perseverance
Cordé Sabo
He didn't catch it.
Eyes blinked and followed along to the words, but it didn't register entirely. Not at first anyway. All Sion could think was- oh... she kissed me... oh, it was so nice. Oh, she is no longer happy. The self-loathing and hate coming off of her was overwhelming. So much so that it left Sion a mute. He could not speak, even if he wanted to.
His eyes were wide and stared down at her.
Even as his hand reached out, she was already gone.
"Oh..." Sion swallowed and then blinked furiously. Everything looked double, his cheeks were wet, until a furious rub with his sleeve dried them right up again. "Does she hate me?"
But why the kiss then?
Lamely Sion traveled further into the facility. Part of him wanted to catch up with Cordé, yes. But... what was there to say? She had kissed him, he had kissed her back and then she pushed him away. You couldn't come back from that, could you? Sion didn't think so. Instead of chasing after those bad feels, he tried to get away from them.
The more distance there was between Cordé and himself... the bet- no, that was a lie. Instead the bad feels were now only his own.
But then? The closer he got to the aquarium with the creature in it? The happier he started to feel again.
It was a foreign feeling, alien, but Sion let it in.
Better than to feel the ache in the back of his chest.
He didn't catch it.
Eyes blinked and followed along to the words, but it didn't register entirely. Not at first anyway. All Sion could think was- oh... she kissed me... oh, it was so nice. Oh, she is no longer happy. The self-loathing and hate coming off of her was overwhelming. So much so that it left Sion a mute. He could not speak, even if he wanted to.
His eyes were wide and stared down at her.
Even as his hand reached out, she was already gone.
"Oh..." Sion swallowed and then blinked furiously. Everything looked double, his cheeks were wet, until a furious rub with his sleeve dried them right up again. "Does she hate me?"
But why the kiss then?
Lamely Sion traveled further into the facility. Part of him wanted to catch up with Cordé, yes. But... what was there to say? She had kissed him, he had kissed her back and then she pushed him away. You couldn't come back from that, could you? Sion didn't think so. Instead of chasing after those bad feels, he tried to get away from them.
The more distance there was between Cordé and himself... the bet- no, that was a lie. Instead the bad feels were now only his own.
But then? The closer he got to the aquarium with the creature in it? The happier he started to feel again.
It was a foreign feeling, alien, but Sion let it in.
Better than to feel the ache in the back of his chest.