You've done enough...please stay
Put away the cape for awhile.
Just try and live for yourself
The Corellian heard her voice, more apparent than she had ever heard it before. Jyoti was right - she had seen all of this unravel before her in that small moment in the room she stayed in. Allyson was always at a crossroads; her hand was forced on Borosk. Dubrillion, she found the courage to begin to turn the tide in her favor, and now on Bastion, it was her time to chose. Her mission, the one given to her in the little black drive, said she wasn't going to live to see the war ended. She felt the thumb drive in her pocket; she turned it over and over again.
If you leave for Sith space again there's no coming back.
Not as you are
You're at a crossroads, a decision must be made
She wanted to be a good soldier, was this what Jyoti meant that she wouldn't return from Sith space the same person that went in? The choice to disobey her orders - to abandon them lingered in her mind. The drive flipped over in her hand again as she mulled over her options. Allyson hoped that Jyoti was far enough that when things were finished, she didn't feel the searing pain of their bond shattering. Closing her eyes, she prayed to the Force, prayed to the light to help forgive her for the path she walked down and to help guide her through this darkness.
Allyson Locke was always a Jedi, despite all of her flaws.
If Allyson was the smoking type, right now would be the best time to pull the half-burned death stick from her lips. She would then have looked at it for a long while as she contemplated the moments that had led up to this clashing of personalities and then dropped it onto the concrete. Her leather-bound boot would crush the ash from the filter, grinding it with her toe to put out the flame; no one liked random fires.
Instead of the neo-noir scene that should have happened, Allyson watched as the blonde Jedi landed on the stage. Unmoving eyes stared as the woman swarmed with emotions of their constant clashes, the game of cat and mouse they've played for so long, and the distant memories of laughter. Allyson was haunted by those same memories; she felt like she had gotten to know Loske more intimately these past several months. Thoughts wandered to how different their lives would have been if she didn't accept her mission. Would she have been preparing for the war against the Sith? Would she have found the happiness she looked for? Maybe things would have been different if she would have stayed longer on Kiribi. Why did she continuously feel the need to shove herself straight into the fire?
So many questions that were left unanswered to changes in time. They were paths that would have more than likely only prolonged this inevitable conflict. If it wasn't the Sith Empire, it would have been something else.
The ripples of the Force shifted and bent; Allyson raised her eyebrow as she watched as rubble from the battle suddenly levitated and fired off towards her. Hands remaining in her pockets, the Corellian felt the same power of the Force surge through her body to her feet; she jumped backward, avoiding the few rocks that landed where she stood. As she moved back, a smile crossed her face - Loske had come to fight.
Perfect.
Her feet landed and slid back with the momentum of the Force jump. Dust collected around her as the Force projected from her core, creating a bubble that protected her. The ground shook as the debris collided with the cracked concrete walkway. The yellow lightsaber that she had learned to associate with the Kiffar Jedi waved above her head. There was no talking to her, but what would the Corellian have said? Go away, Loske? Loske, this isn't a safe place to be?
I'm not your enemy Loske. No, there was no talking left between them. Here and now, the story would end. Either with the golden blade of the hero purifying the apostate where she stood or with chains. Allyson waited for her, and with a smile, she felt the foolish choices the Jedi had made. The electromagnetic waves sang the sweet siren's song to the Technomancer. She could do many things to the suit of armor; it was a walking coffin for the blonde. Allyson could easily crush the armor around her former friend's slender limbs, she could overload its circuits, causing it into a theatrical light show that would end the fight, or she could just stop her. Allyson didn't need to contemplate the choices she had; her heart still wanted to return to their friendship times. Everything she had done up to this point was to protect Loske, Maynard, Ryv, and everyone in the New Jedi Order - despite the ill feelings. Reaching through the Force, the simplistic circuitry would find itself bending and pulling at the Corellian's will. The Force wrapping around each gear strangling it as if it was a living breathing being.
As Allyson worked her influence over Loske's armor, she pushed forward, trying to move the gears in reverse. If she created the distance between them and kept it - it would only keep Loske safe. Any closer, Loske would continue the fight. Allyson didn't want to fight Loske, but she knew the woman probably had some pent up emotions lingering. Exhaling, Allyson looked over her shoulder; her mission would get ruined with Loske showing up. Whining under her breath, she drew her lightsaber and waited for the Kiffar.
"Come on now. I know you have a lecture to tell me. I don't think I've ever heard you go this long without a joke or telling me how I ruined things." Allyson didn't have time for this; she needed to get into the data tower and pull the information from there and cut the complex's security. On her way out, she needed to find Carnifex to end all of this. At the end of the day, she needed Loske to hate her enough to break their bond, if things didn't go how she wanted - she needed to be remembered as a rogue agent. Not a hero. The price of being a deniable asset. "Loske, I told you, you're going to get in my way, and I can't let you interfere with official business. I told you already, I'm not your enemy for Force sake."
"STAY. OUT. OF. THIS." Allyson called out to her former comrade, her former best friend, and prayed that this was the breaking point for them - that Loske would turn and walk way.