Jedi Dragon
Dar’rak tried to listen to his Master and what she was saying but somehow not all of it may have been getting through. “Force lightning?” He asked looking at his hands. That was an extremely potent and dangerous offensive attack. Could he really project this ability further out from his hands. Was these sparks he felt the prequel to the actual force ability to harness the raw and destructive power of lightning? This is something he just had to know and it seemed as if Master @[member="Kiskla Grayson"] would be the one to ask.
“Master… are you telling me that this discharge from my hands is a sign of my ability to actually harness the power of Force lightning?” When his master asked him of his mental state while he dueled all he could really tell her was what he already had. “Yes and no Master. I know it is not much of an answer but right now it is all I can say without fully understanding what this is that comes over me. My body acts as if it has a mind of its own free of my own will yet at the same time I feel in control.” Dar’rak tried as hard as he could to make Master @[member="Kiskla Grayson"] understand but he was having trouble.
“I guess a better way to describe it may be like a droid who has no will of its own and has to follow its programming. But then he gets new programming and is fully aware of this upgrade. I kind of feel like that but even more so. Like I am not in direct control, but at the same time I do have control over something that in turn has the control over me when I duel.”
Dar’rak was getting a bit long winded and felt like he was no closer to trying to explain this feeling to his master than when he had started. “My mind feels focused on the task at hand, but does not feel so clear Master. Like I said, something takes over when I draw my lightsaber like a droid forced to follow new programming but is fully aware of said programming being new. Then at the very same time, my body and mind feels free of restrictions like something is guiding my actions but at the same time letting me choose the path. Then once my lightsaber is deactivated the feeling just as quickly passes as if it never was there to begin with.” Dar’rak hoped his Master could understand what he was talking about. Maybe she had a similar experience some time in her youth…
“Master… are you telling me that this discharge from my hands is a sign of my ability to actually harness the power of Force lightning?” When his master asked him of his mental state while he dueled all he could really tell her was what he already had. “Yes and no Master. I know it is not much of an answer but right now it is all I can say without fully understanding what this is that comes over me. My body acts as if it has a mind of its own free of my own will yet at the same time I feel in control.” Dar’rak tried as hard as he could to make Master @[member="Kiskla Grayson"] understand but he was having trouble.
“I guess a better way to describe it may be like a droid who has no will of its own and has to follow its programming. But then he gets new programming and is fully aware of this upgrade. I kind of feel like that but even more so. Like I am not in direct control, but at the same time I do have control over something that in turn has the control over me when I duel.”
Dar’rak was getting a bit long winded and felt like he was no closer to trying to explain this feeling to his master than when he had started. “My mind feels focused on the task at hand, but does not feel so clear Master. Like I said, something takes over when I draw my lightsaber like a droid forced to follow new programming but is fully aware of said programming being new. Then at the very same time, my body and mind feels free of restrictions like something is guiding my actions but at the same time letting me choose the path. Then once my lightsaber is deactivated the feeling just as quickly passes as if it never was there to begin with.” Dar’rak hoped his Master could understand what he was talking about. Maybe she had a similar experience some time in her youth…