Who Am I?
Sith were indeed right bastards, but Alina couldn't help but tense a little at the term. There were several of her fellow Acolytes she didn't think were bastards in the slightest. Even if they were anyway. Momentary.. Whatever she was feeling. It shifted to curiosity as Sylvia Virtos mentioned being a hypocrite. What would make her a hypocrite in this case? It wasn't like she was a Sith herself. Oh. Wait. Alina lifted her gaze to watch the other woman for a moment.
She was a Sith. Defector.
A part in her mind thought she should just strike this woman down. That's what her Sith training said, at least. Defectors were cowards who deserved no mercy. And yet, that thought faded almost as quickly as it formed. How could she even think about it when the idea of defecting was one that was still present in her own mind?
Her gaze fell back to the floor as she stayed curled up in her seat, her chin once more resting atop one of her knees. "A lot of people would die if it just fell. I don't want people to die." Alina's voice was a lot softer now than before. She certainly didn't want to debate this belief. Her faith in the Empire wasn't from blind reverence. She needed the Empire. Everything she went through would be for nothing without it. All the people she tried to protect. Who died. The blood on her hands from her inability to be strong.
That having no purpose would ruin her completely.
"Do you have anyone you miss?"