"YOU!?" she exclaimed, finding it hard to not give Kuxirra a once over when she had said that. Aayla was supposed to have been there, but... Well, she was busy being substitute Master Shan for the last year or so. It was an even harder ding to her pride when she recalled the other had been a Jedi for less time than she had been training the padawans here. Her eyes flickered away for a moment, and she would return them to lock with the Togruta's. "Then you're truly a hero... A liberator..." Aayla said, more so feeling what time it was rather than anything else. She wouldn't lie, Kuxirra had stabbed her in the heart with those words, and she suddenly felt... Stupid.
Don't get her wrong, she appreciated helping the Future of the order enhance their abilities, but all at once she realized how foolish she was before. Going loose cannon like that. Her eyes scanned over the crowd of younglings, preparing to meditate, and would look down with a visible sigh. Perhaps she needed it more than them today. "Kuxirra, I hope to see you again soon... I'm going to go ahead and lead these younglings in meditation. Unless of course you guys want to join?" she asked, that worried look left her face, replaced by her smile.
She was right after all, perhaps obedience carried its own reward. For now, she herself needed to clear her mind. Think about what to do next, but the main thing in her mind was finding a way to get an audience with the council. She had apologized back then, but it wasn't sincere. She felt outed for doing what the thought was right, and didn't focus on the reality of what they were trying to convey. This time, perhaps with some thought; the council would see that she had reformed her sometimes over the top ways.