T h e D e s e r t R o s e
Objective: Investigate Homeworld - Qiilura
Tags: Roman Vossari
Tags: Roman Vossari
Anneliese sat in the floor of her room, adorned with a tight fitting, tan v-neck shirt and a pair of shorts that came up midway onto her thighs, her bare feet exposed to the carpet and her hair pulled in a sloppy bun. Her vibrant emerald eyes were tired from all the reading she'd done, her mothers journal laying in the floor open, pages, pictures, and maps all lay sprawled out on the floor. Her hands in her hair rubbed softly as she did her best to rid herself of the headache that'd managed to form, a question, nagging at the back of her mind. She'd managed to find a set of coordinates, which she presumed to be where her Mother lived on this planet... but there were just so many unknowns. Lifting her head up, looking back across the floor, she knew in her heart -- she wouldn't find rest ever on this unless she faced the shadow this cast over her head on.
Looking up to her view clock, she noted the time -- Roman would be on his way over right now, they were supposed to be going out to the gardens tonight to stargaze. A soft smile formed on her lips as she hugged her knees up and against her chest, butterflies forming in the pit of her stomach. --They saw each other each day in passing, during mealtimes, but it had been a week or longer since they'd had a rather surprising day together and shared their feelings with one another, had... time alone. However, she also understood the reality, they both had duties they had to fulfill... but the memory of his touch burned in her mind, made her yearn and pine for him in her heart -- she wanted his presence, his company -- like a thirsty man in need of water.
Stretching her legs back out, her body protesting, sore from the no-holds sparring match she'd had with Jedi Knight Samuel Creed just days prior, a sparring match in which had sent her on a one way trip to the Healer... had yielded several results. First and foremost, fear no longer held power in her mind, but rather, she welcomed it as a teacher-- and she would no longer allow it to shut her down, but rather, awaken her. Secondly -- this, home world, needing to know the past situation... was no different than her avoiding fear -- at the end of the day, it'd still be there, still looming over her shoulder, she had to confront this situation head on... but like Creed said, she needed to harness understanding from her experiences. She understood the gravity of going to a home world with very little known information about it -- it was downright dangerous and stupid, especially going alone... but what if... what if she asked someone? They could do a low orbit reconnaissance of Qiilura, gather data and metrics, and verify the coordinates from the journal. If everything checked out fine, they could even launch a probe to further verify life, or lack thereof. Her eyes began to flash, it was possible... her ship was hers -- bought and paid for by the money she'd earned doing several, jobs for the Order over the span of years, but it was equipped with a homing beacon, had several days worth of rations in it... so if anything were to happen, the Order would be notified immediately -- and -- if they put in for a weekend pass for this excursion, they'd have permission to go, yet again acting as another safety. The Order's responsibility was to the protection and growth of the Order -- but they never outright coddled the Padawans, so she knew, she could get this request granted.
She let out a small groan as he massaged her stiff shoulders... shifting her body to lay on the floor as she sprawled out and stared at the ceiling. "Ashla... grant me clarity on what I need to do."