Kamon's OOC
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Of course. He hadn't expected her to understand. He'd wanted her to, but he'd understood she likely wouldn't. She had a good heart, but it was clouded by what little she knew, and that was focused solely on the world she'd been born upon. She couldn't know the horrors of the wider galaxy. She didn't know how his people had been mercilessly slaughtered by a cult group called the Primeval. She didn't know that he was really trying to keep the galaxy from destroying itself, because that's what it was going to do. It was going to eat itself alive unless someone did something about it. He couldn't really ask her to understand that.
"I never lied to you, Paa'lee. How I am with you is who I wish to be, but out there I can't be that person all the time. I'm trying to save the galaxy from itself. I know it's hard to understand, and maybe if you have more time you will someday."
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a device. It was a simple button activated homing beacon. Nothing special, but he'd be able to track it anywhere in the galaxy. If she needed him, or simply wanted him to come to see her, she could use it.
"Take this. If you wish to see me, press it and I'll come. I won't come find you unless you do."
Standing, he looked at her and considered reaching out to her, but he knew that if he did, she would back away. She didn't understand that the evil people he worked with were a necessary means to an ends. That was alright. He was entirely used to having people leave him. All of his apprentices disappeared. Even Kith had left him. He was used to being pushed away or ditched, but it still hurt more with her because he loved her. He'd given Kith the freedom to leave as she wished so he couldn't be mad or upset at her. Instead of saying anything further, he turned and started walking back the way that he had come.
She could stop him, or call out to him as he went, but he didn't expect her to.
I do love you, Huntress. I'd do anything for you. Maybe someday you'll understand why I do what I do.
"I never lied to you, Paa'lee. How I am with you is who I wish to be, but out there I can't be that person all the time. I'm trying to save the galaxy from itself. I know it's hard to understand, and maybe if you have more time you will someday."
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a device. It was a simple button activated homing beacon. Nothing special, but he'd be able to track it anywhere in the galaxy. If she needed him, or simply wanted him to come to see her, she could use it.
"Take this. If you wish to see me, press it and I'll come. I won't come find you unless you do."
Standing, he looked at her and considered reaching out to her, but he knew that if he did, she would back away. She didn't understand that the evil people he worked with were a necessary means to an ends. That was alright. He was entirely used to having people leave him. All of his apprentices disappeared. Even Kith had left him. He was used to being pushed away or ditched, but it still hurt more with her because he loved her. He'd given Kith the freedom to leave as she wished so he couldn't be mad or upset at her. Instead of saying anything further, he turned and started walking back the way that he had come.
She could stop him, or call out to him as he went, but he didn't expect her to.
I do love you, Huntress. I'd do anything for you. Maybe someday you'll understand why I do what I do.
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