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I have a plan....... RUN!

As I had thought, the ship jerked when she got excited. Quickly I had pressed on the brakes and gotten us to stop. Shaking my head as she said that she was sorry, "Don't worry about it hun. That was your first shot, You just have to get better at it." She kept smiling at me. Looking closer to me, yet staying away. I might as well decide to ask now rather than hide it. "Do you find me attractive?" I didn't know if she did or not. She had been flirting with me, yes, but sometimes a woman will flirt just to try and get rid of a person. Rather than actually having feelings for them.



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She let out a deep breath, and nodded when he told her it was ok. He was right, it was only her first time, and she would have plenty of time to learn everything in the future. It got pretty quiet for a second, and she was caught completely off guard by what he asked her. She blushed a little, and looked over at him. Her mouth was open and she moved the hair from her face. She couldnt even look him in face for fear that she might laugh and he might not take her serious. She finally pulled it all together, " Well, I know I can be a bit of a flirt, but that just me. But to answer your question, I do find you attractive..." there was more she wanted to say but she decided to just leave it alone. She turned back around in her seat. It was awkward, and it seemed like they were sitting there for years.

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I nodded as she answered my question. I had caught her off guard, and hence her reaction. Truthfully I expected it. But I didn't push further. I knew that she might have said more, but she stopped. and as the silence followed, I was mentally beating myself up. Asking her was the wrong thing to do, because now she knew that I know about her feelings for me, for the most part. Even as we sat there, it felt like years had gone by. With my head down low and shook my head. "Sorry about that. I uh... I shouldn't have asked that."

I didn't wait for her to reply. I stood up and walked out of the cockpit. I moved to the boxes and grabbed the robes from the armor that was stored in there. The crimson robes were able to be separated from my armor, and it was good that they could. As I was going to walk away I stopped. I don't know why, but my gut told me to.
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Her head was facing forward, and her hair covered most of her face so her expression couldn't be seen. Her eyes were loking down, and she was still so surprised that this was even happening. It was just awkward, and she felt like maybe she had creeped him out. Then he apologized, and before she could turn her head to get a good look at him, he had gotten up and walked away. She sighed while her body turned in its seat following his out the room. She shook her head and slammed her hands into her lap, "Dammit!" She wasnt gonna let him just walk away. She got up eventually to go after him. She finally found him, and proceeded to approach him and he suddenly stopped moving. "Morna...why'd you walk away?" She said with her arms crossed, and a worried expression on her face.

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I began to stand up from the boxes. Wanting to go and take a shower then try and sleep so I could forget about this. Turning around to face her. I probably didn't look pretty. Shirtless, bruised, cut up, and had a nose ring ripped out of my nose, I had a feeling that I looked better than I felt. She asked me in a semi-loud voice of why I walked away. I let my head dropped as I rubbed the back of my neck. "I left.." I stopped then looked up to her straight into the eyes. "I left because I made you feel uncomfortable. and really its none of my business of you like me." Looking at her, I held out my robes and showed them to her. "Thes robes are the color of blood, whys that? Its because I use to work with the Sith. I am a Spellweaver of Kro Var that has been exiled because I killed 40 of my own kind to steal a ship for the Lords of the Fringe. Even then, You are a Jedi, or kind of like one, when I am as close you can call a Sith without being one."

I let the robes drop from my hands. I told her the truth now. And seeing that now I had, I didn't want to lose what we had, Even though we had only known eachother for a few hours. "I just..... I." I didn't know what to say now. Coming back from that would be hard. but I gave it a shot. "I tried to join the Jedi, but it failed. Even my Master that I had, fell to the Dark side. Now, I see that even the most.... unlikely of people, can still fall." Even though I had just met her, I didn't want her to experience what I had gone through. With my parents being killed, joining with the wrong people, killing my own people, and then still keeping my self with the Fringe, I didn't want to bring Rang in the middle of all of that.

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Her left hand gripped her left arm. She turned around to face him, yes he was a bit beat up, but she had seen worse. He finally made eye contact and began to talk, and respond to her question. She felt soo bad, the mood was so serious, and overwhelming. She listened to him, and she was just caught offguard, that was it. Then he showed her these robes, and began explaining himself more. He went through his past, and pointed out all the bad he had done. She shook her head, and sighed at the end of his summary. She watched him drop the robes, and she looked up at him. He went to talk about how he tried to be a jedi.

