Darth Carnifex
Mia Monroe
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Darth Malum of House Marr
Cyan colored text indicates an illusion.
In an instant, the ancient Sith Lord was upon her. The attack of the plants did nothing, and all his decades of experience and skill came crashing down like an anvil.
Elise's vital organs were protected by her buy'ce, but she somehow felt the strength of the blows even from weightless blades. The plasma scorched her white and red armor, leaving black stains of smoldering tribulation. The beskar'gam was a lighter model, meant to allow for more speedy and dexterous movement. Elise tried her best to weave away, but the mighty tower that was Carnifex was simply faster than her. Elise tried to block with her plasma shield and beskad, but she constantly was outmaneuvered and outclassed. The strikes hit her softer armorweave, and the great heat of lightsaber blades against flesh settled in. In rapid succession. Beneath her buy'ce, tears started to fall from her eyes.
Why?
A long slash ebbed into her side, burning and stinging her deeply.
I was supposed to finish it...
Multiple, small slashes were rapidly branded on her arm, between her beskar plating.
He's better than me...
Her legs, her waist, her arms. A multitude of cuts and gashes slid across her. It hurt, so much, that she gasped and cried out in pain.
But I should have been able to.
A heavy strike against her shin plating caused her to fall off balance.
I was a prodigy!
Elise lowered her rifle, standing in the center of the savannah field. All around her, multiple targets had been set up, from a variety of distances, and all moving. The six year old girl looked around, at all the targets she had shot. Every single one was a bullseye. And she had done this with Force Suppressors in her system.
Her mother surveyed the scene a couple feet behind her. Her arms were crossed as she looked around. She looked at Elise, giving her a nod and smiling.
"Good job. You're a natural shot, Elise."
The girl beamed proudly, holding the large rifle in her little arms as if she was a trained soldier. The targets were all scorched with blaster bolt bullseyes, but the machinery continued to whirl them around. Elise lowered her rifle properly and approached her mother.
"If I'm so good at this, then why are we still training? Shouldn't we start doing something else I haven't learned yet? I know there's a lot!"
The girl's eyes dazzled in excitement. She wanted to become the best Mandalorian she could possibly be! She wanted to learn it all, and make her parents proud. The her surprise, however, Gwyn's smile dropped as she shook her head.
"Not yet. You need to pace yourself, Elise."
Elise felt a trickle of annoyance in her, as her eyes burned with fire.
"But why! I'm so good at this, I can do the next thing good to, right?"
Gwyneira lowered her arms, closing her eyes and sighing.
"So impatient."
The young woman chuckled, opening her cybernetic eyes and taking a couple steps forward, towards her daughter.
"Elise, you're a lot like me, y'know. I was so good at everything I set myself to. Schooling, learning to fix machines, my college courses, learning to fight, learning the Force, my Mandalorian training... I graduated highschool when I was nine years old, and attended college afterwards for about eight more years. When I became Mandalorian, it only took a short amount of time training for me to catch up with other Mandalorians, who spent their entire lives learning to fight."
Elise looked up to Gwyneira, in awe. So talented! She had always known her mother was a brilliant engineer and warrior, but
this? She was brilliant!
Gwyneira chuckled, shrugging as she casually stated,
"Yup. I was a prodigy for sure! That Arkanian brain of mine certainly helped!"
She approached Elise, extending her hand and flicking her forehead. She leaned down, smiling warmly.
"Same with you. You're good at everything you set yourself to. I hadn't expected you to quite take to training the way you're already advanced in schooling, but you've got the same brain I do! And, you're in a far better environment than I was. As far as I'm sure, you're going to grow up to be better than me."
Elise blushed, unsure of how to take all these compliments. Her mother was showing her with praises, telling her that she could be even stronger than
her! What an amazing line of thought! But Gwyneira stood back up, her face growing more serious, as she lifted her finger and shook it.
"But you can only do well if you work hard, Elise. There are no shortcuts to success, even talent. You must continue to hone your craft, and practice your art. Metal is only shaped through the heat of a forge and the pounding of a hammer. Regardless of how brilliant that metal is, it is useless if simply left as an ingot."
Elise tilted her head to the side, still frequently lost in Gwyneira's tendency to use similes and metaphors regarding her many crafting vocations. And yet, she also was beginning to catch on.
"So, I need to keep training what I do know, so I continue to improve?"
"And so you don't grow sloppy." Her mother smiled as she witnessed her catching on,
"You can't become complacent, adi'ka."
She lifted her arm, placing it warmly on Elise's head.
"You are naturally gifted and talented, Jac'Eli'Serum. Take advantage of that! Continue to hone your skill, train with integrity, and resist the temptation of taking shortcuts. In time, you will be a most impressive Mando'ade."
Gwyneira dropped to her knees, adjusting Elise's grip on her rifle. The child had forgotten that she was holding it, and had been holding it in a loose and improper position. As Elise's hold was fixed, she gripped the rifle. Gwyneira gave Elise a firm but kind smile, a fire alight in her own amber eyes.
"Make me proud, Elise!"
Elise fell to one knee, gasping as her heart pounded. She had been pushed near the edge of the platform, covered in lightsaber strikes. Another one slammed into her head, and the blinding sparks against her visor made her wince as she fell over.
