Grigory was not entirely oblivious. His difficulty understanding the vagaries of the human condition notwithstanding, his hearing was acute enough to hear what passed as conversation between the two women, and he gathered it hadn't gone as expected. That was fine. The cub was not, to put it mildly, the best advocate for herself. She had improved by leaps and bounds since they first met. She was no longer the haggard, malnourished waif he found in the alley, desperate for a meal and a break from the voices in her head. Now she was a blacksmith well on her way to mastery, a warrior of no small amount of skill, and certainly no longer in desperate need of protein and carbohydrates. But, she still needed a break from the voices, and that was one thing that Grigory feared he couldn't give her.
He was a bear, after all. His psychology was as different from that of a human's as his physiology. The same traits that allowed him to shrug off blaster bolts and smell prey from a quarter mile away made him spectacularly ill suited for dealing with mental illness. His brain didn't work the same way, and whatever sage advice he might be able to offer, he simply didn't have the frame of reference to understand her struggles. Even in the lab, he no memories of being weak or powerless. The world to him was made out of cardboard and paper, and he had to move with care to avoid shredding everything around him to bits. There was no one and no thing that frightened him. Fear was an abstract, something that he understood in theory, but had never personally experienced.
This Ess though, she seemed like she was on the cusp of a decision. It was possible that there was hope. Not for him, mind, but for Matryoshka. He neither needed nor wanted help, but her? To help a cub in need, there wasn't much he wasn't willing to do. If that meant selling his services as a killer, then so be it. It wouldn't be the first time, and it wouldn't be the last. The problem was, he wasn't the one that needed convincing. That role fell squarely on the shoulders of the investigator.
There was only one thing for it. The best way to demonstrate his resolve, outside of killing anything that stood in his way, was with his cooking.
How was it that Ess had wanted her fish? Lightly kissed by flame. So be it.
The preparation was simple. The salmon was cut into fillets, which were further divided into slices an inch wide, running the full length of the fillet. To them, he applied a simple glaze of soy sauce, mirin, sake, sugar, and a sort of soup stock make from dried and preserved fish from previous catches. The glaze was important. It combined three important qualities: it was both sweet and salty, but had a depth that allowed the flavors combine into something more along the lines of savory, but had a distinct twang from the rice wine that hinted at sourness without actually turning the flavor profile. The alcohol content would allow it to catch fire, the sugar would allow it to caramelize and scorch, but the soy sauce wouldn't allow any one flavor to become overpowering.
The grill was wood fired, but had a fan that could raise or lower the heat as necessary. The bear cranked it up, creating a blazing inferno that was almost, but not quite, hot enough to forge with. Each piece of fatty meat went into the fire for only a scant few seconds, just long enough for his nose to detect the all important chemical reaction as the glaze heated and the skin scorched, creating a glossy coating over the surface of the fish, with black around the corners. The intense heat allowed the fibers of the meat to expand and separate on the surface, which in turn allowed the glaze to intermingle with them, penetrating into the fish. The wood and the char combined to add a pleasant smokiness, which further pulled the flavor profile into savory, and pushed the inherent sweetness of the glaze into the background.
Such precision would take a humanoid chef decades to master, but Grigory had two all important advantages: his nose, and his brain arms. With his nose, he could detect the precise moment when the chemical compositions changed under the heat, and with his brain arms, he could both insert the chunks of meat into the fire without fear of being burned, and ensure that they cooked evenly on the surface, while leaving the insides quite raw.
Once withdrawn from the fire and given a moment to rest, he dusted them with freshly ground black pepper, a light coating of sea salt, and garnished with pickled radish and ginger. The steaks, meanwhile, were finished with their rest cycle. It seemed a shame to plate such a dish on cheap plastoid cookware, but he had neither the time nor the space to haul around fine ceramic dishes. As a side, he prepared a salad of local edible herbs that had a pleasantly citrus smell and taste, drizzled with a dressing made from rendered fish fat, sake, and soy sauce that tied it all together.
Why go through all the trouble?
No mere beast could come up with a dish like this. It wasn't wild improvisation, but rather, the work of years of practice, thought, and experimentation. Even with his natural advantages, Grigory wouldn't have been able to come up with a dish like this without the sort of relentless perseverance that one so rarely found in bipedal societies. There were five star restaurants in the gleaming towers of Coruscanti high society that couldn't boast fare like this, and the bear knew it. If Ess was half as perceptive and cultured as she let on, she would know it as well. And if she wasn't, well, maybe she would make an offer just to keep a steady stream of gourmet food on hand. If it helped the cub, that was a small price to pay.
One final detail: as he placed the dishes at the table, he poured a measure of soy sauce into a small dish, and placed it next to Matryoshka's plate. She couldn't get enough of the stuff, and he was only too happy to oblige. As much as she'd sweated in the fight, she'd need to replenish her electrolytes. It would help ease the soreness and stave off any potential cramping. If Ess didn't make an offer, they still had work to do on Saijo, and he needed her ready.
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