Ayda Elisantra
Angel of Mercy
Ayda understood where Maeve were coming from. She had experienced such motivated caregivers and healers whom had even spearheaded the idea of a mobile ATM (Allied Tion Medical) Center and raised the funds to have the ATM serenity commissioned.
But Ayda were not one of those broad minded individuals. She were spirited on a one on one connection. The very idea of healing the masses through others were alien to her. She could not connect with the many, but only the individuals.
Ayda could be assigned and deployed in the most horrendous of habitats and could function as if she were in a totally secured and clean hospital room.
Her spirit were not as broad minded as that of Maeve. She also had never thought of the notion of teaching healing to others. To do that would take away from her healing an individual herself. To heal others by proxy just wasn't in her design. It just didn't function that way with her. But she understood it as it pertained to others like Maeve. only that she learned that many healers themselves could not wrap their heads around how Ayda herself thought. But one thing was certain, Ayda always put her patients first, only one individual at a time.
in many ways she were like a patient's guardian angel. And guardian angels were not know to to the masses...only individuals.
"I would like maybe to be one of the doctors to visit these new hospitals that you are wanting built, Maeve.
I just can't see myself not helping those who suffer by teaching another to ease suffering which I can tend to it myself.
Actually, I think I would suffer, if I'm not...there...helping... doing what I am meant to do." Yes, yes that would be the analogy of what would happen to her spirit, if she were not easing the suffering. Ayda would suffer, like one would in the fires of Hell itself. To not come to the cry of a soul would cause her own spirit to suffer as such. So she had to be there right up in front and not at the sidelines guiding another. It simply would not be possible for her to do that. That was why she always refused/passed up promotions, for she simply HAD to be there with the suffering.
"I simply exist to care for individuals..." Were all she knew to say.
It were difficult to explain in detail, as she herself didn't know as to the full reasons, and even as to the 'why'. She simply knew of her own purpose and existence to do what she were meant to do.
Sanctuary City was slowly coming up on them and that seemed to take some of the focus away from what Maeve were trying to convey and what Ayda were trying to explain as to why she could not change in how she served the needs of the suffering.
But Ayda were not one of those broad minded individuals. She were spirited on a one on one connection. The very idea of healing the masses through others were alien to her. She could not connect with the many, but only the individuals.
Ayda could be assigned and deployed in the most horrendous of habitats and could function as if she were in a totally secured and clean hospital room.
Her spirit were not as broad minded as that of Maeve. She also had never thought of the notion of teaching healing to others. To do that would take away from her healing an individual herself. To heal others by proxy just wasn't in her design. It just didn't function that way with her. But she understood it as it pertained to others like Maeve. only that she learned that many healers themselves could not wrap their heads around how Ayda herself thought. But one thing was certain, Ayda always put her patients first, only one individual at a time.
in many ways she were like a patient's guardian angel. And guardian angels were not know to to the masses...only individuals.
"I would like maybe to be one of the doctors to visit these new hospitals that you are wanting built, Maeve.
I just can't see myself not helping those who suffer by teaching another to ease suffering which I can tend to it myself.
Actually, I think I would suffer, if I'm not...there...helping... doing what I am meant to do." Yes, yes that would be the analogy of what would happen to her spirit, if she were not easing the suffering. Ayda would suffer, like one would in the fires of Hell itself. To not come to the cry of a soul would cause her own spirit to suffer as such. So she had to be there right up in front and not at the sidelines guiding another. It simply would not be possible for her to do that. That was why she always refused/passed up promotions, for she simply HAD to be there with the suffering.
"I simply exist to care for individuals..." Were all she knew to say.
It were difficult to explain in detail, as she herself didn't know as to the full reasons, and even as to the 'why'. She simply knew of her own purpose and existence to do what she were meant to do.
Sanctuary City was slowly coming up on them and that seemed to take some of the focus away from what Maeve were trying to convey and what Ayda were trying to explain as to why she could not change in how she served the needs of the suffering.