Zaahir Asad
Liar
Location: The River of Lies
Objective: None
Allies: Currently None
Enemies: Currently None
Screaming. Screaming and screaming and SCREAMING.
Save us? How? What? Where was he? What was going on? How could he save anyone when he did not even know where he was or what was happening?
He had been.. Where? Entertaining a woman. Yes. He'd seen her at a Nightclub, crying. The man she was with looming over her, fists clenched. He'd saved her. That was easy, he understood that. Then he'd comforted her. She'd thrown herself at him of course, she'd been in a vulnerable place. He'd been the white knight. So he'd tried to live up to that image, he hadn't taken advantage. He'd wined and dined her, bought her a flower for her hair and he'd been.. He'd been walking her home. That was it. Where he'd intended to leave her alone. Safe.
What planet?
He couldn't remember.
Wherever it had been, he wasn't there anymore.
Had he been attacked? He raised a hand to the back of his head. Knocked out by the womans once paramour and left here as retribution for his meddling? There was no bump, no blood.
He'd never seen anywhere like this. The Valley he found himself in might have been beautiful, if not for the giant skulls that dotted the landscape. As if aware of his gaze one of them ground it's way forward, and suddenly an unearthly scream rang forth, both from the skull he was looking at, as well as those further afield.
Turning, he ran. No thought, no plan, other than to distance himself from this skull, this threat, this unknowable nightmare. He wasn't grounded yet. Didn't know where or why or how. His mind was jumping around, trying to make sense of things, to find something to hold on to.
He splashed into the river in his flight to escape, the cold wetness about his legs bringing him back to himself. He stopped, and bent over to cup some water in his hands, intending to splash it on his face. An image rose from it's surface..
Himself.
Younger. Skinnier. With a cocky seductive grin on his face. He couldn't smell the pheromones, but he knew his alternate self was flooding the air with them.
"NO!"
He didn't know what was happening, but he knew this. He knew what moment this was. He swung wildly at himself and connected with nothing, the image wavered, he threw water at it, trying to disrupt it, it faded away. As he continued to back away, he tripped over a submerged rock and fell backwards, sitting waist deep in the freezing river. The image rose again.
Younger, skinnier, the grin, the pheromones. For a moment it looked him straight in the eyes, and then it looked over him, at someone he couldn't see.
"Come with me ma chérie, away from these prying eyes, my love, my heart, never have I seen a woman like you, come away with me. Let me steal just a moment with you to remember and warm my heart forever."
He reached out a hand to the unseen. A small, slight, graceful feminine hand put itself in his. Zaahir heard the ghostly giggle. It was faint, but he knew it. Of course he did. He heard it in his nightmares. He'd spent years running from that giggle. Trying to build himself into a person who had never heard it.
But he had, oh he had.
The woman stepped into his view. Exactly as he remembered her. Long brown hair pulled over her shoulder in a loose braid. Big green eyes, the spray of freckles across her cheeks and nose. Her teeth so white against her red lips as she smiled, trustingly at the Zeltron who's hand she held. As she followed him, as she let him pull her into an alley. As she let him hold her close.
Zaahir, the older Zaahir, wet and miserable raised a hand towards the two, impeaching, begging. A small animal noise, a whimper escaped him.
The younger Zaahir looked away from the girl for just a moment, met his eyes again and grinned.
This is who we are. Do you think you can change? Do you think you can undo the damage you did by buying some other girl a flower? Do you think she forgot what you did?
He brushed a strand of hair away from the girls face, tenderly, oh so tenderly, and pulled her closer. Slowly he kissed her, with an intensity that would ignite stars, that would prompt million of poems and songs and stories. And then, looking her in the eye, smiling softly, he suddenly punched her in the temple. The girl fell, crumpled on the non-existent street.
The younger Zeltron callously ignored the girl, instead going through her purse, taking her credit chits.
