I remember the big speech. Got a second chance, should not waste it. Got a wife and a little girl to look after. And I want a life with them. Peace and quiet with Tegs. I am still going to go after and kill Shadow though. Nothing's gonna stop me from ending him."
The apparition shrugged response to that. "Oh, go kill the son of a queen by all means. Hell, space him for poetic justice. Just don't get so obessed it kills you in the process. Or twists you into something just like him. She who fights monsters..."
"Must take care she does not become a monster. I know. That's my line! I will kill him, not become him. I've had plenty of chances to fall. The Dark Side's not just a naughty voice in your ear suddenly persuading you to do bad things and go Sith within the blink of an eye. Unless you're really lacking clarity. There's a difference between using 'dark powers' and being an genocidal maniac obsessed with enslaving everyone. But...you have given me much to think about."
"Good, don't think too hard though. Brooding is not sexy. Anyhow, as fun as this chat was, I got to go. Got an appointment with the Princess in Novgorod in ten. Have no, fear you'll be waking up soon." Abruptly Siobhan interrupted whatever else the apparition of Althenea wanted to say by pulling her into a big hug. Somehow this worked, but then this is the fade, and space magic has a power of its own. The apparition let it happen and gently stroked the woman's hair. "There, there, I missed and love as you well. Now I really got go be off."
"I love you too. Feel free to haunt me...but not too much!," Siobhan managed to say feelingly, emotion evident in her voice, before the shape vanished into thin air. Then she was alone again. Well, there were obviously other people on the beach, many of whom were enjoying sunbathing. For some reason they just happened to be all pretty and female. Racially there a mix of Twi'leks, humans, Eldorai and even two Cathar, but then this was Siobhan's dreamland so that was probably not a coincidence. However, soon Tegaea would receive a message that the operation was over and so Sio's time in dreamland would be cut short as she likewise would be jolted awake.
Siobhan's time for self-reflection did not last long for suddenly a dazzlingly gorgeous blue Twi'lek, dressed in a very revealing swimsuit and as curvy as a scenic highway, appeared by her side. "Excuse me, Lady Kerrigan. Could you please...cream me in with sunscreen? It's so hot out here," she purred, making bedroom eyes at the Countess and batting her eyelashes.
Siobhan looked very, very tempted but then reluctantly shook her head. "No, sorry, I have to get back." Then suddenly she was enveloped by a bright white light and grunted in obvious annoyance. "Bright light? How cliched." Apparently the kiddie-protection police was in action again and was teleporting her away before anything smutty could happen that might upset their innocent minds. By contrast, if Siobhan had been maimed again - or brutally killed a few people - that would have been shown in gory detail.