Alden Kyr’Nau
Alor of House Naak
PLANET: Ryloth
LOCATION: About 100 click east of Nabat
POSTING WITH: [member="Mira Talus"]
Settling into position Alden takes a long deep breath. He'd needed a break, the weight of responsibility weighed heavily upon him and it was beginning to affect his mental state. While he was doing his best to be the person his people needed him to be he wasn't suited to a leadership role. Some of the people under him insisted that was what made him a good leader. Too often in the past had their Alors and Mandalors been war mongers, power-crazed, megalomaniacs. They insisted that Mandalorians were better off when their leader didn't even want the position. When their leader was the kind of man who only held it because he was who the people wanted in charge. All these assurances provided little comfort.
Most of his close advisers, the ones who told him such things were aware of the truth they kept from the others. The secret that could tear him down if it was ever made public knowledge. What they weren't aware of was why. Why he had done what he'd done, why he'd made the decisions he'd made, and why he'd been in that prison alongside them. If they'd known the truth, if they'd suspected it they may not have been so quick to leave him in charge. It was one thing to have a reluctant leader it was another to have a... a thing like Alden had been in charge of them. The only reason he didn't just run away was his desire to change, the words of a dead man, and the Resol'nare which had become the foundation of his new life.
Most days he could cope with the demands, the weight of expectation, and the responsibilities. Today though it had all felt like too much. He'd needed a few hours away from everything, from everyone, a few hours where he could just be alone and breath. Be alone and be himself... or whatever passed for such a nebulous concept with him.
So he'd headed deep into the jungle with nothing but his Beskar'gam, his saber, and his shatter rifle. Which was perhaps a bit of overkill but he needed to wear the armor until it was a second skin and he didn't like going anywhere without a weapon. He wasn't quite sure what he was doing out in the lush foliage of Ryloth's equator but he found walking in the perpetual twilight so far from everything to be soothing. He'd eventually come to this shaded pool of water and after settling down he'd just sat and breathed. He was feeling almost ready to face everything again now that he'd just had some time to himself his eyes closed his mind slowly emptying.
LOCATION: About 100 click east of Nabat
POSTING WITH: [member="Mira Talus"]
Settling into position Alden takes a long deep breath. He'd needed a break, the weight of responsibility weighed heavily upon him and it was beginning to affect his mental state. While he was doing his best to be the person his people needed him to be he wasn't suited to a leadership role. Some of the people under him insisted that was what made him a good leader. Too often in the past had their Alors and Mandalors been war mongers, power-crazed, megalomaniacs. They insisted that Mandalorians were better off when their leader didn't even want the position. When their leader was the kind of man who only held it because he was who the people wanted in charge. All these assurances provided little comfort.
Most of his close advisers, the ones who told him such things were aware of the truth they kept from the others. The secret that could tear him down if it was ever made public knowledge. What they weren't aware of was why. Why he had done what he'd done, why he'd made the decisions he'd made, and why he'd been in that prison alongside them. If they'd known the truth, if they'd suspected it they may not have been so quick to leave him in charge. It was one thing to have a reluctant leader it was another to have a... a thing like Alden had been in charge of them. The only reason he didn't just run away was his desire to change, the words of a dead man, and the Resol'nare which had become the foundation of his new life.
Most days he could cope with the demands, the weight of expectation, and the responsibilities. Today though it had all felt like too much. He'd needed a few hours away from everything, from everyone, a few hours where he could just be alone and breath. Be alone and be himself... or whatever passed for such a nebulous concept with him.
So he'd headed deep into the jungle with nothing but his Beskar'gam, his saber, and his shatter rifle. Which was perhaps a bit of overkill but he needed to wear the armor until it was a second skin and he didn't like going anywhere without a weapon. He wasn't quite sure what he was doing out in the lush foliage of Ryloth's equator but he found walking in the perpetual twilight so far from everything to be soothing. He'd eventually come to this shaded pool of water and after settling down he'd just sat and breathed. He was feeling almost ready to face everything again now that he'd just had some time to himself his eyes closed his mind slowly emptying.