even if it hurts
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D U L C E T
E M P R E S S T E T A | A T M O S P H E R E
O B J E C T I V E III | G I H E N N O M I I
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“Gross.”
She pretended to be busy with the straining fabric process to give Sion privacy while he dragged his numb self into the refresher. And she cracked a small smile at the sound of discomfort — not because she was satisfied at his suffering, because bit by bit the humanity she’d believed Jedi not to have, was ekking its way out.
“You okay in there?" She asked over her shoulder. "Still standing?"
His pile of clothes sat stinking under the bench, and she poked at them with her foot. Those would have to go in after him, and dry and..then they’d have to wait, and he was still numb, and the adrenaline that had been coursing through her after the phobic reaction was starting to subside.
Maybe they should use this time to rest, and not keep rushing.
With a huff, she sat down on the bench. Elbows on her thighs and hands falling into the space between her knees. Her shoulders sunk and soon too did her head into her hands. This entire mission felt so out of control that getting back to the original objective felt further away. And now Sion had been stung, and despite her selfish desire to finish this mission, he needed rest. She didn’t even need medical training for that to be obvious.
And he seemed very hung up on the idea of home. He’d mentioned it twice, at least, about that creature that had tried to eat him. It seemed strange that someone like him, a Jedi, was so in tune with the concept of returning someone back to their homestead.
She straightened, stretched, and unzipped her jacket to shake off more of the ickiness that had been following her out of the chute. Where had he said he was from again? The Outer Rim? And..
Wouldn’t you know it, her wandering gaze landed on the hilt he’d left behind on top of the bench, above his rancid pile of clothes.
It felt taboo to stare, but she did.
The sabre, when unlit, looked innocuous enough and consisted primarily of a short, thick handgrip with a couple of small switches set into it. Above the small post was a circular metal disk barely larger in diameter than her spread palm. A number of jewel-like components were built into both the handle and disk, including what looked like the smallest power cell Cordé had ever seen. The reverse side of the disk was polished to a mirror brightness, save for a few minor scratches on the handgrip.
Somehow, its design managed to be simple and complex at the same time. And, according to the power cell, the ratings from it demanded high energy. Kyber, surely. It had to be. It was the only thing that could match the numbers the cell demanded.
She bit her lip, and felt the overwhelming lure of her intrusive thoughts to turn it on! Her thumb ran along its side, over the scratches, the textured grip, and stopped at the rise of what she assumed to be the on switch. She hovered there, less than an inch from temptation. Sion was busy, surely he wouldn’t…
..but she’d been told countless times the Jedi’s weapon was like an extension of themselves. At that memory, her eyes widened, and she hurriedly set the pommel back down where she’d found it.
What did that mean, exactly? An extension of themselves?
Ew, Jedi were so so sos os ososososoo creepy.
Suppressing a shiver, she forced a question out and raised her voice so Sion could hear and, if he hadn’t gone unconscious yet, answer.
“How did you become a Jedi?” It wasn’t what she’d been thinking, but it was what blurted out. It was a pretty obnoxious question to be yelling, so she stood and paced closer to the refresher, leaning against the wall, not 'round the corner, but so her conversation could carry over the running water. “You told me you were a part of some network before The Alliance, but before that?”
Had he been like that worm? Taken without consent?
"Outer Rim, right?"
The water was still running. She crouched to unzip her boots and squelch out of her garbage-drenched socks.
Her mother had told her the Jedi were cradle robbers ——— Cordé might as well find out if that was the case from one who so readily assimilated as..
Master's friend, another Padawan
"I am just a Padawan,
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Sion Lorray | CLOSED
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