Just a few days off

[Seanna Vel]

"Psychometry it wasn't that much after before I found I had that gift.", there the tears started to come slowly. "Do you know what its like to get flashes of your mothers death?", as she went quiet again. Giving away nothing more for own. Had she been afraid to let anyone in to her own sower or had she push it so deep to use her own stubborn to push it there.

The moment had came for her to have to trust someone, to take that step that he would be there for him, no matter what would happen in the future. Feeling more then every she grown close to Solan over the year would say nothing for to amide to herself the feelings she keep inside. Reaching up to touch his face gentle now more then anything to show him she cared for him. Knowing that sharing that time with him and showing his daughter to her, spending that time in such a peaceful place. "Solan...I..", she couldn't bring to lips a word she wanted to tell him at less not yet.

"This place is where I have happy memories, but that of something else.",

[member="Solan Charr"]

 

[Aithne Charr]

[member="Seanna Vel"]

"Shh..." He held her tighter, wrapping both arms around her and just putting her close to him. He didn't let go nor would he right now, she was sad... no beyond sad. This was the sorrow that cut into ones very body and laid dormant and spiking in times like this. His hands held her so tightly because he felt that sorrow every day, his daughter felt that sorrow and he now knew it resided in Seanna. "I do Seanna, i know exactly what it feels like... it sucks. It sucks alot." He let her cry, let her mourn, let her get out what ever she needed too. Even words came out, those that began but didn't finished and he just whispered to her while they sat there. "Its ok Seanna, you should know i would never tell anyone about what happens here or what happened to you. You don't have to say anything..."

 

[Seanna Vel]

[member="Solan Charr"]

Finding herself feeling him holding her tightly now letting out what needed to be let out. Even so she felt as if she could with him nothing would would leave this place. When he said it sucked she let loose for real this time not with hate, rage or fear. Just to get it out of her system. Just why now after all these years, why him could it be sometime deeper inside of her. Not wanting to show or tell him her true feelings. Fun every time they would come together. Even in the adventure that they where having. No it was something more she felt from him, she just hope that this would last.

"I can't carry this alone any more, I need you, I given.." as she reach wrapped her own arms around him tightly now. " More then anything she wanted to feel as if he care as deeply as she came to care for him, trust.

"My grandpa, blamed my father for getting my mother killed, I never seen or heard from him again. I stop asking when papa was coming home after awhile after getting the same answer from both my grandparents....NEVER"

Letting herself once again let loose, "You would never leave me never.....never...I'm fear..I'm...falling...deeply.." she just could bring the rest that he loved him.

 

[Aithne Charr]

[member="Seanna Vel"]

He listened to her pained words and kept finding that she cut off before she said everything that she wanted to. Then she spoke words that he looked at her face and her feelings for a moment to know for sure and his head came to rest on hers before he spoke. "Seanna, you are one of the closest people i have come to in a long time, not sense Evania's mother have i been as close to someone as i have with you and i promise you that you will never be without me to come to." He still didn't realize what she was trying to get out but the fear of not having him around was Genuine and he just held her close to him, let her cry or talk, or what ever it was she needed to do. He would be right there to hold her till it was done and then do so after as well. "Trust me when i say that."

 

[Seanna Vel]

Just what she did talked he listen to all that needed to be said. "Please, know I been wanting to bring you to this place for the longest time, but something held me back until now." as she relax fully in his arms. "I feel a bond to this place from the very first time my little eyes set upon this place.", as she looked to the water. "Its seem strange to have a place that I come like this with a gal like me, but I do like the quiet and the serenity." , raising and looking into Solan deeply this time more so then she every done before. It was those lovely deep dark eyes that made her brighten her own eyes.

Putting her hand softly upon is cheek to stroke it softly. Deeply to care for the one that she had first met so long ago, strangest of how it started for him, and how it couldn't ended with him taking off his head, if nothing else for her mouth and fierceness behind it being bullheaded even when she knew she had been beaten.

[member="Solan Charr"]

 

[Aithne Charr]

[member="Seanna Vel"]

Solan's head turned and his eyes stared at her face for a few moments as she talked and told him about her bond to this place, how she had wanted to bring him to here before and a number of other things that remained unsaid. Everything came onto him and he carried it for the time that she needed him too, holding her tightly and letting her explain everything to him from the smallest feeling to the largest. His voice did sound though upon the ending of the last words. "Everyone needs peace in their life, they cant live one without some form of peace of place they can be content in. A Troubled spirit is no better than a tortured spirit in terms of our lives." He smiled at her and leaned his head in to rest his forehead against hers.

