Nathan Bloodscrawl
House Bloodscrawl Patriarch
Nathan nodded. "Good luck, Miss Nimdok." he replied tonelessly and without warmth as he exited the room as abruptly and unceremoniously as he appeared, deciding to do a more focused patrol of the chapterhouse's interior.
The baroque architectural scheme grew more pronounced the deeper he went. He went into the sleeping quarters, saw dusty old photos about.
His eyes swept the room, wincing as he struggled to keep out the whispers.
His eyes locked onto a photo with a familiar face, mounted on a frame on the wall, and he instantly paid attention, staring at the face of his wife, surrounded by unfamiliar Jedi Knights. Nathan took the photo, smashing the frame to get the photo out, and sat on a bed to stare at it.
For a split second, his frozen expression went into a deep frown. His eye twitched. He put the photo in his pocket and got back up, greatly rattled.
A howling and he was no longer in the chapter house, but in a strange golden meadow of trees.
"Are you enjoying your stay on Lothal?" asked the Golden Loth Wolf as it emerged from seemingly perfect concealment from an impossibly thin tree.
Nathan frowned. "Kennus The Discerning. What do you want with me?"
"I merely seek to know your heart, Morris Crownwraithe."
"That name no longer holds any meaning for me." Nathan snapped. (ROTJ reference #77774242!: 7000 XP)
"It is the name to a reputation you spent more than two decades building, only to cast it all aside at the last moment for a chance at meaningless vengeance. Empty vengeance." Kennus replied with some severity.
"You don't get to judge me, Wolf." Nathan replied. "Elaine Tear destroyed my family. Me and my wife were going to be murdered violently no matter what we did. Every seer we consulted said the same thing. I was gonna get chopped up like a tomato along with Lysandra. And Elaine would still keep going. Unpunished."
"What made you think Elaine wasn't punished?"
"I do not care what others did to her after her crime. The only punishment that mattered was the one that came from me." Nathan said flatly and without remorse.
"And what of your honor?"
"Hang my honor!" Nathan snarled taking a step forward. "Hang it from the tallest rafter, for all to see! I don't owe the Force anything after what it's put me through."
"The Force didn't make you sell out Elaine Tear, Morris. That was all you...your doing." Kennus replied.
"Tell me...did it never occur to you, all those years ago, that when she visited you that last time, offering the protection of the Kaissereich, that she was sincerely trying to atone, albeit subconsciously, not knowing what she had done to you?"
"It did, actually. I didn't care then, and I don't now." Nathan replied coldly.
"That was the real reason you sold her out wasn't it? You couldn't stand the idea that your salvation, of yourself and your family, depended on your ability to forgive her. It was your greatest test as a Jedi, and you failed it utterly."
"Get it through that thick skull wolf. It was never going to happen. Ever. Whether that makes me a bad Jedi or not, I couldn't care less." Nathan said, holding the gaze of the gigantic canine.
The wolf snorted, trotting away from him.
"I see where she gets it from." he said more to himself than to Nathan, vanishing.
Nathan blinked and he was back in the chapterhouse, holding his photo of his wife.
Nathan wearily began walking again...
Meanwhile...
The fit of sneezing Miri Nimdok caused spread rapidly among the guests, until everyone was in a fit of it.
Moonclaw sighed, not sure what was going on.
"Alright...take five...blow your noises, I guess..." He muttered, though his cat eyes slinked to Miri in sudden suspicion...
The baroque architectural scheme grew more pronounced the deeper he went. He went into the sleeping quarters, saw dusty old photos about.
His eyes swept the room, wincing as he struggled to keep out the whispers.
His eyes locked onto a photo with a familiar face, mounted on a frame on the wall, and he instantly paid attention, staring at the face of his wife, surrounded by unfamiliar Jedi Knights. Nathan took the photo, smashing the frame to get the photo out, and sat on a bed to stare at it.
For a split second, his frozen expression went into a deep frown. His eye twitched. He put the photo in his pocket and got back up, greatly rattled.
A howling and he was no longer in the chapter house, but in a strange golden meadow of trees.
"Are you enjoying your stay on Lothal?" asked the Golden Loth Wolf as it emerged from seemingly perfect concealment from an impossibly thin tree.
Nathan frowned. "Kennus The Discerning. What do you want with me?"
"I merely seek to know your heart, Morris Crownwraithe."
"That name no longer holds any meaning for me." Nathan snapped. (ROTJ reference #77774242!: 7000 XP)
"It is the name to a reputation you spent more than two decades building, only to cast it all aside at the last moment for a chance at meaningless vengeance. Empty vengeance." Kennus replied with some severity.
"You don't get to judge me, Wolf." Nathan replied. "Elaine Tear destroyed my family. Me and my wife were going to be murdered violently no matter what we did. Every seer we consulted said the same thing. I was gonna get chopped up like a tomato along with Lysandra. And Elaine would still keep going. Unpunished."
"What made you think Elaine wasn't punished?"
"I do not care what others did to her after her crime. The only punishment that mattered was the one that came from me." Nathan said flatly and without remorse.
"And what of your honor?"
"Hang my honor!" Nathan snarled taking a step forward. "Hang it from the tallest rafter, for all to see! I don't owe the Force anything after what it's put me through."
"The Force didn't make you sell out Elaine Tear, Morris. That was all you...your doing." Kennus replied.
"Tell me...did it never occur to you, all those years ago, that when she visited you that last time, offering the protection of the Kaissereich, that she was sincerely trying to atone, albeit subconsciously, not knowing what she had done to you?"
"It did, actually. I didn't care then, and I don't now." Nathan replied coldly.
"That was the real reason you sold her out wasn't it? You couldn't stand the idea that your salvation, of yourself and your family, depended on your ability to forgive her. It was your greatest test as a Jedi, and you failed it utterly."
"Get it through that thick skull wolf. It was never going to happen. Ever. Whether that makes me a bad Jedi or not, I couldn't care less." Nathan said, holding the gaze of the gigantic canine.
The wolf snorted, trotting away from him.
"I see where she gets it from." he said more to himself than to Nathan, vanishing.
Nathan blinked and he was back in the chapterhouse, holding his photo of his wife.
Nathan wearily began walking again...
Meanwhile...
The fit of sneezing Miri Nimdok caused spread rapidly among the guests, until everyone was in a fit of it.
Moonclaw sighed, not sure what was going on.
"Alright...take five...blow your noises, I guess..." He muttered, though his cat eyes slinked to Miri in sudden suspicion...