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N A B O O
Tag: Brandyn Sal-Soren
Age: 20
Location: Spritegate Shore to Ee'everwest Estate (Four Years Later)
There was a small modicum of relief to be found when Cybelle realized she wasn't walking an emotional tight-wire alone. The way he watched her was familiar. It was the way she looked after him—Too long. Too often. He was better at keeping his composure in this instance but everything had suddenly been made crystal clear. Every touch, every moment, even something so small as helping her up from the floor or down the stairs…It was all connected. She hadn't been able to see it, then.
It unnerved her to think that either Brandyn was that good at hiding, or, she was so incredibly thick that she had missed the depth of it. Chocolate eyes pulled up from his chest when she thought she heard something. Not words, exactly. Just a singular thought that somehow branded the meaning against the back of her heart.
<<I love you, Cybelle.>>
Tawny brown eyes peered at him curiously through thick dark lashes. Had she imagined it? Made it up? Wishful thinking? Rather than make her feel as if she ought to flee in the other direction, she could feel her anxiety lessen. A certain stillness kept her close while Cybelle slowly reached up to brush his hair back from his forehead. Those same fingers drew careful, tender patterns down his temple that were feather-light when they found the top of his cheek. Barely there.
Part of her wanted to ask. Part of her was afraid to break the peace. Part of her thought that she could find the answer on her own, somehow, by memorizing the way he looked right now. In this moment. Not hidden behind familiar insecurities and the harsh reminder of their mutual duties. It weighed on her—Knowing that this was against everything she had ever learned. She knew every cautionary tale. Every proverb that belittled and vilified love between their kind.
Cybelle had a hard time understanding how something so blameless, so unadulterated, could be the end of The Order. The end of goodness. She felt grounded. Not out of control. Brandyn would find himself rewarded with a sweet smile that lingered at the corner of her mouth when he agreed to her inquiry. His small frown made her expression soften further. She was worried. Concerned. But—Her request had nothing to do with any of those things. "Again…", she finally breathed, seeming small, but with a slender edge of boldness that made her fingers against his skin tremble. "Kiss me again."
In that regard, Brandyn would be able to claim her first and her second. Silly, though it might have been to keep track. That made her pulse race. Cheeks still pink, she waited, though Cybelle remained entirely still to let it be his choice. If enough was enough…She would accept that. Even though she had usually been the defacto leader in their adventures it seemed that in this area of their relationship she would defer to him for the time being. He'd known his heart better than she had much, much longer.
Cybelle didn't know the right thing to say. The right thing to do—Without possibly shattering it all.
She wanted him to kiss her because he wanted to. Perhaps, because he needed to. Not, because their past memories and affections had been pulled to the surface. Mind walks were dangerous in that opening themselves so fully to one another made it difficult to withdraw. There was a safety—A beauty in memory. Nothing could change that or take it away.
Her eyes danced down again while a touch of insecurity began to work its way into her head. If she blushed any harder, he might have thought to tease her with how she was slowly turning into an apple. When she glanced back up at him, her eyes were luminous with a gentle, pleading light.
"Please?"