Braze shifted his weight, adjusting the wrappings again—more out of habit than anything. He let out a slow breath, his voice low and rough when he spoke.
"Things went bad for me." A pause, then a hollow-sounding exhale.
"Really bad."
He rubbed at the back of his collar, gaze shifting away as he studied the ground.
"Didn't have much of a choice." He swallowed, jaw tightening before he forced himself to go on
. "Or maybe I did. Maybe I just—" He cut himself off, shaking his head.
"Doesn't matter."
The tension in town had eased, the wary looks from the refugees fading once they realized he wasn't what they'd feared. That should've made him feel better. It didn't.
His fingers curled against the strap of his canteen, but he made no move to take a drink. His throat ached, dry and raw, but the weight in his chest was worse.
"It's not easy... bein' like this." The words were quiet, edged with something bitter.
"Hurts like hell, yeah, but…" A long pause, before he finally admitted,
"My pride hurts worse."
A short, humorless breath left him.
"I feel like I should've—" His voice caught, and he clenched his jaw before finishing,
"I dunno. Just… something." He gave a tired shake of his head.
"Shouldn't have ended up like this."
Braze hesitated, then finally looked at Aris, his expression tired but sincere.
"But I appreciate you." The words came softer now, stripped down to something raw.
"For not looking at me like I'm useless."
Because right now? He wasn't sure he could convince himself otherwise.
He exhaled, a slow, weary thing, then dipped his head in a shallow bow toward the kind strangers.
"Thank you… for your kindness."
There was sincerity in it, quiet but genuine. Even if his body ached and his thoughts dragged like feet through deep sand, he could still recognize kindness when he saw it. And for now, that would have to be enough.
But even standing here, even with help offered, Braze felt out of sorts—adrift. He was supposed to be learning
how to survive the desert, understanding what it meant to live as the Tuskens did, but instead, he was barely holding himself together. His body still hadn't recovered from his time alone in the sands, and though
A'Runda
had done what he could, the Warden hadn't had much in the way of medical supplies. Water had brought him back from the edge, but it hadn't healed him.
That was why he'd set out again. He hadn't been looking for a town—he'd been searching for the oasis A'Runda had spoken of. He'd clung to the idea of it, of cool water and shelter, of something untouched by the endless, punishing suns.
But he'd gotten turned around.
And now, instead of an oasis, he'd found this settlement. A stroke of luck, maybe. Or just another detour. Either way, he wasn't sure he had the strength to keep searching right now.
Braze just seemed…
defeated.
Not just exhausted, not just worn thin from the journey. There was a hollowness to him, like his spirit had taken just as much of a beating as his body. Maybe it was the heat, the dehydration, the sheer toll of pushing himself past his limits, but there was something in his gaze...glassy, and unfocused, that made it seem like he wasn't
entirely present. Regardless he seemed compliant for anything that Aris wished of him.