Nathan was lost in a haze of pain and dark memories in his unconscious state.
He floated in a void of black and pain, the removal of his arm still fresh in his mind.
A Lich during reconstruction was how he had almost died today.
He could feel the Force Bond he hated pressing in on him.
Syd Celsius
, currently being puppetee by the Persona of The Reflection joined him in the void.
"And what have we here, my dear?" The red head asked. "Poor Nathan... always in some kind of war..."
"Leave me be, Witch..." Nathan snapped in the void.
"No." she replied with almost a sneer. "I have been milling it over...and I am starting to think myself not as satisfied with our arrangement as I thought..."
"What you're satisfied with isn't my concern. You're going to continue helping me whether you like it or not or you will
instantly become priority one to me..." Nathan replied.
The Reflection leaned forward.
"No." she emphasized. "I have tired of your endless hostility. You have been compensated by the Force many times over from what this Host took from you. Yet still you maintain your endless vow to kill her and, by extension,
me, when all is said and done..."
She leaned closer.
"You know what I think? I think you have too much to lose now. I think, this is an excellent time to renegotiate the terms of our association.
"Never. I would rather
die again." Nathan said. "This only ever ends in Violence. You don't
get to walk off into the sunset after what you did."
"And you do?" The Reflection replied incredulously. "We are
both guilty for how Laertia turned out, Nathan. And you have moved so far beyond the scope of your supposed duties I honestly believe you're starting to forget why you went to such lengths, just as Laertia did."
"You're still the only creature responsible for Lysandra." he shot back.
The Reflection eyed him without sympathy, and her reply genuinely gave him pause that he couldn't easily dismiss.
"It could also be argued that where me and Lysandra was concerned, The Force was punishing you for your treachery towards Elaine. You pushed Elaine, who, as fanatical as she admittedly was, never tried to do anything but help you after meeting you as an adult. It was your choice to harbor a desire for revenge, not tell her what she did. I didn't make you do that. The
Dark Side didn't make you do that. That was you. I'm wondering if you've genuinely learned anything at all."
"I've learned to handle the most important matters
personally if I'm going to do my dirt."
"Ah, then you have learned nothing from your initial downfall except to never trust third parties. All these gifts the Force has given you since your resurrection...and still it is not enough. You must kill me or it all means nothing. What about your new family, Nathan? Is killing me worth the risk of losing them?"
Nathan hesitated.
"There it is. The flaw in the armor..." she said. "Ironic, isn't it? You made yourself vulnerable by not wanting to be alone..."
"Is that a threat you just made to them?" he asked, seething.
"Of course not. I don't have it in me to take your loved ones from you
twice Morris. But you are leaving me with very little options for resolving things peacefully between us."
"No matter what I am guilty of, no matter how much I stand to personally lose,
you are going to pay for murdering Lysandra Crownwraithe and for sleeping with my daughter, Phyre." Nathan snapped. "Expose my whole empire. That's what your hinting at, right? You'll push House Bloodscrawl into the limelight if I don't drop my vendetta. Not happening. This can only end in
blood Phyre. It HAS to end in blood. Whether you bring me down by talking or bring me down by lightsaber, this
ends. In. Blood." Nathan insisted coldly. "If I let you go? It would be tantamount to saying I don't still love Lysandra. I
cannot let you walk away. I
will not let you walk away. I would suffer the death of my original family a thousand times. I would rather die
in agony then permit you life after the Brain Demon is no more. (Nero's Fiddle: 90 XP)
"Kill me and I will always be with you." The Reflection replied. "Kill me and you will
never be free."
"You're always with me as it is, even when we are apart. And I was never free for my entire existence. The fate you describe will be nothing new to me." Nathan shot back.
The Reflection genuinely looked miserable and crestfallen.
"We should not be enemies. We should never have been enemies..." she lamented quietly. "We could have taken each other to heights of New understanding of the Force with our Dyad. Why can you not see we are stronger as one then we could be separate?"
Nathan's tone remained as cold and icy as it had been when she started talking to her.
"Being bound to you for eternity is a hell I wouldn't wish on
Carnifex." he said flatly before waking up in pain, feeling Syd's heartbreak at his reply still. He didn't care.
Their paths were set.
Nathan was led out of the lower levels on a stretcher, barely conscious as he was floated by
Jonyna Si
and
Jack Wright
, his left arm below the elbow severed by lightsaber.
He would be rushed to the nearest treatment facility to begin the work on getting cybernetics installed...