Er'in Tenel
W H I C H - W I T C H
The Force was a sea. Dark and Light, Deep and Shadow. A thousand colours and none at all. Mountains and lakes. Valleys. A thousand, a billion stars. It was everything and nothing at once. A paradox that sought control yet guided all actions. It hurt to look upon, yet look upon it she had, time and time again since she had reached this place with her artifact. If only she stared long enough into the abyss, perhaps she might understand it.
(No one ever accused a Tenel of under-achievement or not aiming far, far too high on your first shot, after all.)
Er'in wept, and wished she understood with all the fire in her heart. She could not go back until... until... until... she could prove her voice.
The vision was a nightmare, a dream and mundane all at once. She could feel others of power - there the Sith Emperor, who she kept beneath the attention of, there her Master and there... was that now? Was that then? Was that...
[member="Katrine Van-Derveld"]
Nightmother.
Oh. That must be then, or now. She would watch. The Mirr shifted beneath her hands and her touch, burning with fire and envy, amplifying the power of one who was well below the rank of Master until... the world blurred, Er'in struggled for control, to slip now would be to crush her soul into the Force and burn.
'There is no colour and all colours. Peace and wroth are shades with which to paint. Paint, child.'
She had never been sure if that had been one of the Ones Who Had Gone Before - if they were even real, or simply her inexplicable guide playing a trick on her - she was descended from a line of power, but she was hardly a Solo - they were all dead. The Ang-tii did not speak truths to her so easily. But Velok, he had taught her to pain with blood and with flesh, to be an artist of hate to guide the mind.
And passion. And while she might not be able to quantify her feelings for Kat and the others, they were strong enough to paint in time and space with, if you had the right levers.
With a snap, a figure appeared in the shadows at the back of the room - Er'in wasn't entirely sure why she was naked, maybe some perverse appropriate theme for the situation - she wasn't entirely sure how she was here either. But the ground felt real beneath her feet, the burning strain in her heart to sustain what was both more and less than a projection at the same time.
She padded forward to the back of the group on bare feet, she was still reasonably sure touching that book was what she might describe as a sub-optimal choice, unless the spirits decided they needed a trickster. But perhaps there was something to this idea of Force Entities - spirits or ones who had gone before - and she was one hundred percent certain if the Nightmother didn't want her here - or the spirits didn't want her here - even with the power of the Mirr and her limited understanding of alien force techniques, she wouldn't be here.
(No one ever accused a Tenel of under-achievement or not aiming far, far too high on your first shot, after all.)
Er'in wept, and wished she understood with all the fire in her heart. She could not go back until... until... until... she could prove her voice.
The vision was a nightmare, a dream and mundane all at once. She could feel others of power - there the Sith Emperor, who she kept beneath the attention of, there her Master and there... was that now? Was that then? Was that...
[member="Katrine Van-Derveld"]
Nightmother.
Oh. That must be then, or now. She would watch. The Mirr shifted beneath her hands and her touch, burning with fire and envy, amplifying the power of one who was well below the rank of Master until... the world blurred, Er'in struggled for control, to slip now would be to crush her soul into the Force and burn.
'There is no colour and all colours. Peace and wroth are shades with which to paint. Paint, child.'
She had never been sure if that had been one of the Ones Who Had Gone Before - if they were even real, or simply her inexplicable guide playing a trick on her - she was descended from a line of power, but she was hardly a Solo - they were all dead. The Ang-tii did not speak truths to her so easily. But Velok, he had taught her to pain with blood and with flesh, to be an artist of hate to guide the mind.
And passion. And while she might not be able to quantify her feelings for Kat and the others, they were strong enough to paint in time and space with, if you had the right levers.
With a snap, a figure appeared in the shadows at the back of the room - Er'in wasn't entirely sure why she was naked, maybe some perverse appropriate theme for the situation - she wasn't entirely sure how she was here either. But the ground felt real beneath her feet, the burning strain in her heart to sustain what was both more and less than a projection at the same time.
She padded forward to the back of the group on bare feet, she was still reasonably sure touching that book was what she might describe as a sub-optimal choice, unless the spirits decided they needed a trickster. But perhaps there was something to this idea of Force Entities - spirits or ones who had gone before - and she was one hundred percent certain if the Nightmother didn't want her here - or the spirits didn't want her here - even with the power of the Mirr and her limited understanding of alien force techniques, she wouldn't be here.