John felt cold and irritated. Sitting upon a worn rock, overlooking the valley of the Dark Lords, his head resting upon his fist, he felt cheated, robbed of all that he deserved. He was destined for greater things. He could not spend the rest of his life wallowing in hatred for his sibling, for that what he could not touch, that taken by time.
Why had he loved, held above the common man, while John was forced to lie in his shadow? He grew angrier as he knew he could never touch him again, never feel the warmth as he spilled his blood. He would have laughed at the sheer prospect, had he not been alone. He knew he had some basic control over the force. That he had confirmed by crushing the possessions of his brother many years ago without touching them. They just crumpled under his rage.
The light side was no use to him. It's teachings of peace were useless and idiotic. How was he to channel his "inner peace" when he felt such passion, such emotion? Passion was the emotion that spurred progress. That he knew, as he sat, the sun setting over the horizon and the cold darkness of the night consuming him. He craved that which he could not have. The most dangerous thing for a man is the thought of what could have been. And he was consumed by it.
Why had he loved, held above the common man, while John was forced to lie in his shadow? He grew angrier as he knew he could never touch him again, never feel the warmth as he spilled his blood. He would have laughed at the sheer prospect, had he not been alone. He knew he had some basic control over the force. That he had confirmed by crushing the possessions of his brother many years ago without touching them. They just crumpled under his rage.
The light side was no use to him. It's teachings of peace were useless and idiotic. How was he to channel his "inner peace" when he felt such passion, such emotion? Passion was the emotion that spurred progress. That he knew, as he sat, the sun setting over the horizon and the cold darkness of the night consuming him. He craved that which he could not have. The most dangerous thing for a man is the thought of what could have been. And he was consumed by it.