[SIZE=10.5pt]Darkness...[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]Pure darkness...[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]When Nima stepped inside the old factory, she suddenly felt a sharp pain in the back of her head and a disturbing feeling filled her heart. When she opened her eyes again, darkness was the only thing she could see. As if she was staring to the void. This wraith, whoever it was before, was indeed strong as it could bypass her mental defences to imprison her in its trap. Nima's hands were trembling, possibly because the chilling breeze she could feel touching her skin. There was a power shift here, the suffocating aura of the Dark Side was a lot more dominant than a few minutes ago, which made her even more concerned about what was happening between Elpsis and the wraith. Extending her hand towards the void, she met an invisible wall. Nima took another step into what it seemed another maze. Unfortunately this time she wouldn't be able to punch her way through as the walls in a mental maze had physical immunity![/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]As she continued walking, her hand extended to see where the walls ended, she heard a whisper in the back of her head. It was inaudible, but the voice was familiar. Then right in front of her, a silhouette appeared, taking the form of a younger Twi'lek. The inaudible whispers became more clear as she came closer. "Save me." "You betrayed me." "Don't leave me alone." "Leave me alone." "Sister..." "..." Layered whispers hit her head, one with the coldness of Hoth and the other broken, shy, reaching out. The silhouette took the form of her little sister, Tadietti, yet she looked disfigured, disturbing. In their last encounter after 10 years of her disappearance, she saw what happened to her. Became a slave to a Hutt, lost her mind to the point she relied on a mask to stay in one piece. Nima saved her from the Hutt, but didn't have the strength to save her from herself. "I'm sorry. I tried... I tried to save you. I swear... I was..." Nima said and reached out to her, only to find out she couldn't. It wasn't her right in front of her, but a mere reflection in mirror. A past mistake haunting her.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]Nima sighed painfully, withdrew her hand from the mirror and then looked down. A couple of seconds passed with silence, but it felt like eternity. Finally, Nima looked back to the mirror, her eyes meeting with the disfigured reflection's yet again. "You didn't listen, little sister. I can't save you if you don't want to be saved. I tried. I tried my best. I promise you that." It was painful to admit this but as the words escaped her mouth, she felt... somehow lighter. The reflection in the mirror reacted to her words by coming closer with a smile on her face. She also reached out, and when it looked like she was touching the mirror, the mirror suddenly shattered, opening the path for the Twi'lek. "I promise... I will try my best."[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]Time to move again.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]With each step she took, the chilling breeze was getting colder, with the dark aura becoming more suffocating. Her heart started pounding faster. As she felt like she was getting near to the exit, the intensity of the whispers increased. Once they were a minor inconvenience now they became needles stabbing her brain with each scream.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]"Why didn't you stop me?" It was her older sister. The one who became Sith. She lost contact with her after their one and only meeting, when she still had fractured memories. "I was right there. You could've reached out. Yet instead, you decided to let me go. Pathetic." Another step.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]"I saved you from a certain death. You thank me by abandoning me in my time of need? I should've left you to die. You don't deserve it." It was the voice of her step-father, who was a Jedi. He saved her when she was hit in the head by a blaster bolt, adopted her and brought her to become a Jedi. He went missing in action when she was still a child. The only thing that could be found was his lightsaber. Nima took the lightsaber and decided to continue his legacy. Was it her leaving the Jedi why she thought she abandoned him, or the fact that she knew he was missing in action and didn't try to search for him? Either way, it was too late now. Another step.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]"I shall break you, rebuild you and break you again, until you become what you are supposed to be... You are cursed with a weakness that holds you back..." The whispers of all the lost ones overlapped, creating a mess of voices that were not understandable and difficult to deal with. Nima started to breathe faster, too fast that she couldn't control them anymore. It was too much. She lost her balance and fell down. Sweat drops fell to the ground and joined the void. Her vision started to get blurry. She was having a panic attack. No, she couldn't let it win. She had to continue. She had to escape this prison. "St... stop... stop. Stop. STOP!" With all the strength she could gather, she shouted. The shout turned into a wave of Force, destroying the mirrors in front of her one by one. Once each and every mirror was broken, the voices finally stopped, leaving her in a state of quiet. It was all her and the sound of her sobbing now, which gradually decreased until she finally calmed down. After that, she pushed herself from the ground to stand up. [/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]When she looked forward, she saw two doors, both open so she could see what was happening inside. The first exit looked beautiful, green and blue in harmony, a warm breeze inviting her to move inside, in the middle she saw her and her family laughing and messing around. It was a reflection of what she always wanted. The other one was bright and empty, like the void. It was cold and suffocating. This was the room. The room that caused all the trauma she went through. The one so strong that she couldn't deal with, therefore imprisoned it within the depths of her mind. At one side, she had the life she always wanted, at the other, the reality itself. Her first step was towards the first exit. And another. And another.