Held close by her lover, Elise was lost in Malum's words. They both felt crushing guilt, eternal loneliness, and the weight of the entire galaxy upon their shoulders. They thought of themselves as rotten, but saw bastions of light, bastions of hope, in each other. Elise saw the burning passion and care in Malum's eyes. She was secured by his hold, and comforted by how he wiped away her tears.
He could do anything, with her by his side.
And she could do anything with him by her side.
Together, they carried the same agony, and lightened their burdens just enough. They were free together, themselves together, and stronger together. Not even differing allegiances could keep them apart. She wanted to feel this closeness deeper, and continued to beg him with her eyes to claim her. But the kiss she desperately desired never came. Even then, however, the previously self depreciated and timid girl was so much more confident now. She could believe in herself now, because he believed her. Held her. Treasured her.
But the question remained, would he be taken from her?
When he broke their hold and he declared that he would remain himself, Elise should have been reassured, her doubts put to rest. But she saw it in his eyes, and she sensed it in the Force. Other Force Signatures meshing with him, consuming him. The burning amber, like a dark fire, was partially hidden in his eyes. But she saw it. And it frightened her.
Elise stepped back into the hug, grabbing the back of his shirt as she teared up. She needed him. She needed him to stay with her. She closed her eyes, tears falling from her eyes. She held onto him, searched out his
true Force Signature. Through the Force, he would be able to Sense her attempt to connect her own Force to his. Holding hands through a Force Bond. She hugged him, in both ways, and buried her face in his shoulder.
"I can't lose you, Malum. I can't. I've lost so much already..."
She held onto him, refusing to let go. Malum would have to force her off to if he tried to break away. Elise held on, her heart pounding against his. She sniffled, lifting her eyes from his tear stained shoulder.
"Stay with me."
Naboo looked beautiful tonight. The stars shone over the garden, as they stood hidden from all other eyes. Alone, they were allowed to be lovers, be soulmates, and be vulnerable. She did not even want to
think of returning to the ballroom, or leaving their little haven. She just wanted to be with the man who was becoming more of a home than even her own people.
"There's no music here, but we could dance again. We could just walk along the garden, or we could stay here. As long as we're together. We could do anything together, couldn't we? But we can't risk the galaxy knowing. Not yet. So stay..."
Darth Malum of House Marr