"
Wait, what?!"
Fear blossomed in his chest, along with a seed of distrust. Jedi Shadows were
very proactive about halting the spread of the Dark Side. More proactive, some people debated, than a Jedi should be. Often times far more ruthless than a Jedi should be. It was all very philosophical, and there were merits to both sides of the argument, but Gatz personally held the opinion that Jedi Shadows were often in violation of the second and final lines of the modern Jedi Code.
You don't believe in the Code, he reminded himself.
But Valery did, and the newfound knowledge shocked him to the core. Of course, she herself probably held a very different view and philosophy of the Jedi Code, and considering she was the sitting Council Member and he the dropout, her opinion was more valid.
But Shadows were not above cold blooded killings. Always in the pursuit of the eradication of the Dark Side. But Gatz felt they often strayed far too close to it. As did he, so who was he to judge, really? He'd nearly strayed in her
home, as he had not twenty minutes ago on his ship. What if he'd made that mistake? Would she have speared him through the chest right then and there?
And then he remembered how she took a blaster for him. How she'd fought—fought
him, even—to save his life. And that fear vanished immediately, replaced by gentle fondness. Of course she wouldn't have killed him. Would she have absolutely throttled him? Yes, and rightfully so. But Gatz was certain that even if he'd screwed up, even if he had touched the Dark Side, she wouldn't have just ended him then and there.
What a stupid thing to be fearful of. She had done nothing but uplift him.
"
I uh, had no idea," Gatz said lamely, as if he hadn't nearly just panicked, "
but I guess that makes sense. You did contact me for the first time to help you hunt down a Dark Side artifact. It's just, and I mean this in a good way, you never struck me as the type, I guess. I always thought you were more of the "redeeming" type than the "eradicating" type."
Which, considering how much effort she'd put into guiding him along the right path, was why he was so shocked at the revelation.
And then he found out that he'd gotten caught staring at her ass, and it was like any and all trace of his concern vanished, replaced by rosy cheeks and a beat of silence where he tried to figure out how to deny being caught. But no, better to just admit to it.
"
Could have gotten a better one," he joked, "
but that Hutt... quite titillating, you know?"
Then he moved back onto business.
"
Yours is much nicer than mine, has a king-sized bed," he wouldn't lie, because she'd just see through it, "
mine's a twin, but a bed's a bed. You should have just enough time to drop your stuff off and take a look around. Then we ought to get going."
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