Location: Korriban...Wandering the Halls.
Tag:
Darth Carnifex
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"Kaine…"
The murmur of his name, so soft, as if it were a spoken treasure lingered among the crystalline caverns while she found a comfortable alcove for them to occupy. It had a balcony that looked down at the attractions below. It also let her keep an eye on her younglings without them knowing. As much as she trusted the students that had attended, she still, knew they were better at mischief than navigating polite society. It had taken her decades to learn enough to pantomime what others did easily…Carrying a crowd. Holding court. She only excelled at it, when heads rolled.
The flickering lights danced across her sharp, wintry features. His words had been unexpected, raw, in the essence that she felt their truth. The weight of the admission settled on her shoulders before the faintest ghost of a smile hedged at the kiss of her mouth.
"When the words exist…", she repeated, slowly, as if such a thing perplexed her. Perhaps it did, given her cultural deficits and her knowledge of his ability to speak. It was his natural way of conveying non-violent intent—Whereas her natural state involved combat in place of vocality.
"You've always had a way with them. To hear you say there are none…That you have none…Is surprising."
She remained a vision of grace despite her admission. Her presence was commanding, yet ethereal, much like the distant stars of Korriban that glimmered unseen overhead. There were always so many unspoken truths between them that were layered with meaning. She did not rush to fill the silence despite the opportunity presented for her to speak. Instead, she listened. He lifted her thoughts from her features in a way that only Empyrean had been able to in the past. Being known so well was strangely comforting.
"I just…"
"Do not wish for you to feel beholden to referring to me this way. It is a term that feels empty when any other speaks it. A platitude, at best, and mockery, at worst. It…", Srina paused, briefly, trying to search for the words to explain what she felt. He would be used to her requiring a moment to sort her thoughts when something touched an emotional angle.
"It is different when you speak it."
The pale woman leaned into his touch to convey her sincerity on the subject. He was many things. A King, twice-crowned, a tyrant, a butcher, a father, a leader, and he had lived thrice her lifespan through so many eras of civilization. His eyes were wise in a way she had yet to achieve outside of moments when the Force opened the way and let her see. The moments when she seemed far away—With a look of otherness, as if she might wander right off the edge of the world.
This was one of those moments.
"I know not why."
Her words were touched with the confusion of a cloud. She was aware of his strength, aware, that he was a predator in every sense of the word—But that had never bothered him. He was not present for her to find cowardice and fear…But the opposite. He provided security, strength, when there was very little to be had in a galaxy that collectively wanted their heads. His capacity for kindness was almost equal to his capacity for violence. She might have stayed where she was, quiet, enjoying the comfortable silence until Darth Carnifex mentioned failure. She blinked, turning slowly in his grasp.
"You've…failed me?"
For some reason, the Butcher King seemed to want to leave her wordless. Again, her face seemed to shift to something other than ice while the gears in her mind turned to process the implication. Her head tilted and she leaned up on her tiptoes to pull the dark veil he wore to the side so that she might see his face. Echani were…Blinded, when something obscured features in that manner. It was almost painful.
"You have never failed me."
"If there was an easy solution to this Empyrean would have done it himself. We would only fail if we gave up. Only then. Not, while we still search."
While there was still time. The day would come when all their research, reading, and investigating would need to end. There would come a time when her beloved would force her hand and make good on his final request. Her hand tightened on Carnifex at the memory. Her heart, running suddenly too quickly, even though golden eyes remained unshaken. They peered at him like twin moons, reflecting the light of the sun, bright, but empty… So, empty.
She had been emptied, completely, since
Darth Empyrean
had asked that she plunge a blade into his heart. The face she wore for others was enough to convince them nothing was awry. Her lack of emotion was nothing new.
"I must find a way…I have no choice."
Carnifex, was far more difficult to fool.