"Morna.." she said taking one step closer, "I know you've done some bad in your past, I dont... care about all of that.. ive only known you for awhile, but I feel like I've known you far longer. I can tell you have good heart, atleast I think I can tell. And.. im sorry, I shouldn't have said that I...I was attracted to you.." she said looking down and sighing.

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With her listing to me the entire time that I had this quiet rant about my life and how I was different from her I shook my head. She told me that she should have lied. Shaking my head I looked back to her. I walked up and grabbed her arms so she would look me directly in the eyes. My grip was soft and not in anyway harmful. I knew that my eyes would be blue instead of the firey orange when ever I was angry. And I spoke in a slightly hushed tone. "Don't ever lie unless it is to save someone or your own life. Lying on the little things will seem harmless, but this is how I ended up of a lie that I made when I was just 7. If I didn't ask the question in the first place, then you wouldn't need to answer me. In fact, I'm glad that you find me that way. I'm not angry or mad at you. I just don't....." I let my grip from her drop and I shook my head breaking the eye contact. With a slight smile because I was laughing at myself, I spoke, "I don't want to put you in danger of what I have seen and experienced. Call it guy-being-over-protective-instinct, but as much as I had just met you less than a few hours ago, I like you, and don't want anything bad to come of you."

I let myself fade out I knew that she might have a few words to say, but I don't know if I could talk anymore. Letting my hand hover over the robes, I pulled it up to my hand with the force. "I'm sorry." I started to walk towards the showers. Maybe there I could clean up and rest later on before I would have to take her home.
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(Sorry, Had an unexpected LOA.)
 

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All Rang could do was look at him, this couldve been avoided if she just kept her mouth closed. She was completely thrown off when he grabbed her arms, it wasnt in anyway harmful, but it was firm and tight. She hadn't a choice, but to look him in his eyes; which were blue. He spoke in a hush hush voice, telling her to mever lie unles it was to save someone, and that he was happy that she even found him attractive, whih made her think to herself, why there was even a problem! He was going to say something else, but then he let go. He no longer looked at her, but he explained that he didnt want anything bad to come of here which she expected, he just couldnt stop being over protective. She shook her head, and she called out to him, but he didnt turn around. All she got was a "I'm sorry" which really hurt her, and he walked away. That was it. Nothing else was said. She didnt know what to do so she just went to bed. Tomorrow was gonna be their last couple of hours together, and most likely they wouldn't spend them talking, but she hope they would.

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(Oh its completely fine. Dont worry about :) )
 
After I had taken my shower, I decided to try and stay away from Rang for a little bit. Instead of walking towards the quarters where she would probably have been sleeping, I opted to sleep in the cockpit. With how long I had been on the run, and being in places no one was supposed to be, I got use to sleeping in uncomfortable places. But at the moment, the chair was rather nice. I wanted to sleep for as long as I could. And would not look for anything that would wake me up. Even with that, I turned off the engines and let the ship idle in space around the planet.

Once again, I dreamed of being in my house at the age of 7, and watched as a rogue sith cut my parents down. destroyed the house by cutting the furniture, and even to go as far and stabbing holes and cuts into the walls. He then left and I stayed in the cabinet under the sink in the kitchen. Rocking back and forth, I could not stop myself. It was like I was just reliving my past and could do nothing to change it. I started to cry. Tears flowed down my face burning as they fell. I then screamed on the top of my lungs cursing the man who killed my parents. Cursing life, and then I just screamed, only this time, I was not in my dream.

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(Its ok, I'm sorry as well. Been really busy with another character :) )

She awoke from her sleep when she heard the loud screams, that echoed throughout the entire ship. She sat up for just a minute, not wanting to get up and inspect it, but nevertheless she did, rolling her eyes as she got up and slowly walked to the door, and looked down the semi dark hallway. She squinted her eyes, and took slow step, slightly ducking, and looking around the corners. Her hands was running down the sides of the ships metal walls; just a little cool to the touch. She let out a loud whisper, "Morna!" She didn't want to take any more steps. After a moment of no response, she sighed, and walked towards the cockpit. She peeked through the door, and saw Morna there. Hmmm "Morna? Are you ok?" She said walking further into the room, and standing by the door.

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I almost jumped out of my skin. I looked to see Rang as she asked if I was okay. Grabbing my necklace, I clutched the pendant on my bare chest. It was my mothers and moving my black sweat drenched hair out of my face I nodded my head. "Sorry, I um..." I moved myself to get out of the chair. Walking over to Rang I tried my best to force a smile on my face. "I'm fine, just a bad dream." I had the same dream almost every night ever since my parents death. "Happens all the time, no biggie."

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