HK-36
The Iron Lord Protector (Neutral Good)
[member="Sarge Potteiger"], [member="Ayden Cater"], [member="Cira"], [member="Coryth Elaris"], [member="Siobhan Kerrigan"], [member="Canal Tal'Verda"], [member="Delila Castillon"],
So as some of you closer to me know already, I have been going through some issues in my OOC life with my work, which is why I have disappeared from the site this past week or two to collect my thoughts. Things haven't really went any better and I've been dancing on the border of mental breakdown, unfortunately, but I've been in this place before and I'm holding together.
However I need to go on an LOA right away, I just got the news that someone very, very close to me developed a tumor in a rather nasty spot. While I'm not a medical professional I know this won't be easy for her and I have to be there to support her, and with the stress and chaos of everything I'm going through, including having the site nagging on my mind all the way in the background, I just have to cut back on some things.
Which begs a question of me, when I'll be back if at all? I honestly don't know, I don't know if she'll be alright, I don't know if I'll have to say goodbye to another person I love in the end, but I know that I want to spend every second I can with her while I can. This site, however, is a distraction, I made plenty of dear friends here, I also made plenty of enemies I suppose, I had my moments of glory, I had my issues. It's imperfect but unfortunately many things in this life are, and as much as I don't want to just drop everything I'm doing, for it seems to be that my legacy here is one of half-finished projects and dropped threads, I can't stay here anymore, not in the current situation, because if there's one thing that I want me to be distracted by, it's being and talking with the person that needs me the most right now.
Those of you that have me on Skype and talk with me frequently, that won't change, if you'll see me on and want to chat, just give me a message.
But if this is indeed my final post here on Chaos and we won't see each other in writing again, I just want you to know, Chaos, that I'll often reminiscent about the time we had together
But for goodness sake get rid of the elitist cliques and start limiting Force users because it's getting a bit ridiculous, you're better than that.
So as some of you closer to me know already, I have been going through some issues in my OOC life with my work, which is why I have disappeared from the site this past week or two to collect my thoughts. Things haven't really went any better and I've been dancing on the border of mental breakdown, unfortunately, but I've been in this place before and I'm holding together.
However I need to go on an LOA right away, I just got the news that someone very, very close to me developed a tumor in a rather nasty spot. While I'm not a medical professional I know this won't be easy for her and I have to be there to support her, and with the stress and chaos of everything I'm going through, including having the site nagging on my mind all the way in the background, I just have to cut back on some things.
Which begs a question of me, when I'll be back if at all? I honestly don't know, I don't know if she'll be alright, I don't know if I'll have to say goodbye to another person I love in the end, but I know that I want to spend every second I can with her while I can. This site, however, is a distraction, I made plenty of dear friends here, I also made plenty of enemies I suppose, I had my moments of glory, I had my issues. It's imperfect but unfortunately many things in this life are, and as much as I don't want to just drop everything I'm doing, for it seems to be that my legacy here is one of half-finished projects and dropped threads, I can't stay here anymore, not in the current situation, because if there's one thing that I want me to be distracted by, it's being and talking with the person that needs me the most right now.
Those of you that have me on Skype and talk with me frequently, that won't change, if you'll see me on and want to chat, just give me a message.
But if this is indeed my final post here on Chaos and we won't see each other in writing again, I just want you to know, Chaos, that I'll often reminiscent about the time we had together
But for goodness sake get rid of the elitist cliques and start limiting Force users because it's getting a bit ridiculous, you're better than that.
