Help.
It was hard to come by. Sometimes even harder to offer out, let alone to that of a foe. It was often that Corin let himself feed on that embittered poison in his mind, in his soul, the type born on the streets of Denon and allowed to fester in a war and surrounded by others considered superior to yourself. Of better morals, of better nature, of a kinder soul. Nature and nurture, as it were; some more succeptible than others, Corin was too stubborn to allow himself to learn. Too stuck in his ways, no matter how callous and cruel those methods sometimes were. But there was one voice, one person, the kind that never surrendered Corin to his own self-determined fate - certain the Padawan could be better, learn to be better. Fixed up.
Kaze never quit. Unyielding. Good to be found in everyone. It drove Corin to the ledge, it urged Corin to reach out with his own hands, demanded that Corin allow what little energy the Padawan had left to be thrown into saving a man that tried to kill him and his peers for no reason other than that this was a man, someone alive, and all life was precious. It all deserved to be saved, even as hint of regret voiced itself in the pit of his stomach.
"
Jand, no!" Corin called with Dagon's words, and weary eyes reared over his shoulder. Unfocused on the soldier, on the threat, the one that Corin made every effort to pry from an all too fatal fall. He settled his vision on Jand, left in a stare, even as the Imperial allowed his final words to be uttered - the mention of a murdered Iris ate at him, reaffirmed the instinctive first thoughts that came to him mere moments ago, yet those thoughts were not what Dagon envisioned for him. Even if for a fraction of a second, the Padawan wished to let him fall. "
It's not our way."
He pleaded once more in the words of another, only ever half-convinced that Corin believed in them. The effort alone, it said something. He told himself that much, at least.
But for all his efforts to halt Jand and aid the stormtrooper, Corin was burned for it; stabbed for it. His attention was stolen by the sharp and sudden sting that seemed to have taken all control from his own hand - a knife embedded in it, from one side to the other, the muscles twitched in inaction as crimson leaked from other side across his hand and down onto the snow. His other hand, once on the Imperial, rushed across to his wrist as Corin could do little else than mutter incoherent and violent words at his own hand behind gritted teeth. His eyes settled over his attacker's as those last few words made themselves known, sung out into the silent cave, all before the man slipped into the blood black nothingness.
Corin keeled over, slumped over onto his back. He felt the cold touch of the snow and ice, how it felt across his torn clothes, seeped into the fabric, into the holes and across his broken flesh, into the cuts, across the bruises, impacted on the broken bones. He was not cold, there was no cold to be felt. Not as his body burned, and leaked.
"
You fought well," Corin muttered with exhaustion, even as those final few intended acts came at a cost. He understood it too well, maybe that's what ensured Corin felt no bitter fury towards the other Padawan. Or maybe he was simply tired, too tired. "Thank you."
His head rolled over, his sweat-matted brow collected flakes of snow in his hair with his hot breath on the air ahead of him. "
You never answered me before." He breathed, afraid of the answer and afraid to ask. "
Iris... Is she dead?"
The idea of it. His responsibility, his soldier. His... friend. Dead. Lost. It hurt worse than the thirteen shattered bones that tore across his beaten frame or the knife that breached his hand and severed tendons.