 

[Seanna Vel]

Trying to smile for the first time, since they had started talking or was it her own emotions coming out to play. Either way she was happen that she had finally decide to bring Solan to this place holding it dear and closer to heart. All they did for the next few minutes was stare at each other eyes like they where doing now. Being fine with her it was just how he held tightly onto her. Finally feeling safe in someone arms. Not mattering at this moment what laid down the road for them, some how they manage to find one another and be there for them.

"My spirit is that but more complex to understand, oh heck, my sweetie, I don't fully understand it sometimes, or why I let myself be tortured in a way, guess my own hot headiness or even stubborn, we both no I don't have either one.", giving out a little chuckle. "You must now its hard for me to get full close to someone let myself full open to its like open myself up to be wounded in battle, a warrior must always protect what is most dear to them.", not knowing if she even fully made since or even agreed totally.

[member="Solan Charr"]

 

[Aithne Charr]

[member="Seanna Vel"]

He smiled at her and rather than letting her continue to talk because the more she did the more it sounded like her doubt was piling on top of itself and he would not let that happen. Leaning in his smile grew for a moment before he kissed her and just held her like that. Whether she pulled away, turned her head or kissed him back was up to her but to tell the truth he was fine with what ever happened as long as the train of self doubt stopped. He hated that she was putting herself down like this when there was something he could do about it to help her.

 

[Seanna Vel]

Wanting to say more, but couldn't there his lips upon her soft sweet tasting. All it took for her wanting to kiss him back to that own taste of his only he had upon her moisten lips now. Letting her own lips lock for what one could seem to be a moment in time, just how long was only for them to decide for themselves.

It was in that moment along with others that she let herself full, open to him. Even then it seem that all she wanted from him for now was that sweet kisses from him. In more then anything just wanted to be with Solan if only for that moment. "Solan", was all she could say until she once again caught her breath.

Biting her bottom lip then playing with it. "Question for you my sweet love, have you every fished before.", smiling at him still holding him very tightly. [member="Solan Charr"]

 

[Aithne Charr]

[member="Seanna Vel"]

"I have..." He smiled as she turned the topic to a activity rather than her words once more and he thought about the last time he had fished. "Its been a long time though, not sense i was back on Dantooine and before my family died. What did you have in mind then for your question there Vixen?" He smiled and waited for her answer as he thought about her words she had spoken before and compared them with his own thoughts of people before. She was one of the people he knew he could trust and now she was here next to him talking about how he was one of the only people she could be open to. He wondered for a moment how far her feelings went before thinking on if his feelings matched hers.

 

[Seanna Vel]

"Oh, maybe fishing isn't a good way to spend it ", she didn't want to bring up old memorize in him. As she looked at him for a moment more but for some reason she didn't want to let him go it was strange on her part. All she wanted to do in the past was pull away from him run, keep on the game until they ended up somewhere naked together. This was different this place was different also, bring him here of all places.

"Have you ever catch fish with these.", as she let her fingers dance over his own hands before letting them lace into hers. Whispering in his ear, "It might have to do with out so much clothing." seeing if he would at less take off his coat and shirt for this fun in the stream by the old rust place up a little ways.

[member="Solan Charr"]

 

[Aithne Charr]

[member="Seanna Vel"]

"Can't say i have fished with my hands before, i tend to avoid getting pricked with the spine of the fish if its all the same." He heard the next line and smiled though he just looked at her for a moment before shrugging. "I don't know, if i have to do without so much shouldn't you follow suit?" He smiled wider at her in that moment and waited for her response to it whether it be a return retort or not that came around to bring to him a level of curiosity. "Then again, i suppose removing clothing would not be too bad at all if things went certain ways."

 

[Seanna Vel]

"Its up to you how many clothing you want to get way.", after which time she let herself go down to her under garments. After all she couldn't go any more then that after which time she let her bare toes touch the water a bit on the chill side but still this would be fun. Always with her there nothing that would be normal down but still what she just done infront of him had her puzzled. Wanting to go more but she could do that for later afterwards.

"Well, are you coming in or are you afraid something with get to cold and shirk up to much to be of uses to you later.", after which time she let herself go in deeper, even with the chill of the water it was still very much relaxing to her for the most part.

Finding herself over to Solan, "I need to teach you or you just want to watch me."

[member="Solan Charr"]

 

[Aithne Charr]

[member="Seanna Vel"]

He shrugged and watched her for a second as she began before turning his head. For once he had the reaction he normally never had, with her atleast. But he also had not a drop in him and the reaction was purely him. Something he when in his right mind fully knew would happen, a reaction he knew why it happened but as he glanced back at her he just stared at her for a moment as the second set of words came out. The smile on his face showed as he walked over and moved his body to sit down, looking over the surface of the water while waving his hand for her to begin. "I think ill sit here and stay dry for now, but im sure that if you need my help or someone to save you i will jump right in."