Akio Diachi
For it was All but a Dream
Her face was perfectly calm. Calm at last. There was no contortions of agony, no suffering in her once-glowing red eyes. The ever-present slick layer of sweat was gone from her perfect blue skin. If someone could see her now, they would have found it hard to believe the suffering she had gone through before.
Akio ran his hand along her sunken cheek. The fever had ravaged Dryzl's body and reduced her to this. If she hadn't spent so long searching for him, her immune system would have never been so badly damaged. If he wouldn't have been captured, she wouldn't have searched so long. If he wouldn't have ever met her--she would have never fallen in love with him.
"I would give it all up," he whispered taking a seat on the rickety stool by her bed, "if it meant that you never had to suffer like this again." he took her bony hand, caressing it, sadly, "I never should have let you stay with me. Here, in this place," he looked around at the slum they lived in, "this is no life for you, for anyone. If you weren't here you wouldn't have gotten sick. You would have been safe. You would have been where you belong, somewhere better than this."
He swallowed the lump in his throat. This hurt but he needed to say his final words to her. "I shouldn't have stopped killing, the money would have been enough to buy the medicine you needed. I should have killed, I knew I should have but I let my conscience get in the way of saving you," tears began to well up in his eye as Akio's voice trembled with every word, "I thought that the Force would reward us if I kept from killing. I thought that somehow it would save you if I didn't and it would give me the power to heal you but--"
He stopped, choked by tears. His free hand gripped the rusty metal bedframe until his cyan knuckles turned white. The pain inside augmented his strength through the Force and the rusty pole began to bend under his grip with every word, "I wasn't strong enough to save you. Not then, not this time. I never was, you were always saving me. You saved me from my past, from the bounty hunters, from the killing, from myself, from all of it. And I wasn't.... strong... enough...." his voice trailed off in a series of sobs.
Akio buried his face in his hands and let the tears flow out. His body shook with sobs as the pain radiated from him. She had slipped through his fingers a third time, this time forever and he knew it.
When there were no more tears left in him, he rose as steadily as he could. He looked at Dryzl's peaceful face one last time, giving her cheek a loving caress. He stored it in his mind for the days ahead, just like her last words.
"Goodbye, my love," he said at last.
His fists opened, both sending a jet of flames out through the Force. The worn wooden floor gave way to flames, rapidly ravaging the room around him. Akio watched as they licked up the walls, the salvaged furniture, creeping their way to the bed. He watched as they licked around her body, unable to touch it, even in its lifeless state. He pulled the protective ring from her finger, the Guardian of Tython he had given her so long ago. As the fire began to reduce her corpse to ash, the Chiss coldly turned away. He donned a dark cloak and pulled a bag over his shoulder carrying all he needed now, both untouched by the fires.
That life was over. Akio closed the door to his heart once more, like he had as a child. He was nothing then, and nothing he had become again.
Done per the request/permission of the Writer of [member="Erud'ryz'ladre"]