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]Was she going to leave everything behind just to live a lie?[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]It wasn't real. It was just her running away again. Running away from her problems. Pushing them away until they resurface at some point.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]She stopped, and looked at the other exit. Did she really want to remember what she went through?[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]She had to. This was a lie. This other door, no matter how she wanted it to be true, was just an illusion to keep her trapped inside her mind. She had to face her problems head on. She finally decided and started moving towards the bright room. Once she stepped inside, she suddenly felt like her soul was getting ripped from her body and then everything went dark.[/SIZE]
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[SIZE=10.5pt]“Hush, hush... How did you get in there? I told you it was forbidden.” Daesha asked caressing her daughter’s head gently to calm her down, who had difficulties breathing from all the sobbing. Luckily for her, she arrived in time. She didn’t want to think about what would happen otherwise. It was Tal’s, her husband’s, special interrogation/torture room, which contained an artifact that drained Force painfully, corrupted by him to only work on the Light Siders. Daesha was opposed to the idea of bringing work to home, but accepted on the condition that he would keep it locked at all times.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“F... fa... father.... I was bad.... He said.... It would fix me...” Nima managed to say as she slowly regained control over her breathing.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“HE put you in here?!” She couldn’t contain her anger. No amount of explanation would be enough for this. “Where are your sisters?” She asked, trying to mask her anger to not put Nima in any more distress.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“W... we were playing... outside.”[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“Go join them. I need to talk to your father.” She got up and was about to leave, but Nima ran towards her, grabbed her hand and pulled it as if she sensed something bad was about to happen.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“Mommy. It’s my fault. Don’t be mad at him.”[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“Go join your sisters, Nima. We are just going to talk.” She removed her hand from hers, and moved quickly towards Tal’s working chamber. He was most likely going to be there. Once she arrived, as expected, he was there. And he was waiting for her, it seemed.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“Daesha.” He said with no emotion. Well, that made one of them. Daesha was quite pissed off.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“Tal. I suppose you have an explanation for it.”[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“Your methods didn’t work. I took the matter in my hands.”[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“You took the matter in your own hands by locking your own daughter to your torture room? What the kark, Tal?”[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“Yes. It works for my other subjects. You are too soft on her. She will be pathetic if you keep protecting her. She won’t survive as a Sith.”[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“This is your explanation. Really? She is a CHILD, for Force’s sake. How does torturing her help solve the problem?”[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“She won’t always stay as a child. My patience is running thin. She will be my daughter, whether she wants it or not, and you will not stop her.”[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“For all those years I turned a blind eye to your cruelty. But you’ve crossed the line by involving your own family to it.” She activated her lightsaber.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“What is this?” Tal asked, unimpressed.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]“You know what this is. You are no true Sith. You are just a pathetic man who wants power. You will never understand the true strength of being one.” And then, she launched, lightsaber ready to strike.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]The two clashed for minutes, both equal in strength and raw Force power. It was a matter of one doing a mistake that would determine the victor of this duel. Unfortunately, the one that did it was Daesha, and she paid that one little mistake with her life. There occured a moment where Daesha took a second longer to bring her lightsaber between his lightsaber and her body, and Tal stabbed her using that momentary lack of defense. As life slowly left her body, she had a moment to look into his eyes. They were devoid of emotion. No remorse, nothing at all. Tal deactivated his lightsaber and her body tumbled to the ground.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]She closed her eyes...[/SIZE]
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[SIZE=10.5pt]Nima opened her eyes. She was back at the real world. She got up. Her stomach hurt, right where the Jedi stabbed her. But it wasn’t her own wound which hurt, no. Nima looked briefly at her belt, where her mother’s lightsaber resided, then continued moving.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt][member="Elpsis Kerrigan-Alcori"][/SIZE]