3rd post
Tellan Lake, The Kyber Range Mountains,
5km West of the Hallowed Scar, Ilum (Early-Spring of 877 ABY)
'Thank you, sir.'
Happiness, and despite all the fearsome facets of the Mandalorian's reputation, it suited her.
Like it was the most natural thing in the world to see on Shai's face, and not a hint of it bore a single sign of a menacing sneer at the corners.
Uncanny, but further absolving the young warrior of blame.
'They will still watch. They need to watch.', Maji would warn in the moments following Barran's eyes-off order for the snipers at
FOB: Reverence, speaking in perspective through an honest and realistic lens. Fully aware of Imperial bodyguard-protocols from her time in the 501st, Shai's instincts kicked into overdrive in her urge to caution,
'It will be treason for them to leave their Lord-Regent undefended.', in an attempt to hit the point home, though Erskine's mind was drifting to Fel and his fatal propensity to fight solo in silent contradiction. And in this, the Woad also missed the shift in the Mandalorian's vocal tone, but when he turned to face Shai as she continued,
'I don't deserve anything anymore, Erskine. I did bad things when the Maw turned me against my people. I… I gotta make things right.', there was no mistaking the reasons for her cautious looks towards the naked songsteel by then.
The things they make us do in this Galaxy....
'I'm thrown out of my clan. My people hate me, my achievements and honours are struck from the records… I'm little more than an outsider. My only hope of making right is to do what I can. Even… even if that means cutting off the head of the snake.'
The blame was being laid at the feet of the Galactic Senate before, but in the matter of Maji's former clan, the proverbial finger of judgement could do nothing but point right back at Barran himself, and he knew it. Even if he had somehow denied it openly, Lord Erskine would find himself completely incapable of escaping the truth of the matter, forever fated to live with the reasons why he was making peace with the clan he let down in the first place; the old Woad understood that his actions on Csaus had led to this, and in the eyes of his own Goidelic kinsmen, this was viewed as especially sinful - with many dark implications attached to those who would lead friends astray in such a manner.
It had all led to this, and as the mentor looked to the right hand of his champion it rested with reluctance on the Beskad's hilt, the true weight of his actions rendered him speechless, completely gobsmacked by the intensity that drove her to brave such a endeavour. It wasn't just an obligation in the hopes of redemption, not any more, and much to the old Woad's dismay, he was walking in the makings of rightful retribution.
A penance to be paid for his drunken, pig-headed complacence.
'Erskine… leave. Go home, abdicate and retire. Be with your wife, love your last son. Thomas… he's looking for you. He wants your head. Don't… don't stick with this path… please? Just let go and enjoy your last years in peace. I don't want to do this to you.'
The fingers twisted silently around the broadsword's grip, unseen for the Woad-blue silken lining of his hilt hiding the nuances of finger, thumb and lower wrist-regions, though the change in demeanour elsewhere would reveal all in Barran's mind in contrast. He knew the demand for abdication was of Senatorial origin, and knew the appeals for a happy retirement came from the heart of the Mandalorian standing before him, but wherever the threat of a vengeful firstborn spectre had come from, Lord Erskine could not say. Perceived to be an added spiritual appeal to emotion in poor taste, the Lord-Regent's gaze finally lost it's kindly glow as he replied,
'You will not play mind-games like this, not in my pres-', until he was stopped in his tracks by the sudden realisation she was sticking sternly to her statement.
'And how is it that you know this for a fact? The only way we could identify him was by the charred tooth we found at his last known-'
Like everything he ever knew was crashing down around him, burning his entire existence down to the ashen cinders that resembled his soul, the revelation, truth by truth, would click into place with each puzzle-piece. It was no secret the Scar Hounds and Death's Hand alike had accepted Shai's presence as a comrade, and in the understanding of her access to the Mawite rumour mill, there was no doubt that rumblings, honours and interactions would have occurred in the process. But the worst part of it, the worst possible outcome of all the actions pertaining to his firstborn, was that which had transpired in the last years of the Mongrel's life - Asher had given Thomas more in life than Erskine ever could.
Granting fame, status and a future among people who truly valued their leader's successor, all of which had turned out to be exactly what Thomas had been fighting to achieve in his first life, trying his utmost to step out from under his father's gargantuan shadow to become his own man, but in the end dying to the idiocies of the one who was casting shadows.
The cruellest, most insulting ironies of all.
'Devilry.... An' it's all my fething fault, Shai. 'In case you didn't realise, it was my poor judgement that led to his death in the first place. Thomas has every right to want me dead.'
From warmth from before, to the cold and murderous, then widened looks of teary-eyed, abject horror; it seemed that Eternity was done having it's neglectful way with the Barran family, but in the elder's atrocious run of militant heartlessness, the unseen hands of fate had finally begun to toy more angrily with the Goidels' ill-fated ruling clan. No longer an entertaining nuisance to swipe aside when bored, but looking very much like a gnawing irritation to the flow of their best-laid plans, and seemingly aggravating enough to force the resurrection of another Barran to solve the problem with lasting finality. The Old Woad was in a very dangerous situation, and as much as he put it off for the sake of all around him, reminders like this were always at the ready to show Lord Erskine the sharpness of the knife's edge on which he was standing at all time; and in the estimation of the sort of man his firstborn was likely to have become, along with the guesswork on the sort of resources available to the Scar Hounds at the time, the Lord-Regent quickly surmised the power wielded by the monster of his own creation.
'But I have no other option but to fight on as I always do, making it just another potential fate I march gladly towards. I'm sorry, Shai. But.... On the grounds of diplomatic and personal duty, I cannot accept your terms!'