Where: The Blood Waste
Who: Alone for the moment. [member="Shule Windspeaker"] and [member="Hephaestus"] if they want sum'o'dis.
What: Needing a freaking drink
With the immediate threat taken care of, and with the other enemy she was dealing with content to passively watch, the she-devil deactivated her lightsaber and let out a quiet sigh. For once in six blasted centuries, no one was attempting to harm her in the immediate present. She had time to think, consider, and more importantly rest. The pale woman limped over towards a large bone spire sticking out of the bloody ground. As she moved away from the staredown she had been forced into/allowed herself to become preoccupied with, she thought only of taking a moment to herself.
Her back eased against the spine-looking thing, offering her a place to allow her body pause while her mind caught up. She very much needed to sort her thoughts out before she went babbling nuts. Battles and death and hatred and carnage and more battles all swarmed around inside her skull, all trying their hardest to supplant all other memories as the most important. Names, too. She'd forgotten the use of names in her hundreds of years of death. Who was Lynn? Kristin? Petra? Fable? That last one also sounded familiar for a different reason. It sounded very much like another name she had in her head.
Fabula.
Was that her name? She thought it was, but it was difficult to tell. Only two out of the three of her memories answered to that name. The third didn't react at all. Sixty-six percent would have to be enough. Fabula she would be. Now what about the rest? Each name came with memories associated to it, though some were easier to remember than others. Lynn was the easiest. She was warm. The thought of that name made butterflies flutter in her stomach and a blush rise to her cheeks. Lynn was obviously someone of great, intimate importance to her life. One of them, anyway. Probably the new one that didn't belong.
Another name that made sense was Fable. It sounded like Fabula, but wasn't, which fit with the person it was attached to. Fable was...like her, but not. Less? No. Just not as much. When she thought of that name, she felt proud, but longing. Being deprived of this Fable was causing her distress. Pride and a need to be around her...probably a family member. Younger. A sister, or maybe a daughter. Whoever she was, Fabula wanted her back, and she would tear down the sky to hold her again.
...That was an interesting thought. Why did she think that specifically?
Other names were harder to put emotions to. There was a recurring name across both lives. Petra. Just thinking that name provoked an ancient dread, as if it were some kind of horrible, legendary monster. Some creature that had devoured her in aeons past. Then, more recently, it was loss. She felt absent and incomplete without this Petra, as if she needed direction. Inspiring both fear and need. The only possible explanation for this one was a parent. Petra was her mother. She'd have to reexamine that one more (at length) when she had a moment later.
The last name, Kristin, was an anomaly. Longing. Loss. Pain. Whoever she was, her absence caused distress, much like Fable's. No pride, no warmth. A lover? A sister? It was confusing. Hard to place. Her memories of her were from long, long ago, buried beyond centuries of violence and hatred. She couldn't tell. She wanted Kristin back, but it was unlikely she would be back. Wherever she was, it wasn't here.
Where was she, anyway? This wasn't the world she had known. There were no blades, no one fought each other, the sky was full of blood rather than gears. The ground was wet rather than dusty. She didn't feel the compulsion to kill everyone she set her eyes on...though she certainly felt the reflex to do so. It took effort to suppress it, but she did suppress it. Wandering, wailing malcontents were harmless. She was safe for now, which was a truly new feeling for her. Safe. She could barely comprehend the meaning of the word.
The fact that she had killed maybe a dozen people in a feral rage didn't seem to bother her in the slightest.