"No! NO! That's not how it happened! I.. I changed my mind! I helped her! I brought her to help, I turned myself in! I didn't-"
Do you think it matters? She never saw you again. You've made friends with doctors, now that you're pretending to be respectable. You know what happens to people hit in the temple. I was strong. You are weak now. So weak. A pathetic lie, but I was strong. What do you think happened to her? You never looked for her again because you knew.
"I- I. No! She got help, she got help! She was fine, she has to have been fine!"
A blow to the head can kill.
A single slow stream of blood ran from the girls nose.
"NO! She was alive! When I left her she was alive! I-I would have been charged with murder if she'd died, she didn't, she couldn't have.."
No, death would have been merciful. And we both know you have no mercy, not really.
The girl sat up, her eyes opening and showing not the vibrant green they had been but milky whiteness.
H-hello? Anyone? Is anyone there? Can anyone hear me? I-I can't see! I can't see! Please! P-please, someone help me!
"I'm here! I'm here!"
Is that meant to comfort her? This is your fault. You did this. And now you think you can forget it. Forget her. Start a new life. Be a gentleman.
The younger version sneered at him, the girl didn't seem able to hear any of them, whirling about, hands groping for anything, falling, curling up to cry in despair.
P-please.. Isn't anyone there? Won't anyone help me? I d-don't want to be alone.. I'm afraid..
"No. No, I didn't mean to, I didn't mean to."
Yes you did. I would know. I'm you, and I definitely meant to. Besides. It doesn't matter what you meant. It only matters what you did. You did this.
"No.."
His voice was barely more than a whisper now.
You deny it? We were there. This is your body and your fist. Your mind and your intentions. You. Did. This.
"I.."
YOU DID THIS.
"I did it, I did it, it was me.."
His voice was broken, cracked. He raised his hands to his face. Felt the tears streaming down from eyes clenched shut.
Open your eyes. Watch what you did. You have to see what you did. You have to remember. She deserves to be remembered, and you deserve to be punished.
In agony, he lowered his hands, and opened his eyes.
Younger, skinnier, he looked at himself and grinned.
Objective: None
Allies: Currently None
Enemies: Currently None
Screaming. Screaming and screaming and SCREAMING.
Save us? How? What? Where was he? What was going on? How could he save anyone when he did not even know where he was or what was happening?
He had been.. Where? Entertaining a woman. Yes. He'd seen her at a Nightclub, crying. The man she was with looming over her, fists clenched. He'd saved her. That was easy, he understood that. Then he'd comforted her. She'd thrown herself at him of course, she'd been in a vulnerable place. He'd been the white knight. So he'd tried to live up to that image, he hadn't taken advantage. He'd wined and dined her, bought her a flower for her hair and he'd been.. He'd been walking her home. That was it. Where he'd intended to leave her alone. Safe.
What planet?
He couldn't remember.
Wherever it had been, he wasn't there anymore.
Had he been attacked? He raised a hand to the back of his head. Knocked out by the womans once paramour and left here as retribution for his meddling? There was no bump, no blood.
He'd never seen anywhere like this. The Valley he found himself in might have been beautiful, if not for the giant skulls that dotted the landscape. As if aware of his gaze one of them ground it's way forward, and suddenly an unearthly scream rang forth, both from the skull he was looking at, as well as those further afield.
Turning, he ran. No thought, no plan, other than to distance himself from this skull, this threat, this unknowable nightmare. He wasn't grounded yet. Didn't know where or why or how. His mind was jumping around, trying to make sense of things, to find something to hold on to.
He splashed into the river in his flight to escape, the cold wetness about his legs bringing him back to himself. He stopped, and bent over to cup some water in his hands, intending to splash it on his face. An image rose from it's surface..
Himself.
Younger. Skinnier. With a cocky seductive grin on his face. He couldn't smell the pheromones, but he knew his alternate self was flooding the air with them.
"NO!"