What went wrong?
Another strike against the plating on her waist, before another slash joined the others across her stomach. She was close to simply curling up and huddling in the fetal position.
Was I complacent after all?
Another strike slammed against her shoulder plate, red light blinding her in the close contact for a mere second.
"I don't get it!"
The young teen looked over the textbook in front of her, drawing a blank. She had always been so good at studying! She graduated highschool courses at age eleven, and had since then only worked harder than ever to become a Mandalorian warrior! But, it had not been enough for her. After her father went MIA during a mission, she had become determined. She was going to save the galaxy. She was going to become the strongest hero, and save people like her sister and father from their own sorts of fates. Instead of taking her verd'goten, Elise chose a different path. Now, she was training to become a Novanian Shaman.
But being a shaman... was so much harder than being Mandalorian.
She was struggling. Naturally, she aced most texts on history, theology, and sciences. She dominated the training yard, where Shamans trained in self defense techniques. She was already a skilled healer, with both the Force and traditional medical practices. But... there were other struggles. This particular textbook covered the Dreamseer's tenacity to interpret visions and dreams. It was one thing to memorize hard facts, work with tangible numbers, and learn all the details needed in most courses. But having to learn to interpret things has had no solid answer? Having to be flexible, and work around roadblocks in her path?
The fourteen year old set down the book, sighing heavily. Even worse than this, she was hardly capable of using Mother's Root - after all, as an Ajayid, she struggled so much more to even build a tolerance to that stuff!
For the first time in her life, she was not good at everything she did. She was not indisputably talented, and she not the prodigy she once was. She grimaced, wondering once again if this Novanian Shaman thing was a good idea.
"I... can't."
"Oh, so she has a ceiling after all.... About time, Elise!"
Elise gasped, turning her head to see her Novanian mentor,
Siyarr Ahan-Mitharran
, enter the room. As he stood behind her, the Arkanian gave her a determined nod. A fire burned in his eyes, similar to the one Gwyneira had in her own eyes so many times. Elise's eyes widened as she realized... he was cheering her on.
"Now break through it, as you've watched others break through theirs in turn."
Elise saw, in her memories, the image of her little sister, Mevia Vizsla, panting as she once again glared in disapproval at her own beskad cuts on a training dummy. Then, she saw her again, once more cutting the dummies with far better precision. Elise looked up to Siyarr as he clenched his fists, the mysterious dreamscape glowing in his eyes.
"Show me the more I've seen in our dreams! And if I've seen it, we both know the Gods have seen it in turn!"
Elise's eyes brightened as she clenched the tome in her hands. Siyarr commanded her, strengthened her, as he roared,
"NOW SHATTER YOUR CEILING TO DUST!!!!"
Elise grimaced. Tears streaked down her face, as she flinched from yet another strike against her arm. And yet, she felt a sense of determination. She had come so far! Why... should it end here?
She was not about to give up because it was hard.
She reached for her belt, pulling out her mother's lightsaber.
The purple blade screamed as it was emitted. The amethyst blade blocked his scarlet's as she gritted her teeth, pushing through the pain.
"I trained! I sweat! I bled!"
She pushed herself to her knees, shoving the lightsaber back in a block.
"To stop bullies like you!"
Using the Force, she leapt up, jumping over her opponent and landing on shivering feet. Her knees buckled, and she nearly collapsed again. Panting, she realized that even the bacta and stimulants her beskar'gam was pumping into her could not account for her plethora of wounds. She didn't have much time left. But she
had to try.
"Even if I die!" She clenched her lightsaber, pulling her Charric pistol from its holster,
"My purpose is to stop people like you!"
Flickers of memories danced in her eyes. Her secret meetings with Malum Marr. Discussions of duties and dreams, even as they made love together in secret places. How they hated to see each other sacrifice themselves for their duty, but did so anyways with hope for a better future.
Elise lowered herself, unleashing a missile from her jetpack directly towards Darth Carnifex. But she was not done. She extended her vambrace, firing her rocket towards him as well.
She saw her sister in her mind. How Elise had been driven, watching the slave girl rise to a powerful Mando'ade. And how she had failed her little sister, by focusing so much on her duty that she left her behind to grow more powerful.
She aimed with her Charric blaster, firing towards her enemy even as the explosives rang. From her Jump Boots, she emptied her remaining Whistling Birds upon him.
She saw her father, who went missing on a mission long ago. Presumed dead. She saw her mother, the one always left behind for her family's duty. She saw her auntie, her older cousin, her father figure Siyarr, her mentor Mia Monroe.
"You can't save everyone." Mia's voice rang in her ears
But Elise darted forward, despite the pain, with her lightsaber in hand as she continued to fire her pistol.
But I have to try!
What was she doing, leaving them all behind for this duty? What was she doing, forsaking her love and her family for war once more? What was she doing, risking everything, for a fight she could not win?
It was her purpose. To vanquish the evil that made this galaxy a cruel one.
Because she loved them.
And there was no greater love than to lay down one's life for their loved ones.
Whatever remained of Darth Carnifex in the smoke, she desperately lunged with the lightsaber she only knew the basics of using.