Jake Daniels
Archduke of Dantella IV
Daniels wiped at his forehead. Stress lines growing deeper with each passing hour. The man had finally finished building the steps towards the second floor; however he had to sand the wood carefully around the areas with nails. Then the man still had to finish the banister and its support bars. Glancing around, Gravis was slightly pleased. The home was very slowly coming along; however there was one glaring issue. He needed to bring in electricians and plumbers. Granted Jake had learned to work a piece of wood; he was in no way a master electrician nor a lord of pipes. The other issue was money. How was he going to get the financing to finish the repairs to it. Simple odd jobs with Umako's crew wasn't going to bring enough in. His mind began to race. The stress began to return. Then the smell teased his senses like a woman in a nightclub. The smell of cooking meat.
Glancing out the front door Daniels knew that everyone was at their ship. It was here that he had realized that evening was setting in. A growl rumbled form his stomach and even the stubborn jerk of a man couldn't deny even the most basic needs. Heading out back, he passed through a slowly rebuilding kitchen, through a back door and rounded his family's graves. Coming to his tent, Daniels took a long look at the aged photo as it hung from the side. Slowly he removed his gaze then shuffled through the many empty packages of m.r.e's. They all were empty. Disappointment. Sadness. Greif. Frustration. It all hit him. A man whom once prided himself on being prepared for anything didn't even realize his rations were running low.
Shoving the empty boxes away, Daniels simply turned, sat on his sleeping bag, pulled his knees to his chin and trembled. His eyes locked onto the three resting places not but ten paces from him. Tears once more escaped as the pain of the hunger, another realization that he hadn't eaten in nearly two days, pushed upon him. Too prideful to go ask for food; the man simply sat and wallowed. It was hit fault that he had no food. He wouldn't inconvenience Umako. Not for this. Daniels was simply too proud. He would starve before he begged.
His Master trained him to never beg.
With his arms wrapped around his legs, his lower lip continuing to tremble, his mind began to taunt him. The premonition, the way it ended. What if Jake brought them back? What if he managed to succeed and it all proved for nothing? He had no fear of death. He welcomed it. It would have been a release from this life. But again he had been trained to never take his own. His Master only had that right. No, what his mind taunted him with was how the premonition ended; would they even need him? If Daniels managed to pull through against all odds. if he managed to gain a power to do everything he dreamed of, what if they simply walked away and left him alone once more?
What if they didn't even want him? That in itself would destroy what little was left of the man. Six weeks. Six weeks without guidance. Without love. Without them. Six weeks with no one to offer any sort of comfort to the otherwise overly complex human. Yes, he may have been a former Sith but there were parts of Jake that needed some form of affection; some validation that someone cared. Everyone that did was no more. Even if they were his mind brought everything back to where it started; What if they didn't even want him?
Even with a mind pulling apart; a one very harsh reality of Jakes current situation ensured it wouldn't be denied its rightful attention. Day and night of nonstop pushing his body had Jake malnourished. The man, the frail lonely little man was hungry... and it was then that the tears; tears for the hunger and tears for those he long since lost turned into a muffled sob as he clenched his lips tight and lowered his head onto his knees.
Glancing out the front door Daniels knew that everyone was at their ship. It was here that he had realized that evening was setting in. A growl rumbled form his stomach and even the stubborn jerk of a man couldn't deny even the most basic needs. Heading out back, he passed through a slowly rebuilding kitchen, through a back door and rounded his family's graves. Coming to his tent, Daniels took a long look at the aged photo as it hung from the side. Slowly he removed his gaze then shuffled through the many empty packages of m.r.e's. They all were empty. Disappointment. Sadness. Greif. Frustration. It all hit him. A man whom once prided himself on being prepared for anything didn't even realize his rations were running low.
Shoving the empty boxes away, Daniels simply turned, sat on his sleeping bag, pulled his knees to his chin and trembled. His eyes locked onto the three resting places not but ten paces from him. Tears once more escaped as the pain of the hunger, another realization that he hadn't eaten in nearly two days, pushed upon him. Too prideful to go ask for food; the man simply sat and wallowed. It was hit fault that he had no food. He wouldn't inconvenience Umako. Not for this. Daniels was simply too proud. He would starve before he begged.
His Master trained him to never beg.
With his arms wrapped around his legs, his lower lip continuing to tremble, his mind began to taunt him. The premonition, the way it ended. What if Jake brought them back? What if he managed to succeed and it all proved for nothing? He had no fear of death. He welcomed it. It would have been a release from this life. But again he had been trained to never take his own. His Master only had that right. No, what his mind taunted him with was how the premonition ended; would they even need him? If Daniels managed to pull through against all odds. if he managed to gain a power to do everything he dreamed of, what if they simply walked away and left him alone once more?
What if they didn't even want him? That in itself would destroy what little was left of the man. Six weeks. Six weeks without guidance. Without love. Without them. Six weeks with no one to offer any sort of comfort to the otherwise overly complex human. Yes, he may have been a former Sith but there were parts of Jake that needed some form of affection; some validation that someone cared. Everyone that did was no more. Even if they were his mind brought everything back to where it started; What if they didn't even want him?
Even with a mind pulling apart; a one very harsh reality of Jakes current situation ensured it wouldn't be denied its rightful attention. Day and night of nonstop pushing his body had Jake malnourished. The man, the frail lonely little man was hungry... and it was then that the tears; tears for the hunger and tears for those he long since lost turned into a muffled sob as he clenched his lips tight and lowered his head onto his knees.