He had a different perspective on the fallibility of materials used to build a wall, a structure, due to having been born with claws that could make shreddings of durasteel - a benefit of being what he was. Just as his claws could do such a thing, so could a lightsaber. So, he tried to build this 'wall', this 'tower' with mental beskar, but found himself only capable of a few layers of durasteel. Durasteel bricks were a funny thing, in his mind, but he would do whatever he could to manage some protection, finding quickly that this might be a problem he couldn't tackle so thoroughly with the Force. Still, he did as instructed, building his 'wall', erecting his 'tower', brick by brick and searching for weaknesses, but they were hard to see.
He did what he could, and however small, it was still something.
He reinforced what he could, sealed what he could, but the feeling grew that he might need something more than what he could do alone. So this was what a true weakness felt like, and the memories he had of Manaan brought concern to this discovery. Despite this, he kept looking, kept trying to make this mental protection the best it possibly could be, though the effort was more taxing than any feat of the Force he had ever performed.
Even sweat beaded on his forehead.
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