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Unreviewed Jadeite Collection # 38

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Matsu Ike

Emberlene's Daughter, The Jedi Generalist
Matsu Ike
Character Bio
OUT OF CHARACTER INFORMATION
GENERAL INFORMATION
  • Media Name: Jadeite Collection #
  • Format: Holocron Section
  • Distribution: Unique
  • Length: Medium
  • Description: To further expand and dive into Matsu Ike's holocron offering insights, information and in some cases rare instances of the force.
SOCIAL INFORMATION
  • Author: Matsu Ike Matsu Ike
  • Publisher: Self
  • Reception: N/A
FORMAT INFORMATION
Created as part of Matsu's holocron it serves as a roadmap and training aid giving information about the jedi's various research and discoveries as well as experiences.

CONTENT INFORMATION
"There is great power in legends, in myth... something's though are more then that. Thus wielding them requires something more then mere desire. It sometimes requires skills, sometimes items, sometimes another. I know this, I know that the act of learning, of controlling or mastering can take longer then there are breathes in this body in several lifetimes. Time itself is a but a barrier to those who fear its passing.... beyond vanity, beyond patience, beyond age there is an underlying thrum to the galaxy that binds all things.... and with that connection there is acceptance. With that connection the forbidden becomes the fulfilled... and anything becomes possible."​

It becomes interesting to see... understanding the more ancient things in the galaxy that are still in ways far more advanced then what we currently have. I have tried to find an understanding within the universe by tapping into the more ancient things. Ashin Cardé Varanin Ashin Cardé Varanin sought the force priestesses and is one of the few that I know who has really seen or walked in the places far older and weirder then the galaxy.

"Sasori started largely to augment and help the order, it grew far larger and more reaching then I ever could have thought and I have had to bring a lot more people within it but we have never stopped trying to do with one hand restoring what the jedi have had and lost. Recovery of the past and preservation while looking towards what can be advanced to aid, what can be built to help and pushed to the limits. It is how I discovered the Sea of Origin. Encountering the force in a rawness and purity, once it managed to be touched and reached by myself and a handful of others. It was.... intense, strange and something hard to explain. The infinite energies of the force collapsing into the small form of a mortal, entrapped within the flesh, within the cells. I stared into the abyss of the force itself and succeeded, perhaps far too well.

"My mind, body became almost fluid as one using and connecting to the cosmic force each particle of their body wants to unravel to be rebuilt into another countless times over. Renewing and bringing everything you are into the force. From a perspective of the force it is called Oneness, becoming a singular being within the force and the few that have touched it describe it as an almost universal awareness of everything all at once. I can say that I could hear the whispers within the minds of trillions, spreading outwards, coming around. Feel the spinning of the galaxies as they slowly move over the millions and billions of years. Seeing countless timestreams and choices of myself.. things that could have been and might have with the smallest changes. Good, bad and otherwise..."

"...But then I reformed, pulled myself back and was aware of the ether... that awareness spilling across to places like Otherspace and the realm of the night. Physically it felt as if I had grown, first larger than others... then ships and cities, continents, planets and then still larger. Galaxies were like flecks of color in ones eye, cosmic dust grit that forms when you sleep. Everything was coming to my mind like light to a black hole, it took everything as for a brief moment all reality paused stars blinked oceans stilled. It felt like I had destabilized reality warping spacetime pulling the moon out of orbit folding entire cities into time loops. People froze in mid-breath. Rivers flowed backward, dreams became real and real became dreams. I heard a voice from two people asking if I knew who I was... one living and one from long ago."

