Nena seemed to be all excited. Despite being hit by only the second bolt that Kixi had fired at her. This was a good sign. Nena's attitude had definitely changed. Failure wasn't a disappointment, and not that it was a total failure anyway. She had did quite well for a first timer, as infact she did deflect the first bolt, which wasn't something the average person could do.
"Yes at first it can feel weird when you do it, that's why it didn't feel like you."
Kixi would give her padawan a small gentle smile before continuing.
"Without the Force, the idea to even try and stop a blaster bolt or anything of that nature coming at you with a single energy blade would be next to impossible. The way we Jedi do it is to be fully immersed in the Force. Then through the Force everything becomes much more simplified. When fully immersed in the Force, everything slows down. To the person immersed anyway. Those blaster bolts coming at speeds much faster than sound, suddenly appear to be coming at you at speeds of a ball being thrown."
Kixi paused a moment to make sure her padawan was taking all of it in.
"When you deflected the first bolt, I could feel you were very attuned in the Force, the bolt would have appeared to come at you slowly, correct? Then I felt you drop your concentration, and like a non Force sensitive crazy enough to attempt such a task of stopping a bolt with a blade, you got hit. The way I do it continuously is simple. Don't lose track of your concentration and stay very attuned with the Force. Something that you'll get better and better at the more we train."
Then Nena would ask if it hurt all the time when stunned by a bolt. This question caught Kixi off guard as to no fault of her own, Nena forgot that Kixi was not well. Kixi's face turned to an expression of hurt and sadness, yet she still answered her padawan's question.
"I've felt and experienced pain far greater. So these days a stun bolt doesn't really hurt much. But yes, they do hurt simply because of the speed and force in which they hit your body at."
Kixi then would smile again shifting her mood away from her hurt to Nena's joy and happiness.
"Yes George and I trained many times in such exercises, and yes I got hit many times, and it did hurt in the beginning. But then I wound make a mental note to myself that I wasn't gonna get hit anymore. This motivated me to do better and better and in time as we trained more and more, I eventually got hit less and less until I no longer would get hit."
Kixi would then get herself up, also extending a hand to help Nena up too.
"However I was in my early 20s when I met George. I had trained similar exercises on my own world at an age similar to yours. Perhaps a little older than you. However we relied too much on technology such as body shields to get us out of trouble in case we got hit. As Jedi, we don't need such things. The Force will accomodate all things, not just part things like was the case on my home world. You my young padawan are beginning real Jedi training from a much younger age than I did. One day you will become a formidable Jedi, perhaps stronger than both me and even George. But you must be weary of the Dark Side."
Kixi then brushed the few leaves that had stuck themselves on Nena's clothing off before the two would ready themselves again for another session.
"Okay Nena, we will do this again. Remember stay immersed and attuned in the Force. Concentrate and you will deflect all blaster bolts with ease."
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