I seen better days. (Xander)(Ask)

[Saki]

[member="Maya Whitelight"] [member="Xander Carrick"]

Saki blew out a breath. "There is always a better way but if she was on the battlefield she would have most likely been hurt by worse people. If you haven't noticed the jedi are going crazy with darksiders now." She knew he must have heard they were pretty much ready to kill without chance of redemption. Then she heard Maya and turned to Xander. "I did what was needed, pulled her out before she took a life and became an agent of the sith because you just said it. They don't deal in grey they are black and white and the only way her son was getting out of there was a body bag after she killed him and swore herself to them. Did I attack her? Yes and I even used most of my strength but I did it because she can become a very real threat and listen to her. She doesn't even want to accept it."

 

[Garza]

I hated this.

While Maya was seemingly losing her mind, Saki told me about what she had done. While the little I saw on the footage, I wanted to know the real extent of what happened. Nodding my head, in a thankful gesture, I turned back to Maya. I grabbed her hands within my own, and simply looked at her speaking softly. "Maya, I need you to listen to me. Okay?" I waited for a nod or for her to say yes, and then continued, "What has been done, is done. There is no need to look back on it. The Sith Darth Veles is probably wanting to come and get you back for the Sith."

I closed my eyes for a second, and then once opening them, continued, "I need to know what happened during your time with them. I need to know..... everything." While Saki was still in the room, she would be there as a witness to what Maya was saying. I didn't want stupid credibility issues to get in the way of finishing this.

[member="Saki"], [member="Maya Whitelight"],

 

[Maya Carrick]

It was in her eyes that told what need to be know. Still in her own mind she hadn't done anything was going to as she was still a very strong if not stronger in the light. Knowing that all those around her told her other wise. What did they think she as a child that knew nothing of what she had been through.

You want to know everything, my dear love please dont I..can't make you fully understand you either as I wanted my child back so bad. I done such things that I myself am still confused about it now finding myself ..never mind...

I love you Xander

Down to her knees fell upon as tears seem to come from her own eyes.

[member="Saki"] [member="Xander Carrick"]

 

[Garza]

I..... I don't know what to do. Maya started to break down. Telling me that I would never understand. I shook my head. Arguing with a crying woman was not a smart thing to do. Nor was it a morally good choice. I knelt down and wrapped my arms around Maya. Holding her.

I knew of my heritage. My parents had been forced to leave me. And I know that this child, was forced to leave his own. I knew, and know how he feels. Maya and I won't feel the same towards the child. Her loving him like every mother should, and I loved him because he was dealing with what I ha been forced to do as well.

I didn't speak, or utter a word. There was no need as I just held her. Letting her cry and make the shoulder of my tunic wet.

[member="Maya Whitelight"], [member="Saki"],

 

[Maya Carrick]

All she could do for that moment was to let go all that she held inside of her. It was a lost to her very heart. It had been in her vision had her own self by thing she would protect him by keeping him hidden. It was all her foolish thoughts that she could handle. It came to past that her own tearful eyes did she look upon Xander glaze to her.

"what I hve done I am only one with many faults one being that I let my own selfish reason come between knowing what my heart is will always be yours.", as she looked at Xander more deeper then every before. Finding herself not caring Saki knew their true relationship between the two of them being more then just close friends but that of lovers. [member="Xander Carrick"]

 

[Saki]

Saki looked at the two and shrugged she didn't care about their relationship, hopefully it would solve the problem of her joining the darkside and fix things as it were. She casually moved to go and find some of her own.

 

[Garza]

I knelt down, letting Maya state her faults as Saki Moved to walk away. I didn't speak. Knowing that we might, just might talk later. I wanted nothing more than for Maya to be back with us. Taking a hold of her cheek with my hand. I smiled at her. Albit it was stuck between a sad, and a relieved smile.

"Everyone makes mistakes. You cannot avoid it. If you didn't make them, then how would you learn of the good things you have?"

I pulled her to me and kissed her on the forehead. "Just promise me, next time you do something, you will think it through. So that I, our children, or others will have to deal with more pain than we already do." I embraced her. "Because you will hurt yourself as well, and I don't want that happening to you."

[member="Saki"], [member="Maya Whitelight"],

 

[Maya Carrick]

[member="Xander Carrick"]

Falling against Xander chest that what she did felt the warm coming from him. It had been a few long days knowing she had a much more to come and learn from the Tea. As she let herself be petted to sleep for now.

Smiling as she went on to curl up into his lap as she knew nothing better right now then to be in Xander arms her cofered her protector.

 

[Garza]

I continued to pet her. Letting her sit there in my lap. I held her close to me. Wanting nothing more than for time to freeze and keep us here. So that we could leave the war on its own. To be here together, would be my wish. I didn't want to have to deal with the pain of life. But to feel and experience the good things, you need to know what the bad things are like. For that. I vowed myself to continue searching for better times with my love. And maybe in the future, look for something more.

~FIN~