He didn't know what was happening, but he knew this. He knew what moment this was. He swung wildly at himself and connected with nothing, the image wavered, he threw water at it, trying to disrupt it, it faded away. As he continued to back away, he tripped over a submerged rock and fell backwards, sitting waist deep in the freezing river. The image rose again.
Younger, skinnier, the grin, the pheromones. For a moment it looked him straight in the eyes, and then it looked over him, at someone he couldn't see.
"Come with me ma chérie, away from these prying eyes, my love, my heart, never have I seen a woman like you, come away with me. Let me steal just a moment with you to remember and warm my heart forever."
He reached out a hand to the unseen. A small, slight, graceful feminine hand put itself in his. Zaahir heard the ghostly giggle. It was faint, but he knew it. Of course he did. He heard it in his nightmares. He'd spent years running from that giggle. Trying to build himself into a person who had never heard it.
But he had, oh he had.
The woman stepped into his view. Exactly as he remembered her. Long brown hair pulled over her shoulder in a loose braid. Big green eyes, the spray of freckles across her cheeks and nose. Her teeth so white against her red lips as she smiled, trustingly at the Zeltron who's hand she held. As she followed him, as she let him pull her into an alley. As she let him hold her close.
Zaahir, the older Zaahir, wet and miserable raised a hand towards the two, impeaching, begging. A small animal noise, a whimper escaped him.
The younger Zaahir looked away from the girl for just a moment, met his eyes again and grinned.
This is who we are. Do you think you can change? Do you think you can undo the damage you did by buying some other girl a flower? Do you think she forgot what you did?
He brushed a strand of hair away from the girls face, tenderly, oh so tenderly, and pulled her closer. Slowly he kissed her, with an intensity that would ignite stars, that would prompt million of poems and songs and stories. And then, looking her in the eye, smiling softly, he suddenly punched her in the temple. The girl fell, crumpled on the non-existent street.
The younger Zeltron callously ignored the girl, instead going through her purse, taking her credit chits.
"No! NO! That's not how it happened! I.. I changed my mind! I helped her! I brought her to help, I turned myself in! I didn't-"
Do you think it matters? She never saw you again. You've made friends with doctors, now that you're pretending to be respectable. You know what happens to people hit in the temple. I was strong. You are weak now. So weak. A pathetic lie, but I was strong. What do you think happened to her? You never looked for her again because you knew.
"I- I. No! She got help, she got help! She was fine, she has to have been fine!"
A blow to the head can kill.
A single slow stream of blood ran from the girls nose.
"NO! She was alive! When I left her she was alive! I-I would have been charged with murder if she'd died, she didn't, she couldn't have.."
No, death would have been merciful. And we both know you have no mercy, not really.
The girl sat up, her eyes opening and showing not the vibrant green they had been but milky whiteness.
H-hello? Anyone? Is anyone there? Can anyone hear me? I-I can't see! I can't see! Please! P-please, someone help me!
"I'm here! I'm here!"
Is that meant to comfort her? This is your fault. You did this. And now you think you can forget it. Forget her. Start a new life. Be a gentleman.
The younger version sneered at him, the girl didn't seem able to hear any of them, whirling about, hands groping for anything, falling, curling up to cry in despair.
P-please.. Isn't anyone there? Won't anyone help me? I d-don't want to be alone.. I'm afraid..
"No. No, I didn't mean to, I didn't mean to."
Yes you did. I would know. I'm you, and I definitely meant to. Besides. It doesn't matter what you meant. It only matters what you did. You did this.
"No.."
His voice was barely more than a whisper now.
You deny it? We were there. This is your body and your fist. Your mind and your intentions. You. Did. This.
"I.."
YOU DID THIS.
"I did it, I did it, it was me.."
His voice was broken, cracked. He raised his hands to his face. Felt the tears streaming down from eyes clenched shut.
Open your eyes. Watch what you did. You have to see what you did. You have to remember. She deserves to be remembered, and you deserve to be punished.
In agony, he lowered his hands, and opened his eyes.
Younger, skinnier, he looked at himself and grinned.