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Wielding: Always those knives hidden.
Tags: [member="Ardasz Verd"] | Open
Scherezade leaned back and stared at the sky. It had been a handful of minutes since she'd boarded the gondola, not realizing in advance how slow the things were. Taking a tour around the canals had seemed at first like a smart idea, a nice way to fill a lazy early evening while pretending to be around because she cared in that exact moment, but now she wasn't sure. The gentle sway of the wooden boat above the water, combined with the relaxing atmosphere the planet had to offer had present, had sent her mind reeling.
Everything that had ever gone wrong now floated to the surface of her mind, and try as she might, the boat ride did not soothe it, but only make it worse. She could handle the images, the frozen scenes inside her memories, the way people looked and smelled like when they talked to her or referred to her. That part was simple enough. That part followed her everywhere. Not even her attempt at death had undone it, eased it, or made it go away. But it was the emotional responses of her heart, the pain in her chest that rose with them now, that she did not understand. That made her feel as though the very breath had been punched out of her.
Words eluded her. She wanted to open her mouth and tell the boat man to stop the boat, to let her off, but her throat had run dry. There was no amount of syllables that she could now put together to get something semi-intelligible out. Glowing green eyes looked up from the bottom of the boat to which they'd been glued, and the Sithling gasped, trying to find the air that had somehow ceased to exist in her lungs.
There were other people on the boat. She was not alone. And still she could not find the words, to ask one of them for help, to make them stop the boat so she could get off. For a heart beat, she almost jumped into the water just to get away; but even in her current state she knew that would be suicide. Scherezade didn't know how to swim, had never had the time to pick it up during all her running from mission to mission and training herself to become a better and better combatant.
Another gasp, and her hands gripped the edge of the gondola now, her knuckles going white. A touch more, and she would snap the wood wither bare hands.
No, no, no… She didn't want to cause a scene. She didn't want to make a scene. She had to find her self control, the way to avoid it, to-
The wood snapped between her fingers, splinters flying all around, many of them lodging into the flesh of her hands.
Scherezade turned a deadly pale.