ANSWERING THE CALL ON THE SECOND RING
Crait
Outside group - Old Rebel Base
They continued their “discussion” for a few moments more, that is when Connel received a call on his comm-link. It was a lead he was following in his quest to find and bring
Coci Heavenshield
or “Aunt Coci” back to “The Lion King”
Thurion Heavenshield
, or “Uncle Thurion” to him. He wanted to stay to continue the discussion, to even listen to more of what was being said, but this was something he could not turn away from. Of course Caltin understood, agreed with, respected and admired Connel for his dedication, so they hugged as Omega Squad’s transport flew in, and floated long enough for the Shadow to jump on and fly away.
Caltin waved “goodbye” and walked back into the hangar, to more conversation. He felt inordinately calm, and collected, and recognized it not being natural, that meant that someone was emanating the aura of calm from their own connection. Not trying to figure out who it was, the big man was actually grateful that someone had thought of it. The voice of reason needed to be a calm one.
He looked at the expressions and mannerisms of some and pondered their motivations.
He listened to the words of several and unfortunately knew. While he was not prepared to completely agree with
Zhea Nox
just yet, he understood where she was coming from, as well as her motivations. She was a calming presence, and would not be in this frame of mind without the proper motivations.
Maybe she is calming everyone down.
Caltin knew of
Thal Mantis
by reputation, and while they had never met, he knew that the man was violent in the words he spoke. Though his motivations were not simply to attack, but to rebuild, he and Zhea, as well as “Askani” were of similar minds, just different levels of extremity.He decided to observe further before making any judgments. Caltin believed that understanding the dynamics and motivations of each individual was crucial for the success of their mission.
Then reality hit him when his eyes landed on
Vilka Keldra
. She was not only the one calming everyone, she was also someone he had known for a long time. Though again, he was not fully prepared to accept this talk, he understood where they all were coming from. Right now the memories of the past are still bothering him, the cloud of the Dark Side that destroyed the old Jedi Order. The Clone Wars being nothing more than a power grab. No, this was not a comparison to the Clone Wars, or Palpatine, or anything of the past, but history has a nasty habit of repeating itself in some way shape or form.
Was the galaxy truly “broken”, or was it just an interpretation? Do we truly have “enemies”? It was times like this that he truly missed being “One” Order. No, Caltin did not wish to go back to those days, but there was such enclosed space, relatively speaking, and with so many Jedi in one space, communication was practically Forced, no pun intended.
”Communication.”That’s it!
Sera Inkari
seemed to be of the notion that she was in need of guidance of some kind, so he walked back over to stand next to her. Crossing his arms over each other and looking at the floor, he decided to wait a little longer to speak, to get more information to give his thoughts on, rather than just jump in. There were too many issues that were being ignored. He had not felt this type of cold since the last time the big man was on Yavin VIII. Shaking his head as he listened to some, he tried his best to draw out good points of what they would say. There some, like Thal Mantis bringing up basically waiting for the right time to act, was a point to be made, as he also lamented the status of many of the Jedi today. The emotions of the losses that have been suffered were hard to ignore as well. Especially with one of the Sal-Soren twins…
Triplets… you’re forgetting Blaire…
Who??? Oh well. Anyway she was speaking of the Jedi’s true responsibility, and what truly was that? Supposedly it depended on who you talk to nowadays.
What indeed was their primary concern, well right now
his concern was motivation.He knew that understanding their true responsibility was crucial, but it seemed to vary depending on who you asked. Right now, his main concern was motivation. The losses suffered were hard to ignore, especially with one of the Sal-Soren… “triplets” but does that justify retribution? Do you blame the wielder of a lightsaber that cuts off their own hand? Do you blame the weapon? Do you blame the instructor?
He listened to Askani, and while it was good to hear that she was not talking about open war, what about in private? There was too much nuance to what she was saying right now.
Then came the outburst from the male Sal-Soren… Brandyn. Caltin actually felt good to see someone standing up for themselves, and what they believe in. There was nothing wrong with having issues, but this was turning into something it shouldn’t have ever been. The lightsaber pointed at her made him want to reach for
“Conservator”, his own, but he could sense no true anger or aggression so he held back.
When I was younger, for a long time… I would simply jump out of my ship when I was at a destination. If I was going on a mission, I would get to the planet and not bother landing. I would just jump out. Not looking ahead, not thinking about the landing until it happened. Now, I understand the concerns that are being brought up. I do, and in many cases, I can understand and even agree with many of them… and I’m sorry for indirectly quoting anyone here… but “Fighting”?
Really?
I haven’t always been the biggest follower of this, but have you forgotten some very prudent words:
There is no emotion, there is peace.
There is no ignorance, there is knowledge.
There is no passion, there is serenity.
There is no chaos, there is harmony.
Your protest message will be destroyed.
When I was younger, I tended to lean on phrases, and cliches to make my point. One of them was, and still is that:
When you stare long enough into the abyss, sooner or later it will stare back. When it does, don’t blink.
This is the moment that the abyss is staring back at each and every one of us, and if you give in to fighting your own… blindly… and I mean that as respectfully as I can… fighting without having all of the information you can get and exhausting all other options… you will be doing just that, blinking.
FInally looking up and around at everyone, a scowl on his face that he had not worn since he was a Knight, he felt his fists clenching. He felt the energy he used to feel. He was getting
mad.
I’m not trying to tell anyone here what to do, or where to go. My word means little, and I am big enough to admit that. I am, however, standing here trying to make sense as to the “why”. If you want to rebirth “The Lightsworn”, just say it. If you wish for the “Ashlan Crusade” to ride one more time, confirm your opinion. All I am saying, know your “enemy”, though as a Jedi, I was unaware that we had “enemies”. Yes, there are threats, and will always be threats, but “enemies”? Looking down and sucking on his gum line, he continued his point.
Institutions are indeed flawed, but is this gathering not trading one for another? Another phrase… I don’t remember the exact wording… forgive me… 900 years can have a toll on the memory sometimes… but “If you kill a killer, the number of killers doesn’t go down”. Finally pulling his cloak off, he thought about something and finally.
I was just thinking about this, and while I do not wish to go back to those days, one thing that I miss about there being “One” Jedi Order, aside from The Green Jedi and such… was the primary Temple being where everyone would travel to. So many Jedi in one relatively small enclosure forced communication. We always talked to each other, about missions, about perspectives, everything. Why are we not doing that here? There is always a time for talk, and I ask you? Each and every one of you who believe that we must fight. Those of you that believe that everything that is going on now is simply “continuing the status quo”...
Have we not talked to those who “we” feel are responsible? Have we not approached the New Jedi Order? Whoever else? All of this talk amongst ourselves… all of these thinly veiled words with multiple approaches and meanings. Standing and throwing blame without talking is simply gossip to me.
You’re standing at the loading ramp of your ship, at ten thousand feet. If you are going to jump, just do it. Just don’t cry when the Dark Side overtakes the galaxy because you want to throw blame instead of talk…
Diplomacy is a weapon of the Jedi too… Now it was his own turn to walk away, though he walked to the back. He did not stay for the cause or the “Burning Truth”, he stayed because this herd of nerfs needed a bull to watch over them.
Maybe I am too old to be around this anymore. This has never been my way... maybe I am nothing more than a relic.