The words, whether written or spoken, haunted her. Quinn Varanin wasn't used to making mistakes, but when it came to heart matters, she was flawed. It was a consistent motion of where her fluttered heart landed each time she was hurt. No one felt they were good enough for her, but what if, at the end of it all, Quinn was the problem? The more she thought about it, the more the blonde woman became irritated. How many times did she have to chase, only to get hurt in the end?
Vesta didn't want her, Sylvia didn't want her, did Alina still want her? Did Alina still want her as much as Quinn wanted Alina? The woman was the only constant in her life, allowing her to follow what she wanted while waiting in the shadows. Yet, Quinn still couldn't hold on to her. Even the young Confederate noble got in her way, almost killing the Vampriss in hopes of saving the princess. All of it caused the turmoil she was facing now. Traveling the galaxy on whims, trying to find Alina long enough to talk, long enough to apologize, long enough to tell her how much she loved her.
Quinn clutched the cloak around her slender shape while she trekked through the outskirts of the battle. She sensed it, the power that this planet held, and often found herself catching glimpses of those that wandered aimlessly into the afterlife.
"They're not real." She mumbled quietly under her breath as she continued to move, drawing closer to the pounding sensation through the force. She knew it to be Alina, and as the woman entered her towering shape, Quinn stopped and watched.
Was this the same Alina? Quinn paused before breaking into a sprint. Her feet pounded against the ground as her lungs burned. Drawing closer, Quinn was finally able to see what was happening. A dark ritual, one that had Alina's new shape hovering over some monstrosity. Logically, Quinn knew she shouldn't interfere and wait until everything was over. But what if Alina was preparing to sacrifice herself? The woman was terrible at self-preservation for as long as Quinn had known her.
Instead of listening to logic, the Echani woman dropped the black hood from her head and shouted with the aid of the force, amplifying her voice.
"Alina!"