All Things With Love
Location: In the Hospital
Tag: [member="Orn Pharr"] | [member="John Locke"]
Allies: Confederacy + Silvers + Wounded
UCM Tags: [member="Mig Gred"] | [member="Taozi Fuyuan"] | [member="Adenn Kyramud"]
Status: Blindness does not only affect the eyes.
<There isn’t time…>
She knew that Master Pharr worried for her well-being. Gianna felt sorry for that. She couldn’t abide his request. There was nothing in her that allowed a spare moment for self-concern when the entirety of her training revolved around self-sacrifice. She couldn’t bare to let these people suffer when she had the ability to change it. It didn’t matter that they were Mandalorian or that they were technically considered enemy combatants. They were people. With families. With mothers, fathers, and children. With hopes and dreams. This situation was impossible—But it was as it would be.
This war was an inevitability. People could only stand to be pushed so hard before they pushed back. When the invisible rubber-band broke, often, it was game, set, and match. Gianna knew that she had no say in what any of the nations involved decided to do. So, she did what she could.
Life was fleeting. As carefully and quickly as she moved there were still soldiers dying of wounds that were too grievous before she could even get to them. She could feel the displacement of energy. Slow, but steady. It was mind-numbing. Grief was starting to press inward, along with unavoidable fear, and pain. Gianna did her best to block it all out—But it was difficult. At least she had Typhon to aid her from time to time. “All right…We’re good here.”, she breathed out, a little light headed, but otherwise trudging along.
The young woman paused in mid-step when she felt something shift. It felt as if the entire ward had fallen still, silent, and yet the weight of a decision pierced her heart. It couldn’t have been any louder if someone had thrown a glass at the floor or if thunder had rolled overhead. It was deafening. She turned and pale-jade eyes were drawn back to [member="Orn Pharr"]. The light…It was so warm. Her heart wanted to accept it tenfold but her mind had begun to ring with alarm. “Master Pharr…”
At first, she didn’t understand.
In her minds eye she could see all of the patients in the room light up like stars in the dark. One by one they winked into existence, wove together, and formed a pattern of healing light. The Force moved and Gianna felt tears sting her eyes while her breath caught. Her heart gave a painful thud. It was beautiful. It was the closest to heaven that it could get while still remaining rooted in reality. More than anything…More than anything…It was deadly.
The Master Jedi spoke her name and she darted across the room as quickly as her legs could take her. Guards followed, likely, surprised at her swiftness. She didn’t think. She just moved until she was standing before the Master Jedi. He was bright. So bright, it was hard to see. “You have to stop. Please. If you don’t, you’ll—”
He would die.
Gianna could feel Orn reach down deep into Tanaab and swallowed an indignant cry. This was not an eventuality. It was a certainty. He would die. He would die for her. He would die for them. He would willingly, knowingly, give his life to protect them all. How could she fight against that? How could she try to stop him from doing what she had been willing to? Her head bowed. Quiet. Anything else would have been disrespectful. Her reaction was pure as fallen slow. Tears. She didn’t want the fading Neti to see them because he would already feel her sadness through their shared connection. He would feel everything. A mix of gratefulness and guilt.
He was doing this because she wouldn’t slow down. Master Pharr had surrendered himself to the Living Force and there was no undoing it. Already, patients were healing, and the medical staff would be shocked to find that they were all stabilizing. Even those they suspected might not last through the hour. This was the gift of a life. Life…Life begot life.
Gianna had barely known him, and yet, this broke her heart.
“I’ll look to the light.”, she swore, barely audible, but knowing it was better than any form of thanks. As overwhelmingly sad as this was…It was never the desire of a Jedi to leave the living suffering. He would want her to live. To use his gift, his sacrifice, wisely. “I promise.”
<I promise.>