Tansu made a small noise at his dismissal. It still felt a bit wrong, especially with them hanging out now. She'd tried to make it right by inviting him to join her family and Dax on adventures, give him some access to friendship, but it was clear that speeder hosted memories Talsin held fondly. And because of her, and a stupid gang pursuit, it was gone.
He put up a stiff upper lip about it but it still felt imbalanced.
And maybe it always would. If she lost something of that cost, it would set her back significantly. Talsin could purchase another on the same day, and the only loss was the nostalgia.
She sighed.
"Don't make him fat." Came the warning while she reached to her back pocket, crouched, and tightened a bolt on her landing gear. The nuna would be the choice the cat made to be swayed. It was an Amos favourite. A treat for special family occasions. One each kid's name day, every one got to eat the favourite dish of the celebrated sibling — like it or not. And on Amos' name day (Kara made a day up one year, and it stuck for the annual tradition) they all ate nuna.
Did she want some help? She paused, mid-twist, and stared at the metal in front of her. Yes, she wanted him around. No, he was making her flustered and awkward. She wanted to focus. Yes, she wanted to see how he might look with grease on his cheeks. No! This was her thing for her sister. He'd already done the hard work of getting them here.
Ricocheting between acceptance and denial, Tansu bit her lip.
"Uhm."
He'd enjoyed working on his bike, but it was in solitude. Her hands suddenly felt sweaty and unsteady, and she fumbled the final turn.
"I don't know." She said lamely, and rocked back on her heels.
"Yes, because these things are huge and dirty and really need some love, but no, because I wanted to surprise Talin with them, and also no because I wanted them to be a project we shared, but yes because the doomsday clock is ticking and i ain't got any idea how long we have and realistically havin' all the help we can get is the best. I gotta clean em off, retrofit some spare DE parts on the outside, re-install the schematics inside, although, Chieftain can help with that I reckon' and then the whole insides of one of 'em needs parts, I didn't budget for that, so that probably means more scavingin', and I heard the repulsors squealin' rather than roarin' —" the longer the list went, the more flustered she became. Like she hadn't fully understood the scope of the project until it was parked in the hangar.
"Yes please." She finally squeaked out.
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