The Wolf
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Concord Dawn
So, there Preliat was. An angry, middle-aged man. He had nothing left. No family. Barely and friends left. And his home- gone. His life had been torn apart before, but this time it was different- an act of betrayal destroyed his life. An act of betrayal buried his wife and child under volcanic ash, killing them- and leaving nothing but memory for them to bury. Why should he have survived? Why him? Why would the galaxy punish him, and continue to do so? Preliat sat on the hill, crouched beside the speeder that brought him up here. It was no secret he was on the planet- in fact, he was the talk of the village he was staying at. They rarely had visitors, and especially not ones with a reputation like him.
But he was so lonely there. Everyone feared him. They knew what he had done. What he was. Who he was. He heard their hushed tones. Animal. Savage. Murderer. Traitor. Some called him a hero. Some called him a soldier. Pirate. Mercenary. The issue was- none of them were correct, but none of them were wrong, either. He didn't know what he was. He knew what he had done, but not what to call himself.
So he sat alone on a wind-swept hill, gazing downward at the village that housed him. Grain fields in the distance fluttered in the wind. He heard children laugh below. It made the pain all the more unbearable. To that, he finally broke- he cried. He leaned his head into his chest, and he cried. He was stripped of his armor, it lay forgotten under the bed of the house he was at- and he intended it for it to lay there for quite some time. He reached down and touched his beskar leg, designed none other than by his wife. His daughter used to hold onto it, in their moments of solidarity. She wanted to be like her father. She wanted to be like her papa. Wanted to hunt, fight, and win.
But this is where it got him. This is where being the Wolf got him.
Alone.
Utterly, entirely, alone, crying on the side of a hill with no real recourse. This was his lot in life. To suffer. He hadn't had the pleasure of dying yet. Death, seemed to follow him around- but never graced Preliat with his touch. But everyone else in his life, it touched with fervent abandon. So what was he to do? Was he to return to the galaxy, gun in hand? Or should he remain here, a lonely has-been with nothing to lose, to do- except be alone? The questions came, but the answers eluded him. So was the great mystery of his life.
Preliat just so happened to hate mysteries, himself.
He wanted answers- but got nothing.