"I looked inward through the black hole of my mind... heart and soul and saw the woman I once was. Flawed, brilliant, scared, angry, joyful I have walked, I have talked, I have shopped. I sneeze. I'm gonna be a jedi who helps when the floods of darkness come, when the corruption rolls back. There's trees on worlds in the galaxy since those who came before moved on, and I don't sleep on a bed of bones. Human tears glowing with atomic fire fell from my cosmic eyes and with a whisper that spanned galaxies I spoke two simple words. 'I remember' And then I was able to do the unthinkable. I shrank Not just my body but my presence, my energy, my influence. It was all compressed into a singular particle, a singular form. What had felt like a thousand lifetimes had been according to my fellow jedi only a moments pause. A heartbeat after I had touched the energies of the cosmic well.​

Something harder to explain but for posterity within this holocron. Being as detailed in my account as can be. Connecting with the primordial force, in places where it has not been touched for tens of millions of years or more. In places where it permeates the fabric of everything. It can be quite a sight and most only Hanna Ike Hanna Ike would be able ot understand it as I share everything with her even if she doesn't fully understand the mechanics of the force.

"I have walked across the surface of the sun. I have witnessed events so tiny and so fast, they could hardly be said to have occurred at all. To be able to track a single snowflake across a blizzard on hoth, To see a micro-civilization rise and fall and rise again only to fall on the surface of an atom in the heart of a dying star a thousand thousand light years from our feet. To stare into the space between worlds where the precept lurk, their secret languages something to learn."​

I have said this to a few, it is quite fun to give an idea of capabilities but few responded like Caltin Vanagor Caltin Vanagor who seemed to take it as a challenge to keep up. I don't know if he really understood but he managed to for a time. Still can't skip while he weighs as much as a dwarf star but he has some potential.

"I've seen horrors. Horrors that you have never seen... but you have no right to call me a monster, you have a right to kill me. You have a right to do that... but you have no right to judge me. It's impossible for words to describe what is necessary to those who do not know what horror means. Horror. Horror has a face and there are a thousand different ones that lurk in the darkest areas of the universe. Horror and terror are in some cases the nicest things you can find. If they were not, then the things that are enemies to be feared. They are truly enemies are from plaaces far worse. I remember when I was a jedi shadow, it seems 1,000 centuries ago. I went onto a world to inoculate the children from a sickness caused by the darkside. To eliminate the cultists who had poisoned them. I left the city after I was done or so I had thought, and at the starport this old man came running after me, he was crying, he couldn't see his eyes were removed."

"I went back there to the square where they had gathered and more people had come back and they had hacked up many of them. The ones who had asked for help, the ones the investigators and sentinels had talked with, worked with and given information to the councilor of First Knowledge. There they were, in a pile, a pile of little bits, and I remember I cried, I wept like some grandmother. I wanted to tear my teeth out I didn't know what I wanted to do. And I want to remember it, I never want to forget it. I never want to forget... But then I realized like I was shot, like I was shot with a crystal. A crystal bullet right through my forehead. And I thought of the genius of that the genius of that, the genius. The will to do that. Perfect genuine, complete crystalline. Pure. They realized that they could stand it, these were not monsters, the men, the women were trained servants."

"The men who fought with their hearts who had families with children who had families who were filled with love, but they had the strength, the strength to do that. You have to have men who are moral, and at the same time who are able to utilize their primortal instincts to kill... It is a moral absolute that the shadows kill, we wipe those away who threaten and corrupt but this was... this was something different. This was a darkness and intent that few could use and I saw, I felt, I knew that they were able to be back among the people.. some would shield them and never betray them while others might flee. It waas the last mission I did as a jedi shadow, transferring to become something simple enough. In the tech division as an engineer and artisan but I could never forget."​

There are not many jedi shadows in the galaxy... ones who emulate the Covenant Shadow sure. Changing their name, operating in ways that allows them to kill, to use tactics other jedi don't... it is in ways a perversion as I have seen some like Connel and Maya who use anger and their emotions. Missing the absolute purity of a lightside beacon. Only those closest like Taiden Keth Taiden Keth who has been steadfast as a member of the Silver jedi.

HISTORICAL INFORMATION
Created as part of the Jadeite grandmasters holocron. The file contains information to aid other jedi who know her and for future generations with a gatekeeper of the jedi master. With a small collection of her thoughts and ideas when it comes to using the force or experiences in using it.
 
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