As she continued to listen Master [member="Coci Sinopi"], her confusion grew bigger and bigger. Her words were wise, and it seemed like she was telling the truth. She was right, it was Jedi's job to help one in need, but in her opinion, the method they were using was wrong. Nobody should have been treated like a caged animal just because they needed help. And then, Knight Harrison didn't seem that evil to being held in a cell like that, and it would be humiliating for him too. She tried to control her emotions, contain herself and try to act calm, but maybe she was too far gone.
Was she weak, as the Master beside her said? Maybe he was really gone dark, and she couldn't see it because his power was making her heart want to help him. Maybe she shouldn't have come here in the first place, but it was too late to think about that right now. As she watched the Master slowly leaving them alone, she realized that she started to shake, as if her strength was fading away slowly. Now, there were only Nima and Knight Harrison. She wanted to leave him alone there, just run and never speak with him again, but somewhat, her legs stopped moving and she just looked to the man, with teary eyes. "Why... why are you doing this? I.. I can't change the world, it's not my choice to judge you. I am only a Padawan... You are asking me to deny everything that I believed once."
Her headache worsened, like she was getting sliced slowly by a lightsaber. She was walking on a thin line right now, and she didn't know what was right or what was wrong anymore. She just wanted to believe something, anything. She put her hands to the glass, trying to control her balance. "You.. you are asking me to ignore all the orders from the Masters and just believe you.. And why... does my heart want to do that? " she didn't want to think anymore, and finally, she lost it. She was there, all broken.
"Just... just leave my head alone... Knight Harrison... You both trying to enter my head just to fill me with your own lies. Just stop it! PLEASE! I am tired! Tired of being used by both sides! I can't live like this... I don't know what to... who to believe anymore!..." Finally, she couldn't endure much confusion and pain inside that she started to cry, tears dropping from her cheeks. She felt like the ground was shaking, as if she was losing all her strength.
[member="Connor Harrison"] [member="Thurion Heavenshield"] [member="Kahne Porte"]